If you're a man...

Quantify the question;

Origin source;

If you're;

An...

Asshole!

She... XIXxX

Self reduced isolated,

    Behaviorally suggested altruism unobtainable reality induced depression, A cognitive forlorn avoidable throbbing with dissonance regret: Hurt... Persistent state of hurt, Ever attempting to shrouded 'do I even exist' realism angry at the question, Of course 'I' do... But shouldn't I have naught ignored the vows of suicide in the darkest dark while the world, You're all silent... Silently asleep, Dreaming of hope... A renowned impressionable delusion I've never began a harbinger's most destitute feet struggle endeavor, A trampling pursuit of one's own invisible momentarily captured future, Written within our quickening destruction. 

In lieu of...
An ending: And,
Our beginning,
Where I...
I should have,
Should have,
Stayed...!
(For therein)
(Brilliantly)
(I knew...)
(No pain)
(Truly...)
(Pookie)
(Face)

Sister... III

To The Sister: My Only!

      You're the best parts of everything influencing the most damaged parts of myself. I persist in this life because of you: Ammie too! Never forget that your smile encourages me more than anyone and I'm but the elder: 'Sometimes Brother.' If there ever was a G-d (S)he was empowering me and you, to influence the future. If it's only the inevitable, well your love is always overwhelming the best poetic parts of me: Ammie too! xXx

In lieu of...
The season,
Of dying!

Life,

Revert to draft, Unaccomplished existence, A requiem of for dreams!

In lieu of,

Reincarnate…

If I;

Could but,

Die; Writing!

Commence,

Whatever,

Future,

After.