Rem Tears

Cursed is my doom
Flower altering the mark
Your eyes stopping my heart
An epic yet brief moment in time

Rem driven tears
Spilled under a monolith
Dreams of igniting the touch
A heavenly dialect of courage

In a dying flower
A warning for the dark
Lonely specter's freezing touch
Leaving a trail of tokens of death

Rem woken tears
Spilled under a monolith
Dreams of igniting a touch
The heavenly dialect of love

Love Exile

Love's exile
Set within a still frame
Picture perfect not allowed to change
Tarnished by slave like memories
Pondering if the world would miss me
Or remember who I
Who I was

My last lingering question
Would anyone miss the real me
After I was broken dead and undone
I couldn't save myself from life
She never took it easy on us

Ever I walked as love's exile
Her beautiful lonely path
People adored their own image
Of an imaginary version of me
Will you remember who I
Who I was

My only remaining question
Am I the man whom once was
Woke up not able to see who I was before
An image of myself the ailing prisoner
Mind and body in some a new cage

Love's exile I remain
Today it's pain so clear
Soon I shall break
Wake up someday not the same
Change without a single sign
Will the world like me
Or remember who I
Who I was

Out of nowhere I have unbecome
Something new I never before was
Woke up unable to breath as I once did
Peace fell away with knowledge
No one ever wondered why
I broke without any signs
No one helped me out
Or picked me up
Alone together
Is me

Love: A One Sided Glory

Is love ever one sided
Adored in single moments
But a villain I'm made out to be
This is my heart's cold story

I am the pupil of her
Learned all my eyes could review
I breathed it upon the people I knew
But I received only a moment or two
Of love before I was left to triumph
For two human hearts

The love I know is one sided
I am adored as a perfect picture
A target for darts on a chess board
Could I save your world at all
If I could who would I be
What would be left over

I am love's dying pupil
Took in all the test review
Breathed it upon the world
Every human in a moment I knew
But I am the villain of truth
I expect nothing in return
I bleed for the earth
This is my life

Habitat Humanity

This earth is not for me
Chivalry is meaningless and dead
A man and his code unwoven
Unworthy of living another breath
No one appreciates his life
Until after his tragic death

This civilization's beauty
A habitat not fit for a man like me
I appreciate what is nothing today
A story of victory over nothing
See me stand while I last

This tragic society starves me
A meaningless soldier of equality
Seen as or wished by history to be dead
Not some tragic poet hero to debt
To the world I am a widow spider
Words unwanted hidden in the dark

This city's clear vision
Is aware of nothing about me
Appreciate the day of my dying
I stare into the eyes of strangers
Seeking aid to benefit earth's future
Drowned in sorrow I strive onward
This is my last moment of chivalry
My hands reach for the dagger
So late in the darkness of night

The lost faith of the momentary
History remember the joy of patience
Enjoy my beard trimmed hair combed image
It is soon to be my last picture in your past
I have not the measure of courage to live
This world is beautiful but not for me
I gave it everything I ever was
Until fear swallowed my peace
And a fate I couldn't push
Knocked at my door

Scorpion Flower

I am a dying flower
Starved by a scorpion's stinger
Venom has frozen my roots
And the breast they feed

I question will I ever be whole
Why should I continue to breath
Sunlight hidden behind vile erections
Black pillars surround as towering monoliths
I stand but only while my courage lasts
Soon my pedals shall wither
I shall be one with the ground

Just a lonely dying flower
Courage attempts the impossible
My roots grip in my last starving hour
Plucked from life as a token of love
Alas for the ailing of my handsome pedals
A faded impression of a once bright beauty
Cannot accomplish though I am to please

Question will the earth ever be whole
Why should I continue to even breath
Sunlight hidden behind my own evil shadow
A black pillars of hate and pace
There it ever stands a towering monolith
I stood until my courage failed
As winter withered my last pedal
I gave myself six feet into the ground

Ignition Warning

Ignite old scars
A curse in a sinister touch
My token for hell where I'm bound
In a moment I'll be taken
As my mind dreams
Eyes streaming
Rem Tears

Cursed today
Under a dark shadow
Where storms also linger
Behind my beating heart

Ignition of a paradoxical sleep state
A psychological place for my deadly dreams
I'm flying on an empty starving heart
Nearly crashing into the ground
As dreams take my mind
Eyes streaming water
As dying rem Tears
Cursed tonight
Under a dark sky
All hail the black night
Whose spear stops my beating heart

Double Negative

Anesthetic atheist
Pain must conquer and divide
Fall into the void without sensation
Free of the defensive synapse microorganism
A fan of the random and luck

Please stand still in line
For a free shot to change your life
A vaccination against death the grave
Behave due to amnesia of response
A new synthetic breed immune
To the treason compassion

Anesthetic agent
Tormented for mere hours
Never regret the will to oppose
Rather live till the death of all sensation
Than remember the treason of self denial
Oh fan of the random and luck

Please stand still in line
For a free shot to change to your life
A vaccination against pain we all unwillingly subscribe
Behave unwittingly due to amnesia of response
A new synthetic breed immune to any cause
Especially treason of speaking your mind

Don't tell me move my feet
Or else by a crack I could die
You are the system creator of the divide
A void of compassion choice and will
I'd rather choose the empty nether
Than take your blue shot or pill

Anesthetic anarchist
Tormented for a moments
Never regret the will to oppose
Rather live till the death of all sensation
Than remember the treason of self denial
Behave unwittingly due to amnesia of response
A new synthetic breed immune to any cause
Especially treason of speaking your mind
Oh fan of the random and luck