A Swelling of Tears

Tears swelling as we see
Images on media broadcasts
Of children found in dumpsters
Suffering for who their mother was
Tears rain as I write

Every day they survived alone
Under frozen night's sky
With the will to oppose
Their life is a protest
Of true acceptance
That we can't find

Children dying from basic needs
Clean water we fucking flush down
What revelation will break your heart
Enough to change to make a difference
Before death knocks and just like them
We find ourselves in the grave

Every night they survive
Children starving on prostitute streets
Raped by their parents who forgot their face
Sold into slavery in a system we empower
The true crime is we're comfortable
Until it breaks they're our slaves
For we could free them all
Our courtesy is tears
Shed without change
Without acceptance
Without the power
Of love

Seven Pound Mystery

Welcome to the world
Seven pound mystery
Accepted no matter who
This is my eternal pledge
I your island of love

The cosmos align
Crafted by the hands of time
Our fate intertwined in this world
Birth is a protest itself
Seven pound mystery
That no matter what
We agree with life
Acceptance
Is key!

If there is one thing in life
That can move your faithful side
Could make you believe in love
Forced to feel it deep within
It's the birth of a child
A seven pound mystery

The cosmos align
I lay awake at night
Feeling the beating of all my dreams
Inside me is romance love and grace
Given up rage and who I was before
Our fate intertwined I deny it not
Beautiful seven pound mystery
Your birth is a protest
To the bonds of life
Acceptance & love

I'll welcome you to this world
Come forth and change my life
All the things yet I cannot tell
But delay not or be vanquished unborn
For then grief unknown would express in me
Every day living with the signs inside
Of my lost seven pound mystery
Overcome by grief until...
The bitter end

The cosmos align
Crafted by the hands of time
Our fate intertwined in this world
Birth is a protest itself
Seven pound mystery
That no matter what
We agree with life
Acceptance
Is key!

Warriors of Flame for Children I Pledge

I am on the road down
Onward come the warriors of hell
I'm going to free the children
Whose profit is our crown

I crossed the line
To take back the captives
Millions of lives held deep inside
Flames kept them safely apart
This is who I am, who are you
I am breathing for a rescue

Always I knew it's truth
That my heart was sown in fire
I once conformed as a coward and lair
Then I walked headlong into hell
To rebuild it's foundation
As a pillar of escape
For those held there

I'm on a road ever down
Cometh towards me be warriors of hell
In their hands be swords of bright flames
They are no danger for I willingly embrace each slice
Penetrate my soul and pillage me until I'm with death
Then set me as the foundation of hell to free them

On a road ever down
Taking back captives before the crown
Thorns traded places for three days
With the villain whose brow is flame
Onward came the warriors of hell
I embraced each flaming sword
Didn't need to die to find out
Already knew who I was
Trading my life for
Everyone

Rogue Chaos: Human Recipe

You weren't born to enslave another
By will of the monetary system
Or by an offer beyond denial
Not by addiction or turmoil
Sideways are your motives
So to hell or a cockroach
Karma will send you

Into me breath
Before I'm disconnected
Soul unprotected deep inside
Losing confidence in grace
Mankind has crossed too many lines
For the sake of comfort and corporation

Piss in the urinal
Beside you stands a preacher
As uncomfortable as a number out of place
Conformity to everything for ease
A recipe for chaos and crime
Crawl will I until I die
Hope I don't need
To me it is lost
Devoid of dreams

Breath of life into me
Before the bullying disconnects
My unprotected soul from mind and body alike
Losing confidence in any God or grace
For acceptance into peer pressure we gave
Rash behaviour and Hazing we harass one another
This is my experience can I change this world

You weren't born to enslave another
For peer pressure or bullying
By debt of the monetary system
Or by an offer beyond denial
Not by addiction or turmoil
Nor war for it is the grave
Sideways are our motives
So to hell or a cockroach
Karma will send you

(Ana) A Moment of Mercy

In better days
When love was present
I would treat myself to moments
Of acceptance then the mirror reflected
A handsome man who wasn't anorexic

It's hard to see
Past the bastard I've become
A monster of an apple who ate the tree
Who fell into ruined wounding everyone

On that better day
When love wasn't so absent
As my mirror jail's walls broke down
I saw a handsome man not an anorexic

In hindsight
It was all my fault
Dwelt too long on the shame
Prolonged the suffering of love

In my last days
I will revitalize hope for others
For me there is no redemption
Only a mirror moment of acceptance
When before me stands a man
Not a dying angel of anorexia

Sink in and Crush: Veins of Love

You've got my heart against the wall
Blood trickling out from your mouth
Bleed me dry out from my neck
Or drain the disease of my blood stream

Offered my heart on a plate
You followed your instincts
A vampire you sunk teeth in
And of my blood you ate
Drinking and changing
My fate

I won't suck your open neck dry
Dracula dreams of children at night
A bitter sweet nightmare his wish

Offered my heart on a plate
You followed your instincts
A vampire you sunk teeth in
And of my blood you ate
Drinking and changing
My fate

I couldn't ease your pain
Allowing access to my every vien
I stayed until I was sent to wander
Eventually my instincts sunk in
And the wind took my wings

Anorexia Guardian Angel
I've accepted my path

I'd offer my heart on a plate
Again in a the beat of love's veins
Follow your instincts dearest one
A vampire you sunk teeth in
And of my blood you ate
Drinking and changing
My fate

Commitment Unto Death

I had to let it go
In order to recover
My heart wanted peace
Thus it found a way
Dedication to...

Wherever I might footfall
Siblings you're all worthwhile
Every key stroke and breath
If I can't recover you will
Slowly together

It's hard to see beauty
In the bastard I've become
The apple fell far from the tree
Sadly the trauma I've caused
This is what the mirror perceives
But there is hope for you
For my siblings round the world
Until the end of it all things
My every breath will be for you

Wherever I might footfall
Siblings you're all worthwhile
Every key stroke and breath
If I can't recover you will
Slowly together

Accepted at first glance
But alas this was too quick
Reserved their reservation to uncommit
I am worth nothing but what I now give
So here I go, every breath for every life

I die, finally
Dragged through decades of this Anorexia fight
An unlikely gift given to me to perform the task
An acceptance wish held within us all
It isn't just s dream, we can find it
Remember yourself and carry well
Your scars