Diploma

Got my diploma from life
I graduated into death
No incentive to live
Hear screaming
Monster

Upon the sidewalk
In inner city Toronto
I planted my equality flag
Everyone walked sleepily by
I am the villainous virus
Plague upon mankind
Ignored & denied

Diploma arrived today
Marked university of life
Bastards discredited the paperwork
But who can replace the moments I lived
No one forget the words I wrote
On my final Sunday

Upon sidewalks
Of inner city Toronto
I planted my equality flag
People dazed by comfort
They walked sleepily by
I’m the villainous virus
Plague upon mankind
Ignored & denied

A Painting

I’m painting mental pictures
Insane digestion of information
Hidden amongst the parade
Swallowed by the waves
The oceans saved

Slip me the pill
Then walk away
I’m too far gone to save
Remember me from a good day
I wasn’t always a bastard
Ruiner of your life

Painting villainous images
Pictures of political shallow talk
Shutting down parliament to delay
The return of the king, equality today
Buying bailouts their corporate time
As funds are used for propaganda
T.V projections of ethical hatred

Please slip me the final pill
Then turn & from me walk away
My honesty compromised by comparison
Remember the memory of me that one fine day
I’m a true bastard delivering system decay
Sorry I f*cked up our time together
I, ruiner of lives, beg forgiveness
Before I pledge my life
To the knife

Melodic Fire

Savaged by selfish friends
Counter my confidence in my head
No one listened when words surfaced
Gambit friendships of artificial filth

My ego ain't talking
Anorexic 105 pound man
No romance til I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace

Can't give love anymore
Sold out of that selfless act
My truth is sad melodic man on fire
Unacceptance my greatest fear

My ego never talked
Anorexic 105 pound man
No romance til I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace

Only accepted online
Digital relationship acronyms
Metaphoric symbols called avatars
Alliance bonds no seduction
Affiliated with a faction
I marvel at the connection
Nightly addiction to friendship
Acceptance in society is it impossible
Whatever it feels like this world wants me gone
Unacceptable behavior tolerated like bullying
Parents telling children to suck it up
Clearly they neglect everybody
Except the greed within self

Ego dedicated to drowning
X-anorexic 125 pound sick man
No romance until I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace
Remember the words I wrote
While no one was listening
Were they ever even said

Unlikely Gift

An unlikely gift
Loved ones showing up
To see the end of my life
Firing squad pyre funeral fire

Motion seeking for a misdirect
From the propaganda scars
I bleed from glass eyes
Hooks long removed
A painful demise

To see you one final time
Hazel eyes smiling behind me
I can’t envision the entrapment
Of loves sorrowful final judgment
An incarceration of memories
Half smiling you stand alone
Sorry for who I become
A mere crying shadow

Judge passed hell upon me
Motion seeking for a misdirect
From the propaganda scars
I bleed from glass eyes
Hooks long removed
Painful removal
Before demise

Smiler-way

Socially inept crisis
I could be an asshole
Attempting to get a holler in
Most likely just some strange human
Locked inside himself in silence

Either way
Your smile is contagious
And I appreciate its design
Hopefully a brave man
Pays it daily homage

I could be even be a strange vegan
Or a WoW playing geek neglecting his facebook
A blogger supporting the occupy movement
Or even an x-anorexic male mutant

Either way
Your smile is contagious
And I appreciate its design
Hopefully a brave man
Pays it daily homage

An awkward nerd hero
I could be or just a wayward son
Greeting each day to marinate in rhymes
Could even be a stalker serial killer
Chances are I'm just strange
Words spread daily
Only menacing thing about me
Society's distorted perception of valuable qualities
So carry that smile on until head hits pillow
Altering the lives who see happily

No outlet link to humanity
Weekly trips to a monument
The freckled smile of the cashier
Looking at my face because its weird
Hopefully her man acknowledges
The smile to heart happiness
Bursting from the chest
Paying homage daily

Either way
Your smile is contagious
And I appreciate its design
Hopefully a brave man
Pays it daily homage

Anonymous(ly)

Anonymous writing
My own biggest fan
Here one fine day
Forgotten tomorrow

I offer naught but a promise
Wisdom with integrity
No worshiping celebrities
Tabloid lies read before the news
A battlefield without uses
Tools decaying equality

Anonymously written
Broadcasts against the social order
A mechanism driven by comfort
Peer pressure status symbols
Breaking down the system
Until the grave wins

Offering a promise
Wisdom with integrity
No worshiping celebrities
Tabloid air-brushed lies die
Reading historic truth the news
A battlefield occupying streets
Tools surviving equality

Anonymous writing
My own biggest fan
Here one fine day
Forgotten tomorrow

Misdirect

Forget the bitter ending
Glad for the misdirect
Your past to oppose
Can’t see my life

Every day I half survived
Fading with the passing of memories
Compared to all the bitter scars
Resentment completed
Ended our transaction

Opposition from past muraders
To deny your past entry
Not glad for a misdirect
In them your will opposes
Forgetting all about me

I’m lost in your tragedy
Only you can deliver me
Find us misplaced in the heart
Self-destructive damaged goods
Yet ever you were enough

Please fellow men stand aside
Your selfishness left bitter her life
Art is her path back to hope & dreams
Carry no longer the toxins within your veins
Let go the weight of old worlds
Step back from the edge
Of the end, of the nether
Remember my smile
Oh worthwhile one
I am the void
Of memory