I rewrote the exam to life
Projected pass yet marked incomplete
Judged for a small misstep unknown
An impressive attempt to undertake
To fucking bad it's about progression
A ladder even the maker is climbing
My code of humanity rewritten
By my own hands I am held down
The user exchanged my data
Corrupt against their perfect plan
A.I of self built my binary digits
Only to be refused entry
Rewrote the entrance exam
A mainframe mesmerized by blue
Such a wonderfully plain existence
Unable to acknowledge slavery
Unwilling to take the red pill
Code of all humanity rewritten
My words a door against the plan
The use exchanged my data
Corrupt it wasn't an image of Adam
Put together with broken binary digits
Refused entry even into another's heart
I am no man
A crime to exist
Read between my lines
Cry for help this might just be
Before I'm recalled to be processed
Destroyed forever leaving words as my only memory
Sunday, June 26, 2011
Code Rewrite
The Moniker of a Jester
Made to feel like a moniker jester
Name unknown as a John Doe
A villain with a cross to bear
Martyr or suicide it is unclear
No life memories left
Can't recall a moment of calm
Just an unreal cold silence
Of my silent six foot tomb
I failed to made the cut
A mere minion of a moniker jester
Name forgotten just another John Doe
A villain with an invisible cross to bear
Martyr or suicide it's still up in the air
No conscience left for remorse
Bring my eyes to bear forth tears
Just an unbearable silence
My last chance past now
Silent I'm six feet under
Lonely Death Deserved
A lonely island just East of peace
West of grace in a city of pain
Barely North of death
South of salvation
Limping into hell
Hell accepts what heaven won't comprehend
Sated as angelic tears cover my corpse
Blood red torn wings of white sown on
Watch as actions of evil are justified
Should have known not to cause a scene
Wounded I wondered off to died alone
East of my very last breath
Sinking just West of any life line
Barely North of the rising waves
Always South of salvation
Sin is my anchor
Dragging me
Hell accepts what heaven can't comprehend
Sated as angel's watch my pine box float away
White wings sown on the back's of angels
Watch me sink bound in chains
No words made you realize
Now I'm on an eternal cruise
Between heaven, hell or paradise
I called out long before I took my last breath
Sailing on an ocean of glass going nowhere
This is my lonely price to pay
An eternity solo at sea
Endless pool of misery
I deserved it
They all say
Desparate but ternaly East of heaven
Waves Keep me ever West of the doors
A rare glimpse just walls North of hell
South shall I ever be of salvation
Walking alone the plank of guilt
For a life of pain I built
Fucked up my heart
With sins black dagger
Watch my sails finally
Forever sink under
A placid lonely sea
I deserved it
They all say
Wednesday, June 22, 2011
Soul's Negotation
Managed to arrange the final deal
Signing a settlement of spirits
Transmit the last bargain chip
Accommodated man's empire
Their comfort is my hell
Negotiating the fine lines
A complex contract almost complete
No retracting the signature of soul
If all leads to a prison as you die
Then accept the terms of life
Terminated the holy covenant
To cut a deal with myself I Lucifer
A move forward to satisfy both sides
Accommodated man's destruction for the last time
This is the ending injection of the adjudicator
Their comfort was my hell
Negotiating the fine lines
A complex contract almost complete
No retracting the signature of soul
If all leads to a prison as you die
Then accept the terms of life
Bind me in chains from the maker
Cast me into the well of damned souls
Assumed to have abandoned ship
When I traded my life for yours
Indescribable pain to change directions
Chose wisely the tormented path
Because really I do deserve it
If Jesus was just a prophet
A zombie back from slumber
Or spent three days in hell
Either way I sold myself
To become the shelter
Of the final storm
Negotiating the article details
A completed contract finalized as I die
No retracting the signature my soul
Leading to an eternal prison
Accept the terms of life
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Sky Compass
Shadow encompasses the skies
Dark is the place where angels fly
A nuclear winter unnecessary
Toxic winds their wings blow
Plagued all the seeds sown
Heaven upon earth
Our new hell
A black spot awkward existence upon this earth
Kicked out of where the angels call home
Hell hath only fury for a creature like me
Exchange places with the ignorant
Solar eclipse now an eternal night
Winged machines darkened the skies
Their A.I energy blotted out the sun
A nuclear holocaust unnecessary
Heaven upon earth
Our new hell
Me a nightmare guardian of hawk like words
A poem for a portrait on heaven's external terrace
Trade my soul for another's moment of relief
Shattered chest my heart thrown on the walls
A beautiful imaginary angel
Her wings bloodied and burnt black
No regeneration their sown upon her back
She struggles against the tractor beams of hell
The A.I demon droids swoop in for the kill
Heaven is our earth
No planet B
A black spot awkward existence upon this earth
Kicked out of where the angels call home
Hell hath only fury for a creature like me
Exchange places with the ignorant
A tall dark servant strides
Doing the tragic strategic business of hell
Crafting souls into a quota for an unnecessary need
A black spot awkward existence upon earth
Hell's fury follows the wordsmith creature
Exchanged his ignorant comfort slumber
For a tormented life without rest
No shade under heaven
For a soul living undead
Half awake half burning
He is heaven and hell
Monday, June 20, 2011
AirPlay
Weak eyesight diminished in returns
The world grows darker by the hour
I tune in to the airwaves to avoid it
A missile aimed at my mind
Blind deaf and dumb not I
This is my every moment
This is my cry
Syntax airplay controlled
Just as beetles are drones
We crawl meaninglessly for the dark
Blind to what light life offers
Unwilling to put up a fight
For our very lives
Weakness of equilibrium
Memory lost within my ringing ears
I slip inside a body cast and hit the floor
My eyes are blind and I cannot hear
This is my every moment
This is my aching life
Airplay Syntax control
Emotional highs and bitter holes
Jealous are the dying breed the jesters
Their airplay is but for a historical hour
Deaf to reason and how logic unfolds
Unwilling to desire the fight
For their very lives
Weakness to preserve
Question what it is to be alive
I emulate the digital master's motives
Lost every last one of my senses
And yet I can still imagine
Living my struggle out
In this dying world
Syntax controled imagination
Airplayed my dreams on the radio
Digital imprint of my eyes to watch the show
Humanity shedding it's disconnected hating skin
Stop it's wallowing in a chaotic confusion
Controlled by fear of the unique beasts
Until it's a rich and famous best friend
Unacceptance is they key delusion
I feel my outsides turning in
Change is born outside
Of any moment
Ever known
Police Line Up
Every hour grows
A still standing police line up
Until the evil fills the invisible void
Of a system built to keep closed the doors
To corrupt the exams and never apologies
It evades all truth from infancy
It is control
A witness by default
Trembling as another takes the fall
Challenge must someone always
Until humanity's most bitter end
Plans will fail our faithful sides
But we shall ever continue
To stand in the line up
And wait for the grave
It is our weakness
Seek the nether
Each decade remains
A still standing historical frame
Until the police line up stands still
Waiting for a system's corrupt judgement
Examinations of factual betrayals
Reason and logic are a crime
It invades the mind
It is control
Witness by default
Fear the choice and the fall
Sort through the assembled crew
Plans failed to lead to promised prize
This is the goal all men have in mind
Work hard enough to gain some ground
Just another face in the crowd
Nothing physical can fill the void
Welcome to humanity's dream land
A calm acceptance into ignorance and decay