Remix: self

Wish I could remix our relationship
Maybe I would be worth a damn
An illness overcame love
I am the saddest of men
Of all men

Now I’m a remake
My final chance at life
Falls before me in the eve
I grasp at it as an empty vile
For water at a distant well

But alas I’ve never known love
A remix of relationships for acceptance
My illness is detrimental without question
She was certain beyond any measure
I was a hero of hell heaven sent

Now I’m a remake
Lost my chance at life
Rolled the dice pulled the trigger
Grasped at life alone for too long
Whatever comes of me
My words will do