Showing posts with label #Realization. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #Realization. Show all posts

Sunday, March 16, 2014

Villainous Times: Driving a Stigma

Three drives of a stigma,

     There are three main areas of society and human psychology which drive a Stigma. They are Generalizing people into categories; Comparison between two different entities, either human or broad spectrum, such as a culture or society as a whole, and the third is our very own human experience being brought into an interaction without our awareness of it.

     For instance, when you first see someone on the street, lets say a young African American man handing out news papers early in the morning by the bus stop outside the subway station; or perhaps a homeless man whose sitting on the corner beside him. Do you treat each of them uniquely? Are you aware of the preconceptions within you that have been formed by: The media, News broadcasts, Past experiences and the society you dwell in?

     If you are aware of these, you may be able to treat the people you meet every day as unique. This takes time to come to it's full magnitude within someone. For there are many key factors:

     Do you harbour resentment and carry it with you... Possibly wherever you go from your past? This will empower comparison if you let it and allow you to brush off the uniqueness of humanity via generalizations or categorization as to avoid... An interaction?

     We are so full of trauma, fear and misunderstanding of ourselves and the people who are around us that we hide ourselves. Just watch others when you are out in public. Hiding in a book or magazine, headphones or text messaging.

     I will admit this, to be aware in each moment, from not being aware much at all is a lot to take in for the psyche, it almost hurts at times. Even I must 'hide' in my music at times, though I am fully aware of the words spoken, the sound and the way it makes my body sway, even in public. I would run home from work, when hope was still strong, with my music blaring in the streets of down town Toronto. Aware of the road, of the eyes upon me, but it didn't matter, I had a place to go and a reason to be there.

     There are other factors as well in the background, though they can be massive as well, like resentment which builds hatred and prejudice. Gossip is another key element in the spreading and control of stigmas and categorizing.

     So I'll leave you with some questions for next time: Do you generalize? If you do, where does it stem from? The media, or possibly family(how you were raised) or is it from a hidden resentment from the past.

Do you believe we are all equal? That every life is worth... A unique experience each and every day?

Do you generalize the opposite sex or people with a different sexual orientation than yourself?

Are you conformed to society or do you conform it around you by the way you live each moment?

     Do you care about the earth, the animals and possibly another human being, now or sometime in the past or future to come? If you do, then the change starts within you, nothing can happen unless we change ourselves, one small step and one small day at a time.

     Lastly, there is no method to the madness of living a Moral life, or an aware life. Sure there are 'don't do this or that' But when you are in the moment, there is nothing that tells you "Juton, tell her this it will save your relationship" after hearing of certain things. Everything like everyone, is a worthy life in progress.

     I accept that have magnified harm upon others in the past, that I am a villain, that conformed my life to the silence which empowered equality's death. But tomorrow, like today and every breath, is a moment for a new encounter! With a pen, or keyboard or the human sitting behind you as you read this. Or maybe they're on the way home, give em something unique, give em who you are! Inspire one another and love will be...

In earnest anticipation of,

Sunday, February 23, 2014

Villainous Times: What is Love II

Do you love your children?

For the sake of love, are you willing to...?

    Before you can love someone, you must accept them, before you can accept them you must understand them and in order to understand someone truly, you must be willing to know them without your perception bound prejudices, however small.

     So are you willing to question your own prejudice tied in to your perception in order to love your child. If you cannot do this, then I dare say you don't really love anyone, if someone in your life pondered your relationship they'd find thumb tacks upon the wall of post its, don't do such and such or reveal such and such in front of you; because your love is held under threat of perception.

In earnest anticipation of,


Sunday, February 9, 2014

Villainous Times: Parental Game & Watch

Lock on target,

    Parents and guardians, please give up the whole control scheme over abysmal logic over your children under the premise of such despicable sentences, such as; 'grow out of your childish games'  or 'get a regular job' or even 'such and such art won't get you anywhere, go get a real degree,' as if a degree meant anything today and you (parents / guardians) aren't addicted yourselves to some facet of comfort that you deny exists, usually the television, but then there is alcohol and other escape methods you utilize as well, don't pretend to disavow your little realms of ignorance adoring harbour of bliss.

      The escapism of children is honest and into dreams, played in games brought to you by their every growing, save when you sink it, imagination! Then there is the landscape of digital mixed multi gaming media via the console, the PC, MaC and now, more recently, phone! Sadly, in most cases the creative imagination is shot down by wicked sinful plague words of doubt and false realism that states 'the ordinary must be achieved in order to make it anywhere in society.' Of course this statement and others like it are brought to you by a disguised mantle of fear, that the parent using the statement above is to sentence the child to a life of silly nine to five debt solitary pay off confinement riddles that not even greed has solves yet, it adores all of the citizenry who dive willingly into its bed.

    So let your children dabble and potter, you don't really know what they'll be learning at, they might surprise you with their intellectual knowledge based future planning authentic charitable entrepreneur type artistic dreams, whether that be at home or online. Stop trying to counsel your children to a career or abysmal status quo career oriented creativity when they could be and currently are, working in positions around the globe that didn't even exist when you were born. Besides there are other very much more alarming to harming escape methods than books, online / board / role play games... Far far worse addictions lay socially accepted by the same hive minded parents that attempt to own their children's future in cigarettes, drugs or alcohol.

    Even you as parents may have your vice 'addiction,' which I mean is your preferred method of escape, that harms you daily or your long denied nearly dead dreams... Do the sitcoms, reality tv or game shows challenge you or allow you to interact with humanity? Most games allow one type or another of interaction or challenge, coordination hand to eye or in a team of people working to achieve a common goal. The mentality is the same, escape. Be glad at least they are not into something worse than 'games.'

     As you always liked to claim over us, respect your elders, well your children may be your spiritual/intellectual/knowledge and thus wise elders, respect their words and ponder over their wisdom. Oh yeah, and look at the log jammed in the remote control plotting your dreary half eye open course through televised on screen land, before pointing out the splinter on theirs.

In earnest anticipation of,

Wednesday, February 5, 2014

Malefic Condescension II

Angels on fire,

       Six ashen char onyx black wings no bell ever tolled for exist as a prelude to naked light epidermis forms of seraphim who never sung the creative genesis evacuation of the red tide sea shores of hidden life came evolutions a code of broken no one left alive moral trench fibre k-nine death stench ethics of the scythe bearing ancient soul oblivion swell, Death Himself.

In earnest anticipation of,

Monday, February 3, 2014

Malefic Condescension I

Condescending Belief,

     All fate stored up in heaven, God reassured testimony of death in hand He's deemed it your time to die... Ignorant nothing shall ever be hallowed on earth as these pathetic psalms cast out of grotesque sight blind faith's false harbinger of lies testimony stands at the right hand of nature watching the dust of greed nurture mankind into an iced over earth state of hell has all of its fury pent sleeve half rolled tattooed cross visibly up stored for inhumanity and not Satan, for he is but one ashen no wing from bell toll angel in the grand unquenchable audience witnessing the down never raised a Devil's whisper in the ear of a single child of man fall of Sandcastle Inhumanity's Universe!

In earnest anticipation of,

Sunday, February 2, 2014

A Poetic Prose Preview: Malefic Condescension I

Condescending Belief,

     All fate stored up in heaven, God reassured testimony of death in hand He's deemed it your time to die... Ignorant nothing shall ever be hallowed on earth as these pathetic psalms cast out a sights of grotesque belief!

In earnest anticipation of,

Friday, January 31, 2014

Hive Mind XxxX VIII

Waylaid,

    Forefather clandestine manifest false rules of greed's petty inhumane fate over the destiny of so very many half lives roaming quasi ship vacant and stray, State of the vacant lost eternal harbinger of silence, Plague dread ghost flag mental fog ship naught a living memory scene recollected save via a white oblique foreign existence threat of solitude accumulating an exo-silence-skeleton shell over the stained regret ethereal grey discoloured shape of a life being nether swallowed into forever's loss.

In earnest anticipation of


Sunday, January 26, 2014

Villainous Times: The Debt Miracle

Theme Alert,

    Will God's grace cover your willing negligence, upheld only by your unquestioning unadulterated ignorance? I will say to you, no. He will not.

     Look at it in this scenario; Does God's grace cover those who have never heard of him before? The answer, is no (unless you have thought about it long and hard and done your research to provide yourself with an alternative belief). So why would God's grace cover your walking willingly in ignorance, which leads to the suffering of others. Just because you do not know wholly or won't acknowledge just how much your society and situation hurt, control or enslave another person's life or even their entire society, doesn't make you innocent... Indeed it doesn't even make you a pacifist. For at least a pacifist has a view point and stands by it.

    Our society of material debt wounds upon the earth our society turns their eyes away from it. The little aid we do send doe snot match the Biblical standards God set forth, as love and stewardship of this earth or over the poor.

    So the question is: Is it true that our society's taking advantage of another just to gain material stability for another week via stock market confidence a devastating mismanagement of our stewardship... If so, then is our ignorance and submission to the corrupt corporate political arena a sin?

     Now you may quote the Bible stating that we are to submit to our political leaders. But if they tell you to go against the Bible, your beliefs (even if you haven't fully discovered the capacity the whole message of the text yet), do you submit to them then?

     What I am saying is this, our society is willing to destroy the earth to gain money. The Tar Sands which we export for profit, Selling off BC's coast to make power plant dams for American electricity, Coastal fisheries which are illegal all over the world, allowed in the Straight of Georgia, merely for profit, exported again...

     Our political leaders are asking you to be silent and spewing propaganda that calls our actions of unadulterated rape of the planet, ethical. If you are Christian, then you are a steward, if you are a steward you cannot stand idle or claim ignorance over the actions of our government. If you do, you are willingly submitting to an arena of filth and sin.

     To put it in context, if your are conscripted and go off to war in defence of your country or another. You may be asked to shoot someone in defence, if they asked you to stand idle as civilians were killed because they were not in your patrol zone... Would you? And if you did, could you live life as you once did after watching their deaths? Now turn on the news, read articles, learn about how Canada and America are destroying the world for the confidence of a market and a dirty energy source which could be done away with.

In earnest anticipation of,

Friday, January 24, 2014

Hive Mind XxxX VI

Climbing cobwebs,

     Thought spider woven cataracts writing black eight digit eyes white tumour blind despite pondering riddles over sleepy clan hollow destined manifestations of an arrow to the heart notched depression of a foreshadowed incursion of ill harboured dread forever yet naught of illicit controlled fate debt.

In earnest anticipation of,

Thursday, January 23, 2014

Hive Minded XxxX V

Pardon,

     My years of spontaneous internal analysis insanity under strange conditions of exploding dim light where the diagnosis of calamity lies swollen, Rife of belly from the regret swallowed during relapse condition take the pill red agonizing mental eclipse moments where the arbiter of sandcastle earth never stepped over the vermilion righteous hand of blood drawn line to save anyone and yet we still call debt's churning over endlessly behind bankrupt status eternal profit growth margins; Miracles.

      What is this shame...

In earnest anticipation of,

Wednesday, January 22, 2014

Fractured Psalm

How many Psalms
However dim & fractured
Does it take to screw in a 'God?'
Whose convictions will be the abnormality
You carry like a witness before the tomb of death
Forever naked like truth spoken in the moral trenches
Where the audience of SandCastle Earth watches
A toxic harbour awaiting another ill will fall
As the lidless imaginary citizens ponder
Over a dais of gold instead of hope
Preying upon foreign children
Trafficked lives or goods
How pathetic a killjoy
Equivalence Psalm
Black sheep
Wish


In earnest anticipation of,

(Another Spoken Word Poem Make on the Street)

Tuesday, January 21, 2014

Hive Mind XxxX IV

Surprise launch,

     No alpha deteriorating struggle test digital false conclusion reality self malignant willing bystander white eye blind check of debt's miracle effect as the incarnation of every prayer on sandcastle earth haunted your side obsidian moral traffic where axis never allies lie to children entitled by political save the hierarchy of rich tripartite law never stopped for a split glance no second to question their dire heart of death's road to a shame bed life aptly quarantined as...

      Fallen post anorexic skeletal holocaust angels held captive inside wind never swept hope away like the wingless melt their hands together to prey for atonement's inhumane parade of regret claim over a vacant eye horizon where no god sits harbouring vengeance upon the tip of a supremacist tongue of ochre twelve tongue fire lashes, Therein the churning soul labyrinth well upon the dais of silent resides the tomour of expanding hope in the trenches of conscience, The synapse fire has a name.

      What do you call it?

In earnest anticipation of,

   


Friday, January 17, 2014

Villainous Times Top Story II

A question disguised as a statement. Why are we, one of the most beautiful nations on earth, not spending the billions of dollars being dumped into tailing ponds of toxic filth, that our current Prime minister was spawned from, which kill countless numbers of wild life each year, those billions on environmentally friendly energy?

Profit, that is why we are selling Asbestos dust roofing to India, which is very toxic if any fibres are inhaled. Materials with Asbestos are not used in Canada, but we are willing to sell products with said toxic fibres to other countries... It is for profit, for Wall Street, that our country is willing to put to death it's own soil.

In the turn of the century British Columbia built so called 'fast ferries' for four hundred and seventy million dollars, invested. They turned out to be too fast and we sold them to foreign countries for less than 10% of their invested price, that's right a meagre 19 million. And Yet our government wants to raise university tuition. I understand the two points are very different, but why not invest in the future of Canadian citizens and not comfort?

Invest in the future of Canada, oh ye sleepy government. Soil, citizen and walk away from what appeases others who look upon us. Become a leader in eco-energy, education and technology, not a country which is bullied around by foreign markets, making silly decisions to destroy it's soil for a few more 'good years' of monetary confidence profits.

Waste tax dollars on ferries, and other fiasco but do not invest in the future of your citizenry or land... Something, is very very wrong here. Step up or step down you digital prime minister, Mr. Harper ma'am! I give the Prime Minister the personification of a female entity because we just don't know yet do we... No balls equals not a man. Logical, lets go with that!

In earnest anticipation of,

Thursday, January 16, 2014

Villainous Times In Other News II


It was recently uncovered that Tim Bryant VP of ConocoPhillips Co. didn't spent billions of dollars investing in what they described as "world-class trophy assets" in order to save Canada's fragile environment. Making a statement by being one of the first companies to go geo-thermal, with plans to open a plant upon a fault line underneath the tar sands, once the whole mess had been cleaned up.

In earnest anticipation of,

Wednesday, January 15, 2014

Villainous Times This Just In II


     Our Prime Minister was discovered to be a prosthetic human being, a marionette, Artificial Intelligence if you will. Built by Syncrude, spawned from the tailing ponds in Aurora North. That's right folks, our prime minister, or the current version of him, is made primarily of oil.

In the future we hope to confirm what version of Mr. Harper is currently in office, hopefully a new one hasn't been grown and supplanted every time a major investment that rapes our planets is proposed and subsequently signed, but his Kyoto Burning hands. However, at this time we can confirm that the Prime Minister only uses fuel from the so called 'ethical oil' that comes from the Tar Sands.

In earnest anticipation of,

Sunday, January 12, 2014

Villainous Times: Anti-Church


My Experience be,

I am not anti any religion, though I am opposed to certain sects, denominations and cults. I am anti establishment of comfort which is to say, the majority of churches in our 1st world society today. Where once C.S. Lewis mentioned the church as a global entity spanning all space and time, when he spoke of the whole. Where once the church had many goals it sought stand up to meet, for the sake of peace the living embodiment of love in the moment, today the church is mostly about comfort.

C.S Lewis, ' In the same way the Church exists for nothing else but to draw men into Christ, to make them little Christs.'

Somewhere along the way, probably at the beginning of the industrial revolution, we forgot what it means to live like Christ, which is to love. Certainly with the arrival of romance in popular culture what love is has become deluded. Some think it is a sexual encounter, and rightly so, the media has done a great job selling woman's equality for money. Others believe love is 'a spark' or an emotion which can be lost or gained between and individual, seemingly at random. But what love truly is... Is the living of virtue, qualities of love as described in 1 Corinthians 13:4-9, not to say that this is the only valid description of love, but as I am dealing with the church here, I will use their reference point.

So, when you go to church, do you find yourself becoming more aware of what love really is? How to live it towards anyone... For the entire amalgamation of humanity is your neighbour! If you are not growing more aware, if you are not by choice willing yourself to live love's qualities, then you are stagnant, idle, comfortable and filled with the blue pill liquid hell bent death!

Come oh ye slumbering blue pill shepherds who've long forgotten to be stewards of this earth and love as you learn to do so, your neighbour; be it a 'stranger' on the bus or a maiden who once served you coffee.

Where once the church held objectives to educate, endorse, build, mobilize missions so that everyone might learn to live love in every moment, which is to be 'Christ like' which in turn is to be 'Christian.' The church, at least in my experiences all over North America, is for the most part about staying alive, which is to say, keeping its people comfortable. Each denomination  having different view points, worship and sermon styles which are comfortable for the attendee. Though it will probably be said that people attend any particular church based on their comfort level of whom else attends.

Some sit in pews comparing Jane's unfortunate life to their own to build themselves up as the pastor speaks in fairy tales from ages long past, forgetting to adapt them to today's society so that the journey into living the qualities of love for peace and equalities sake may happen. Others come to stand or dance about the various meeting worship 'halls' to be emotionally filled, as love is an emotion.... Not. Whatever is comfortable and not whatever is challenging is the new church culture.

I could go on giving scenarios as to why I stand outside the church, but the main reason is that rather than getting to know each individual and thus beginning to understand them and move into a realm of living a compatible love (qualities of virtue) towards them, the citizenry of the church categorize, compare and hold to illegitimate comparisons as to keep the uncomfortable out!

I may be truly unique, and I look the part, having a double septum piercing, an odd beard and 'Jesus like' dark brown half matted curly locks which often can be seen up in a bun atop my head, along with 2 gauge holes in each ear lobe.

My only friend, whom I see very rarely as he lives in another Country, is a pastor of a small church which he started. His vision was to craft a place for those who yearned for love and were hurt by other churches or 'Christians' much as I have. He is the most dedicated, wise, pastoral metal mosh pit adoring father of one, nerd you will ever meet. He is the living embodiment of what it means to be Christian, and I say this will all confidence. Should ever I find myself 'rich' in my own eyes, which simply means being able to live beyond my very humble means, because of my music, novels or poetry he shall subsequently have support from me until I die!

I am not anti-church at all, I am anti-comfort. Hating with great fervor, idleness, stagnation, comparison, judgemental mindedness, blind followers and unpeaceful loveless quality living beliefs . All of these sadly are rife within the church, and rather than spending my time trying to 'fix' the comfortable, who adore their comfort, I shall instead be out in the world! Writing and trying to find out what it means to live as a little Christ in every moment I am aware and capable of doing so.

In earnest anticipation of,
Juton

Ps. If ever this black sheep of a 'christian' is allowed beyond the gates of heaven, surely the mentor I never met shall I seek to find, hug and thank for inspiring me to become the man I adore being!

PPs. This is not to say there aren't exceptions, merely my point was made to cause people to think. To be stirred up inside in whatever capacity they find themselves filled with as they read my words. Hate me or align yourself with me, it is not my duty to sway you either way. But merely to observe and tell tale.

Friday, January 10, 2014

Villainous Times Top Story I

Today's Top Story:


     Arrest 450 'protesters' who are standing up for their future. Another sign that the government has no idea what they are doing for the future of their citizens.

A certain point police said 'their safety was threatened' stating that projects, rocks, were being through at police from provincial police and Montreal police.

     The tactic has proved controversial, not least because it has resulted in the detention of ordinary bystanders as well as protesters

The term "kettle" is a metaphor, likening the containment of protesters to the containment of heat and steam within a domestic kettle.

     Kettling has been criticized for being an indiscriminate tactic which leads to the detention of law-abiding citizens and innocent bystanders

At this time the government is not interested in repealing law 78 or in any capacity is open to going back on their tuition plan. So, as we can all see, just like the fast ferry fiasco of the early 2000s, the government is willing to waste hundreds of millions on silly ideas and not on the future of it's citizenry.

That is to say, spending taxes on austerity measure is more than likely as our economic woes continue and rather than make an alternative source plan, being not oil based economy... Slowly moving away from that along with tons of other intelligent and plausible suggestions, the Canadian Government is taking their 'frustrations' out on it's citizens. 

How long with this last? The future of the Canadian citizen is at stake because the Canadian Government wants to be viewed a certain way by the outside word... Which sadly, as we take a more in depth look at the silly hypocrisies of Canada, will become less and less likely to be projected.

For no one can look with pride upon a nation whose citizens look not with any  hope upon it's political arena.

Thursday, January 9, 2014

Villainous Times In Other News I

In Other News:


Ottawa's Stance on Gay Marriage has changed after Canada's Prime Minster Steven Harper was found out to be a Mannequin built by Tar Sand investor group at syncrude. Whose facilities are based out of Fort McMurray, where it is said that the current version of Mr. Harper was grown. 

The last model was scrapped in early 2008, right before, after the Artificial Intelligence's sexual preference was deemed 'faulty' by the creators due to what they described as 'gay tendencies.' Equal rights have often been an issue in Canada, whether it's between land and animal or hetero and gay marriage. Peace is necessary, with understanding and compassion, in order to murder prejudice.

In earnest anticipation of,

Wednesday, January 8, 2014

Villainous Times This Just In I

This Just In: 

The middle class has expired. Where once they could be considered land owners, or owners of anything, their rights and lives have been taken over by an underhanded system of debt, supported by our government in order to make corporate profits.

Disposable income has become extinct, only debt and the use of it, allows us a buffer to make purchases beyond basic every day needs and paying bills. This is compounded by the Canadian governments support of big corporations, via the bail out, but little to no support for Canadian Citizens, which includes post secondary education tuition on the rise, which should be free... (see fast ferry fiasco for an enlightening tale of how money which could have sent Canadians to university for generations was flushed down the toilet and out into the sea...)


In earnest anticipation of,

Sunday, January 5, 2014

Bullying in a Culture of Rape


In earnest anticipation of,