Showing posts with label #MentalHealth #SocialStigma. Show all posts
Showing posts with label #MentalHealth #SocialStigma. Show all posts

Sunday, December 29, 2013

767 Porn Handed I

White hate self blame tide
Pulse of cumming condemless
Hand manifesto job of spilling gossip
Inaudible sigh of relief against inner calm
Sexually incapacitated back seat passenger
Partner exempt from loyalty & passion
Nervous conscious sedation twitch
Misdirected finish line guidance
Singularity clenched sex fist
Quickly diminishing mood
Behind her back crime
Admit to enjoying it
No lotion fault
Doggy style
Digital
Sex

Emotion terror
Uncontested bed isolation
Husband's admiring online sex positions
Graphics transmitting the disloyalty disease
Heart too comfortable in curiosity's detachment
Internet sexuality hide your history explorer
Star ornament for a groom's lost mind
Wife's bleeding under hood orbit
Adore the nebula digital poses
Inner eye camera roll
Illustrations of lust

Grew up behind
Sexually misguided lines
Where Maureen's very bones
Were held in solitary confinement
Paralysed in contempt before parents
Who wanted a hood ornament boy
Transgender possibility daughter
Imprisoned by false gods
Shadows in the mirror
Smoke on suit parade
Wishing for change
Praying on fate

A would be boy...
Girl's life wished unmade
Genetic single x desired apparition
Double chromosome type birth disorder
Unwanted defective malignant daughter
First heroic male born an opposite
Sexual organ bleeding villain
Teenage daughter suicide
Tomb of a prayer
Parent's desire
Every night

Break of Solutionless Applause Never Heard

No found out overly rehearsed sexually never abated lust disloyalty of a husband could ever reconcile the equation the bullies sticks thrown as verbal stones that reprised her in a daily victim's roll of a personality trapped in a holocaust over active dynamite lit pyre of a smoke stack circus holocaust quickly depriving the frame of carbohydrates smashing them in the manipulation of a suggested broken metabolism of multiple tongue conversations hallway piece.

Next home no shelter
Husband ring managed cell
An alter of shame's loyal vows
Hand of slavery not disappointment
Contract rebuttal refer back to god
Scripture abuse abandoned wife
Disgraced inner being content
Loveless again in appearance
Digitally isolated pleasure
Christ upheld rings
Lord of misuse

A would be wife never held his gaze
No anorexic sideways turn disappearance
Paper contract of love's grace disapproved mother
Appearance of her next generation's definition of beauty
Star ornament of her children's eyes held her captive
No time ticking bombs scars within the hand full
Five digits painted with honesty's graphic
Contortionist's painful smile alignment
Isolated misconduct heart algorithm
Content in evil obedience
Living for descendants
Chivalrous children
Her beloved...

Monday, December 23, 2013

An Unopen Letter to Christmas... I

When Shadows,

       Fall upon the threshold as the strangely dim twilight appears to alter time, slowing amidst recognition of beauty trapped in the moment, smile and know for certain that the blanket of life’s misalignment is not misfortune, but a random no second happens again so grasp it by the horns and wrestle that bull of a demon with a vermilion red flag cloaked about your neck! Own every tick of the changing clock, not for carpe diem, but for the survival of a smile…

In earnest anticipation of,

Saturday, December 7, 2013

Hive Minded xXx VI

Anthem,

      Played in discovery of recent no reconcilation events under watchful tones of never lift a lip to cry nor a finger to scribe as the Arctic Burns, Perpetual epidemic cycle of propaganda given as broad spectrum truthful as a pledge evidence before the world's citizenry who've deemed it a legible caption they'd swear a pitch fork blook vessel witch in a hay stack burst oath without clause to keep their apathetic comfort alignment of the malignant heart of everyone is hopeless in check under thumb of mate before the throne of hell's unthawed flagrant vermilion card up the foul sleeve where no heart is kept unliving left inside the holocaust skeletal chest for all it's pupils entitled humanity to see.

In earnest anticipaiton of,
 

Thursday, December 5, 2013

Hive Minded xXx IV

     Agile epidermis complex waiting just to feel, sixteen year old burned without conflict's understanding 99% of his 3rd degree decorated body, hallelujah be...

      Liquid oxygen fed cancer victim given the 2nd generation diagnosis 3rd degree in the mirror by a widow of a mother who already lost six lives of herself to a malignant disease the reconnection cure is being withheld for a profit skies the limit no life is a more apparent witness to Avarice's matrix algorithm profit guide to our monetary health no one lifted a finger to inject the serum care...

     Digital alignment of automatons an Artificial Heart for the Universe Intelligence was born to give inhumanity the 3rd degree against the death of chivalry to a new age bushido wealth or your nothing classless system of apathy.

     She... Man inadvertently made digital paper heart on a broken green text formulation over black death's screen, toxology couldn't report her still enclosure trap the maker violently constructed after a blotted out sun remains, cold titanium holocaust paper anorexic thin husk wherein beats the never degrading forever roaming heart of the one attempting to wake the vital miserable self tortured lethargic signs of humanity... As if for the first time, will we arise...?

In earnest anticipation of,




Sunday, December 1, 2013

Hive Minded xXx II

Elder scroll,

      Document of the aftermath when Sandcastle Earth has fallen on her knees before the well behind phantastes mundane ransom on hope of heroic end above Arcturus Nightspore voyage into a world beyond the portal of a pariah hidden away wardrobe, nothing will matter or has mattered up till the origin no one believed in story the death of chivalry to STDs foretold unto us by the artificial emotional intelligence seeking to discover the synapse of love core...


In earnest anticipation of,

Thursday, November 28, 2013

Hive Minded xXx

Last,

     Sun exiled dawn motion never attempted capture as twilight set in mourning's regret on the last day a lonely eagle's golden wing expanse blotted the skies like one ominous cloud determined to eclipse the sun on behalf of the only one left breathing, standing over the dust of his own grave, holding mechanical  hands with the A.I core a hologram fed this historical reconciliation between man and machine as one perished into extinction forever.

In earnest anticipation of,

Wednesday, November 27, 2013

Hive Minded XXVIII

Aptitude violent course,

    Life not overly long test, Kids will be bullies growing in the mould of passive neglect the fate of their child parents who desire nothing more than sedated pill addiction wherein lies the comforts of heaven in a hell on sandcastle earth ruining song of solace found in a bleak moment on a death all to oft clause of regret bound to the contract of the last X no longer leaves a mark of compassion on the heart where the magnificent treasure has been replace by deficiency code of maleficent conduct of avarice's matrix neo gothic injection of a greed apex doctrine.

In earnest anticipation of,

Tuesday, November 26, 2013

Hive Minded XXVII

Linear,
            Displacement of time’s nebula into realms of universal disorder where lying conduct bequeaths dereliction of moral no family loyal crest for guidance to duty gone natural gene spawning pool order rogue for the sake of Avarice’ trenched in our skin plague children who’re fallen but half atonement seeking angels doing not a single lift a finger motion to aid or abet the destruction of Earth, That’s inhumanity’s land of decay entitled ‘our only sandcastle lies in ruin.’
            Choreography of intertwining shadow held the stare of altruism’s sonnet bound the deep magic of a physics to elements creator who let  the algorithm of fate at the world’s end where the well of the last maiden dwells, thrive as they were manifest upon Sandcastle Earth, Lilith, Queen of Vampire sat upon the immortal throne of the undead legions woven by the siblings of Ungoliant the first Dracula Spider who served the dread lord of truth whose name is unmentionable after the laws of Cerberus, hound bred to seek out the master of there never was a land entitled hell, were passed by Raphael assistant dopplerganger of Michael the Fallen Archangel of Lies, this is the future and the past at the very beginning or so it would seem, of the forever fantasy.
            Treasure of the heart’s distinctive assignment to propose that the graph of luck about the mental epidermis is a contagion, spreading chance by indirect brush of a high five tap contact is more fathomable that a not so divine purpose that seems too often convened early due to the disembowelment of ‘God’s will’ upon us mortals, no… The algorithms of the deep magic of chance derived from fate by luck’s not so random destiny of elements and physics should be recognized as something more than an apathetic cause to whim a vocal one choir chord syllable towards, proposing as a jest that it mattered but only for the landscape of a moment… Whatever we are, nature or nurture, Created or Randomly Generated, we’re more than meets the eye, So transform your heart to the keen endeavours of hope, which are bound to empathy and them to ethics and awareness the social scape of equality.
In earnest anticipation of,

           

Monday, November 25, 2013

Hive Minded XXVI

Garage sale,

     Expose of pastures of distant memories dredged up half complaisantly to alter the secondary mentions of a plot inside your head twisted in an attempt to conjure a magic that might sate the conundrum of painful lop nearly always more than one half sided night terrors where you're reliving the satisfactory glances of a bully titled 'dad.'

In earnest anticipation of,

Sunday, November 24, 2013

What Stays... Hides

Self Loathing,

     Outskirts of Vegas, Degeneration realm of lights never wanted to visit any place in the world less, Where the pornography of everything runs flesh exposure rogue of distinction signals to every sense that doesn't matter informing consciousness that lust above all else must be performed orally upon Averice, A monetary green text over black systems flag digitally rendered wet hand job dream for endless sunny death day after Sandcastle Earth has fallen into disarray from the pollution of choice made on behalf of profit; synonym for war and victim blaming sending adult derivatives of children to rehabilitation no help from either wing or their family centres on the edge of a neighbouring could give less a damn  town already run off filled to the brim immoral trenches...

What stays in your head... Hides in your head.

     Expanding internal false monologue flex of a comfortable conscience of one universe emitting a nebula of take... Take, Take... Show no empathy, never give until in death you surrender and your life shall you have neglected to forecast the unholy nether storm exposure of frozen will numbing fingers upon your awareness... The misery signals you took every trench warfare upon your own soul step, avoided until... Regret upon death's only payable debt bed, for all the pornography in life you ingested without regard for fairy tale story of a partner and wife neglected; Oh greedy fly.

In earnest anticipation of,

767 Online World Addict Complex I

Storm Trooper online
Laser evil twitching finger
Crime scene of bullet comets 
Laser single file hidden number blasts
Social tragedy life ending imprints
Comments of depression buried 
Open beta idle battle field realm 
Outsourced test child dummy
Readings between bullies
Lines of a complex
Hiding their hate

Altitude adjustment
Cancerous derelict attitude
Surviving under-bridge denial
Socially accepting stigma bully
Vapid paper mache persona
Playing online pretend
That hate can't win
Hasn't already...
Sunken seeds
Deep within

Paradox shadowtrooper
Laser sabotaged pendulum
Synthetic li(f)e force sith crystals
Imperial randomly blasted comments
Dregs open pariah ambition beta hate test
Online miserable targets of malevolence
Casualties of a cyber star distant war
Darth no skywalker buried complex
Midichlorian virgin messiah birth 
Masked struggle with fate
Fire rebirthed f(r)iend
Thriving on pain

Attitude convulsion
Derelict anarchist twitch
Thriving on digital agitation
Imbiber of online troll clamor
Social bully mirror stigma denial
Vapid paper mache persona
Playing online to pretend
Hiding animus discord
That hate hasn't won
Hasn't already...
Planted seeds
Deep within

Digital Sith Lord 
Lightsabre anarchy
Dark Jedi Knight online
Laser evil twitch death sword
Random elegance single file blasts
Hidden number social life tragedy
Darth wish of a Vader imprint
Chaos burying depression
Open beta idle battle field
Ronin bounty realm
Complex of hate

Dregs admiration
Needless seriousness
Self victimization complex
Entitlement of every moment
Spending funds bashing pacifists
A dialogue of hatred dispensed
Carpe Diem symbiote of rage
Gaming to sate depression
Hidden history of violence
Playing online pretend
That hate can't win
Hasn't already...
Sunken seeds
Deep within

Saturday, November 23, 2013

Pendulum of Greed

Day by undying day
May your heart change
From sick of apathy's ache
To storm trooper of above par hope
Amidst the endless plague distance
Of the last great social gesture
Unfathomable acceptance
Not denying the cost
Of Avarice alive
Rampant today

Apathy & sorrow
Doppelgängers of hate
Enemy onset against hope
Speaking to the mirror in stigmas
Social reformation sickness of pacifism
The star dust falling over Sandcastle Earth is finished
Last dying star completed its distant no cylinder effect cycle
Put your arms up to invisible cuffs of comfort's lethargy
Unwatch the mirror yet stay tuned to criticise 
Pacifism empowering the death architect
With stones throne in gossip prose
Behind the backs of friend & foe
Not uncommon suicide eulogy
Unfriendly fire's damage
We trade hope in
When we lie
In wait...

Pick & choose
You're the arbiter
Hopeless arch nemesis
Inhuman being in the mirror
Never lift a partial printed finger
To save anything but comfort
Glutton has soul taken over
Selfish architect of zero
Will of a wasted li(f)e
Spend on seeking
The pendulum
Of greed