767 Porn Handed I

White hate self blame tide
Pulse of cumming condemless

Hand manifesto job of spilling gossip
Inaudible sigh of relief against inner calm
Sexually incapacitated back seat passenger

Partner exempt from loyalty & passion
Nervous conscious sedation twitch
Misdirected finish line guidance

Singularity clenched sex fist
Quickly diminishing mood
Behind her back crime
Admit to enjoying it
No lotion fault
Doggy style
Digital
Sex

Emotion terror

Uncontested bed isolation
Husband's admiring online sex positions
Graphics transmitting the disloyalty disease
Heart too comfortable in curiosity's detachment

Internet sexuality hide your history explorer

Star ornament for a groom's lost mind

Wife's bleeding under hood orbit

Adore the nebula digital poses

Inner eye camera roll
Illustrations of lust

Grew up behind
Sexually misguided lines

Where Maureen's very bones

Were held in solitary confinement

Paralysed in contempt before parents

Who wanted a hood ornament boy

Transgender possibility daughter
Imprisoned by false gods
Shadows in the mirror
Smoke on suit parade
Wishing for change
Praying on fate

A would be boy...
Girl's life wished unmade
Genetic single x desired apparition
Double chromosome type birth disorder
Unwanted defective malignant daughter

First heroic male born an opposite
Sexual organ bleeding villain
Teenage daughter suicide
Tomb of a prayer
Parent's desire
Every night

Break of Solutionless Applause Never Heard

No found out overly rehearsed sexually never abated lust disloyalty of a husband could ever reconcile the equation the bullies sticks thrown as verbal stones that reprised her in a daily victim's roll of a personality trapped in a holocaust over active dynamite lit pyre of a smoke stack circus holocaust quickly depriving the frame of carbohydrates smashing them in the manipulation of a suggested broken metabolism of multiple tongue conversations hallway piece.

Next home no shelter
Husband ring managed cell
An alter of shame's loyal vows
Hand of slavery not disappointment

Contract rebuttal refer back to god
Scripture abuse abandoned wife
Disgraced inner being content

Loveless again in appearance
Digitally isolated pleasure

Christ upheld rings
Lord of misuse

A would be wife never held his gaze

No anorexic sideways turn disappearance
Paper contract of love's grace disapproved mother
Appearance of her next generation's definition of beauty
Star ornament of her children's eyes held her captive

No time ticking bombs scars within the hand full

Five digits painted with honesty's graphic
Contortionist's painful smile alignment

Isolated misconduct heart algorithm
Content in evil obedience
Living for descendants
Chivalrous children
Her beloved...

767 Lucid Doll I (hurt)

Lost survival
Grey cloud saviour

Smoke no filter screen
Behind the sun shot down
A violent marionette fog apparatus
Domestic bruise onyx face paint
Vermilion pastel fist drones
Dreams being shot down
Brush raining blows
Relentless on hope
No world left
Behind for...

Lucid doll

Blind eye witness

Roaming behind blue orbs
Fallen catalysts for atrophy
Mirror a plague for the heart
Stars lie face up in dreams
Circled x marked centre
Edge of her universe
Sunken in bravery
Oblivion living
Marionette

Lucid manikin
Dreaming of a hero
Curse infected daughter
Time every day detonated bomb
Battered multiple x marked bandage
Hell held in a father's laughing hands
Righteous clench fist proclamation
A hand me blood fate line down
Walk of mannequin shame
Given without warning
Misery signal waves
Rock her cradle
Of memory
Loss

Angelic effigy
Robbed of her hands
Abused paper mache doll
Stormy fist weather figurine
Violated under red stained cover
 Home thoughts forever lost
Tormented wall voucher
One shelter put down
None left to go
Cursed be


Chosen drowning capacity
Hell held in a father's laughing hands

Hive Minded: Maureen I

Nothing rehearsed,

     No found out overly rehearsed sexually never abated lust disloyalty of a husband could ever reconcile the equation the bullies sticks thrown as verbal stones that reprised her in a daily victim's roll of a personality trapped in a holocaust over active dynamite lit pyre of a smoke stack circus holocaust quickly depriving the frame of carbohydrates smashing them in the manipulation of a suggested broken metabolism of multiple tongue conversations hallway piece.

In earnest anticipation of,

Hive Minded xXx VII

Serpent,

      Swallowed by glass featherless weight of haze infused acid clouds whose hate for inhumanity might broadcast reign, Perplexing measure of the sidelined victim never spoken less than when she took the stand against her blame whilst a pardon was omitted on behalf of the perpetrator of a selfish lust more than half drunken act of violence upon a fragile never been penetrated before epidermis...

      This is the land our children exist within...

In earnest anticipation of,

Hive Minded F(r)iendship

Extol the future

    Emeralds fixed in the skeletal version of me, light within preparing for horrific times,News broadcasts of the last day foretold in every broken glass fixture,Staring into a cube hidden by sea green ocean clouds,Contest the coagulation of blood loss pain,Knife to skin f(r)iendship bleed out of everyone around,No sensations awoken within the soul,Blast every life into the next world until I'm (you're) the last one left... Don't tell the maker I (you to we) ended things early!

In earnest anticipation of,

Anti-Hive Minded I

There's always been,

    A luck drawn point of grace not far off the origin shore of grace for this ludicrously random no chance for a second's loss of life... And it's always been you.

In earnest anticipation of,

Hive Minded xXx III

Thou shalt,

     Never sleep beneath the shadow of another subconscious being and betwixt the swelling nebula of obscene neglect spoken never less than a word before the mirror but in your schizophrenic head...

In earnest anticipation of,

Hive Minded xXx II

Elder scroll,

      Document of the aftermath when Sandcastle Earth has fallen on her knees before the well behind phantastes mundane ransom on hope of heroic end above Arcturus Nightspore voyage into a world beyond the portal of a pariah hidden away wardrobe, nothing will matter or has mattered up till the origin no one believed in story the death of chivalry to STDs foretold unto us by the artificial emotional intelligence seeking to discover the synapse of love core...

In earnest anticipation of,

Hive Minded XXVIII

Aptitude violent course,

    Life not overly long test, Kids will be bullies growing in the mould of passive neglect the fate of their child parents who desire nothing more than sedated pill addiction wherein lies the comforts of heaven in a hell on sandcastle earth ruining song of solace found in a bleak moment on a death all to oft clause of regret bound to the contract of the last X no longer leaves a mark of compassion on the heart where the magnificent treasure has been replace by deficiency code of maleficent conduct of avarice's matrix neo gothic injection of a greed apex doctrine.

In earnest anticipation of,

What Stays... Hides

Self Loathing,

     Outskirts of Vegas, Degeneration realm of lights never wanted to visit any place in the world less, Where the pornography of everything runs flesh exposure rogue of distinction signals to every sense that doesn't matter informing consciousness that lust above all else must be performed orally upon Averice, A monetary green text over black systems flag digitally rendered wet hand job dream for endless sunny death day after Sandcastle Earth has fallen into disarray from the pollution of choice made on behalf of profit; synonym for war and victim blaming sending adult derivatives of children to rehabilitation no help from either wing or their family centres on the edge of a neighbouring could give less a damn  town already run off filled to the brim immoral trenches...

What stays in your head... Hides in your head.

     Expanding internal false monologue flex of a comfortable conscience of one universe emitting a nebula of take... Take, Take... Show no empathy, never give until in death you surrender and your life shall you have neglected to forecast the unholy nether storm exposure of frozen will numbing fingers upon your awareness... The misery signals you took every trench warfare upon your own soul step, avoided until... Regret upon death's only payable debt bed, for all the pornography in life you ingested without regard for fairy tale story of a partner and wife neglected; Oh greedy fly.

In earnest anticipation of,

767 Online World Addict Complex I

Storm Trooper online

Laser evil twitching finger

Crime scene of bullet comets 

Laser single file hidden number blasts

Social tragedy life ending imprints

Comments of depression buried 

Open beta idle battle field realm 

Outsourced test child dummy

Readings between bullies

Lines of a complex

Hiding their hate

Altitude adjustment

Cancerous derelict attitude

Surviving under-bridge denial
Socially accepting stigma bully

Vapid paper mache persona

Playing online pretend

That hate can't win

Hasn't already...

Sunken seeds

Deep within

Paradox shadowtrooper

Laser sabotaged pendulum

Synthetic li(f)e force sith crystals

Imperial randomly blasted comments

Dregs open pariah ambition beta hate test

Online miserable targets of malevolence

Casualties of a cyber star distant war

Darth no skywalker buried complex

Midichlorian virgin messiah birth 

Masked struggle with fate

Fire rebirthed f(r)iend

Thriving on pain

Attitude convulsion

Derelict anarchist twitch

Thriving on digital agitation

Imbiber of online troll clamor

Social bully mirror stigma denial

Vapid paper mache persona

Playing online to pretend

Hiding animus discord

That hate hasn't won

Hasn't already...

Planted seeds

Deep within

Digital Sith Lord 

Lightsabre anarchy

Dark Jedi Knight online

Laser evil twitch death sword

Random elegance single file blasts

Hidden number social life tragedy

Darth wish of a Vader imprint

Chaos burying depression

Open beta idle battle field

Ronin bounty realm
Complex of hate

Dregs admiration
Needless seriousness

Self victimization complex

Entitlement of every moment

Spending funds bashing pacifists

A dialogue of hatred dispensed

Carpe Diem symbiote of rage

Gaming to sate depression

Hidden history of violence

Playing online pretend

That hate can't win

Hasn't already...

Sunken seeds

Deep within

Death: On the Snow Fields (Waking to Hope)

Every morning,

     I start the day off with a song, in the living room. There I do yoga to this classical music infused amazing track and meditate on my life or sit quietly reflecting on nothing but how my body feels in the stretch. When it ends, I get up and receive myself into writing. Even if I haven't completed the pose or thought, why...?

     Because then I know, without a doubt that there was more contentment, joy and hope left to reflect upon and it can be found throughout the day or in the morrow.

In earnest anticipation of,

Pendulum of Greed

Day by undying day

May your heart change

From sick of apathy's ache

To storm trooper of above par hope

Amidst the endless plague distance

Of the last great social gesture
Unfathomable acceptance
Not denying the cost
Of Avarice alive
Rampant today

Apathy & sorrow

Doppelgängers of hate

Enemy onset against hope

Speaking to the mirror in stigmas

Social reformation sickness of pacifism

The star dust falling over Sandcastle Earth is finished

Last dying star completed its distant no cylinder effect cycle

Put your arms up to invisible cuffs of comfort's lethargy

Unwatch the mirror yet stay tuned to criticise 

Pacifism empowering the death architect

With stones throne in gossip prose

Behind the backs of friend & foe

Not uncommon suicide eulogy

Unfriendly fire's damage

We trade hope in

When we lie

In wait...

Pick & choose

You're the arbiter

Hopeless arch nemesis

Inhuman being in the mirror

Never lift a partial printed finger

To save anything but comfort

Glutton has soul taken over

Selfish architect of zero

Will of a wasted li(f)e

Spend on seeking

The pendulum

Of greed