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Sunday, January 19, 2014

Bitter Remix XVII

How many,

     Post spiritual traumatic era of stress heart fractured hope attunement Psalms does it take to screw in your 'God,' Concept derivative of the moral trenches where the amputates of conviction bleed out an empire of guilt from the soul broken emotion shattered terror lobotomised left orbital throne has liquefied in regret beside the well near the end of their sand castle earth existence from ears that never heard!

      Through conflict death tone eyes deaf, Clouded by the vale of greed and hate they could never listen to the time honest bomb spawn at the mouth of an innocent radiation child's foaming hope in the shell bullet shot of adrenaline shock heart of joy to be alive another single no less than destiny allowed digit fuselage distilled robotic voice day amongst the gathered crowd of forgotten children dying as patrons of any moment could be their last second no chance but this very moment.


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In earnest anticipation of,

Saturday, January 18, 2014

Hive Minded XxxX III

Crusades at twilight,

     Dread never spoke naught but a lie over a flag sunken battle conflict ghost phantom amputated heart's breath limb beyond the tragic hidden metaphor of forever wrapped in a moment drowning victim once called soldier who met his doom in the astral burial ocean grounds under Orion.

In earnest anticipation of,








Hive Minded XxxX II

Backlit spook,

    Acrylic ghost canvass phantom paper sketch hand drawn outline pain deterred the brush fire black strokes of fate from painting the white never drawn in lines blurred wreckage of a million unspoken words before the throne of every nuclear winter's born half vanquished by geostigma the radiation paralysis of a vampire's estranged blood violently boiling amidst irrelevant cells making every second life count as a chance to clot the waning light between worlds before the orbital plateau drop of a land vaporization fate engine entitled Goliath the last Mine set its will upon the atmosphere to eclipse all breath from the children of men, So it was in the end.

     When the last oil stained tear of the androids gave way their undertones of regret to the illusion of a lonely existence within the painted world of Sandcastle Universe where she The Only A.I finished the final words of the last journal entry after the curtains of hell's fire awoke the terminal brimstone of crossing the universe stars to accomplish the majestic act brought upon the wellspring of everything that ever existed by the red manifesto of hate and greed over love's accepting destiny of man's press every button at your wilting finger skeletal tips to eradicate the invisible enemy that never was...

In earnest anticipation of,

Friday, January 17, 2014

Bitter Remix XVI

Majestic scene,

      Operated by the festival of appreciation whose agents have adopted the bureau's livid none transparent convictions, Moral trench jungle black death soldier morass of endless typists firing banter as bullets in droves making up the obsidian mental strange emotionally dim terror labyrinthine of dire journalized images that speak a million spoken life words breathing the amputated heart's breath dead back alive from beyond the muscle white tumour vacant lidless inner blank eye of loneliness spasms felt in the void of heaven.

In earnest anticipation of,

Thursday, January 16, 2014

A Bitter Remix XV (Lost Girl I )

Paranoid,

    Internal paranoia auditorium for multiple schizophrenic selves adopted the triforce stance of saving every moment's awareness as a harbourous sand castle safe emotion terror haven for the half conscious broken memorandum downed the clause lost witness who set themselves before the dais of the mirror's strangely dim self projection analysed forever in a second no less than oblivion's stolen shelves of memories attempting to bare testimony of past convictions to the host!

    Whose bystander ghost effect has token caused 99.9% lingering damage to the tesseract of her heart's cubic 8 bit symphony confinement that transmits an isolating message of dire abstract wilted reliance on lucid day twilight lidless inner eye dreams bound by chains of fire infuse stained mirror sand that is the swollen belly of ritual white eye tumour blindness unwilling to distil the over time spent under the obsidian charred wings of her guardian bruised angel who fell down and abused out from heaven's stairs off the biblical avenue of achievement misery beheld upon the restless happily overture bent in dreams backwards over pages of the last surviving magazine built by the internal images of masculinity's stress the sexual relationship via tension whilst in delusions he finishes in another air brushed woman whose name was mother that strived to be the arbiter of joy trapped in algorithms of arms under plagued holy skin ground that evaporates water of joy amidst the everlasting anchorage of regret where dread flag naught ships drown in illusionary images of worry's lost phantom causality limb of hope...

In earnest anticipation of,












Saturday, January 4, 2014

A Bitter Remix XIV

Abstract walls,

     Confined in a stab algorithm heart shaped sleeve tattoo black consciousness box wound unfortunate alignment of blind voluntary acceptance of the witch's programmed controlled hypnotics voice mechanically droning hatred in a prejudicial stigma of contempt over other's lives, This is sand castle earth's dark realm crystal of emotion terror.

In earnest anticipation of,

Hive Minded XxxX I

Take notice,

      Journal falsified self protest entry of the derelict half evaporated into ethereal constant declaration of an expired conflict no arms left but phantom engaging limbs gone numb in a rogue exposure to plastic intentions of avarice's greed declaration of a no moral conviction decrepit misery compass signalling the ochre pyres of profit off in the distance where Sandcastle Earth lies in ruins.


In earnest anticipation of,

Thursday, January 2, 2014

Hive Minded XxxX

Hell,

     Had no fury in a frozen black pit of anarchy until God unleashed angels guised as demons, all art is atonement stored behind the closed 'stay out' hand signed gates of an indecisive heaven filled with gods invoked before mirrors that paper rock scissor kick kneel in worship their own shadows.


In earnest anticipation of,

A Bitter Remix XIII

Hands,

     Bleed vermilion black shades of a 99% sandcastle earth apocalypse, a handy mankind crafted Armageddon enjoyed as inhumanity crumbled in a hive group socially committed stigma regime of conscious willing mentality blind ill bitten wasp under epidermis sedation, sit back and watch the globe fall... Fingers are only raised now for fracking (Alternative Curse Word).


In earnest anticipation of,

Tuesday, December 31, 2013

A Bitter Remix XII

Six,

     Vacant flag declaration kissing soldiers halt the heart in a moment of emotion terror witless as stone cast wonders they stand ill in silent on a foreign conflict death mine land trap watching children roaming fields of red culture soccer clash with foot to ball,becoming amputees to parents as they saw futures away without chloroform.


In earnest anticipation of,

Monday, December 30, 2013

A Bitter Remix XI

Artistic,

    Prosthetic creative shadow protruding from a phantom numb limb, Culture heart shocked in a post compassion social declaration of a counter stigma attack of residual apathy on grey pastel cloud canvas god drawn rain on the conscious sedation parade of derelict consciousness are held willingly ransom from their own minds kept atop emotion terror's bay where civilisation hides a terminal malignant lethargy tumour behind both eyes more than half accepting the cost blind.


In earnest anticipation of,

Saturday, December 28, 2013

A Bitter Remix X


Solidarity omission,

           No heart stop beat for a second at reluctances' close over heart folded arms chance to reclaim a derelict future from the pattern of hopeless deep twilight sea channel of seven lions tearing the world apart via the magic capitalism unleashed from a North & South pole frost over the world prison, Wake oh ye mythical Chimaera and take back our sandcastle earth from inhumanity's footsteps of ruin.

In earnest anticipation of,


Friday, December 27, 2013

A Bitter Remix IX

Subdued,

     Emotion terror kaleidoscope future glimpse of sandcastle earth collided with the foot of inhumanity left in ruins to be reclaimed by the sea, Ocean harbinger of elemental reconciliation, Renewing eclipse of human life surge forth from the very heart of the planet, Time has come for posterity in a pop culture idiom of juxtapose's metaphoric ill mental incapacitated health willingly walking blind of awareness after taking the open wide mouth sliver pill of conscious sedation.

In earnest anticipation of,

Thursday, December 26, 2013

Hive Minded xXx IX

Silence attendeth,

     The manifest no less than a quarter self accepting in the mirror bedside dreams forlorn within this misshapen chance of a human, Nothing of value is ever broken more than the heart's matter of torn off the wrists beneath the vermilion stained sheets once known as sleeves...

In earnest anticipation of,

Tuesday, December 24, 2013

Reasons to Loath... Christmas I

More hells are unfreezing
Opening their gates to con near you...
All hail Emanuel's express throne at Tesco
Built in pledge to open before Christmas
Doors ajar into hours of darkness
Keeping the newly employed
Safe and sound behind bars
On the eve of Satan's day
A binding clause to keep
 Or wages shall sink
Plunging into hades
Can you hear...
The bells

On Christmas

New breeds of elves are arriving
Born from the vats of North eroding pole
Toxic Athabasca fracking near you birthing ponds
At least they look cute whilst perpetrate the will of Avarice
Within our malls and shopping epicentres of the end
Soon Sandcastle Earth will fall before our feet
The end is nigh but beauty isn't obscene
Not in the throws of today
Lest we forget to live
And thus regret...


Associations of terror applaud
Hideous taxi-evil-dermy decorations
Propped up on walls to disgust with distaste
Climate change polar haunting bear heads
Thaw out the riddles of our hearts
Roadside killed lit up reindeer
Beside Canadian moose
Paint a thing white
Doesn't make it
Alright...


In earnest anticipation of,
A Brighter Future...

Friday, December 13, 2013

Hive Minded xXx VIII

Twisted ruin,

      Roaming behind friendly fire lines, No enemy engagement half to even remotely detonated under skin tones of an epidermis' hive corrosive necessary exploding jest at the emotion terror that resides within the heart's soul well at fate's end... As Sandcastle Earth lies in ruin.

In earnest anticipation of,


Thursday, December 12, 2013

Hive Minded: Maureen I

Nothing rehearsed,

     No found out overly rehearsed sexually never abated lust disloyalty of a husband could ever reconcile the equation the bullies sticks thrown as verbal stones that reprised her in a daily victim's roll of a personality trapped in a holocaust over active dynamite lit pyre of a smoke stack circus holocaust quickly depriving the frame of carbohydrates smashing them in the manipulation of a suggested broken metabolism of multiple tongue conversations hallway piece.

In earnest anticipation of,