Wednesday, June 2, 2021


Is the storm,

That shapes me...

Monday, April 26, 2021

I am plague,

Words as thorns,

Painful toxicity written,

Brooding addictive insecurities,

Born of the million bone stars,

The infinite fathom I call...

Frozen in words: home,

Recall the hope matter,

A heart of stone,

Cancer is me,

I am death,



Monday, March 22, 2021

 Have you ever,

Experienced love,

As a metaphoric excuse,

Words of judgement,

Aimed to shape you,

An ultimatum or...

Else: Abandon,

You would,



Sunday, January 31, 2021

If you're a man...
Quantify the question;
Origin source;
If you're;

Thursday, January 14, 2021

She... XIXxX

Self reduced isolated,

    Behaviorally suggested altruism unobtainable reality induced depression, A cognitive forlorn avoidable throbbing with dissonance regret: Hurt... Persistent state of hurt, Ever attempting to shrouded 'do I even exist' realism angry at the question, Of course 'I' do... But shouldn't I have naught ignored the vows of suicide in the darkest dark while the world, You're all silent... Silently asleep, Dreaming of hope... A renowned impressionable delusion I've never began a harbinger's most destitute feet struggle endeavor, A trampling pursuit of one's own invisible momentarily captured future, Written within our quickening destruction. 

In lieu of...
An ending: And,
Our beginning,
Where I...
I should have,
Should have,
(For therein)
(I knew...)
(No pain)

Sunday, January 10, 2021

Sister... III

To The Sister: My Only!

      You're the best parts of everything influencing the most damaged parts of myself. I persist in this life because of you: Ammie too! Never forget that your smile encourages me more than anyone and I'm but the elder: 'Sometimes Brother.' If there ever was a G-d (S)he was empowering me and you, to influence the future. If it's only the inevitable, well your love is always overwhelming the best poetic parts of me: Ammie too! xXx

In lieu of...

The season,
Of dying!

Friday, January 1, 2021


Revert to draft, Unaccomplished existence, A requiem of for dreams!

In lieu of,