Tuesday, October 5, 2021

She: Finale...

Self reduced isolated,

    Behaviorally suggested altruism unobtainable reality induced depression, A cognitive forlorn avoidable throbbing with dissonance regret: Hurt... Persistent state of hurt, Ever attempting to shrouded 'do I even exist' realism angry at the question, Of course 'I' do... But shouldn't I have naught ignored the vows of suicide in the darkest dark while the world, You're all silent... Silently asleep, Dreaming of hope... A renowned impressionable delusion I've never began a harbinger's most destitute feet struggle endeavor, A trampling pursuit of one's own invisible momentarily captured future, Written within our quickening destruction. 

In lieu of...
An ending: And,
Our beginning,
Where I...
I should have,
Should have,
Stayed...!
(For therein)
(Brilliantly)
(I knew...)
(No pain)
(Truly...)
(Pookie)
(Face)

I should have,

    Stayed ignored and alive, For beside you... No matter infinitely what: The world was alive, All was a bell-end of beauty, Alongside a vermillion blind eyed without glasses beauty!

In lieu...
See you,
Soon.


She... ***

... ... ...

    The greatest F.Y.I ever...!?! I never wanted to escape you, You're the most significant happen didn't know I wanted stance ever taken, Ring upon our fingers, You're unfathomably asking... I played pretend at nothing in any second, This ending of mine... Is due unwillingly to the eternity I've always hated! G-d is everything and nothing, Loathsome of our existence, Since that fated burgundy sky lit day, I'm but a servant of the uncomprehensible truth I'll never understand; Though I found love, Only in you.

In lieu of your...
Continued smilings...!
I'm sorry.
So sorry.
Sorry...
Fin.