Hive Mind: Fifty Shades of Love's Deception II

She knew it first,

     That our black and nineteen fifty's white relationship had relinquished the love had requiem dream switched an uncharted distance of malignant time ago, Our unmendable rudder drove fast through too many harsh incomprehensible waters alone, Whilst the other self travelled to wrestle all of the debt to sorcery oceanic mirage pay the demons momentarily away; at least keeping them another faceless memory day unrecognizable to either in hind undesigned by love's ability to appease sight's appreciation of another beyond the unfathomable bay - of solitude - Wherein drown the hope of both distinctly unique and once yet no spitefully longer unfamiliar sailing kindred who by woven hollow vow and ring of faded stone became unwilling unless by day to unending death walk less than half an attempt of every pumping inch of an amputated heart's courage to crawling through the mire away...

In lieu of our participation in,
Crawling towards one another...
Despite the woes,
Despite the distance!

Hive Mind: The Mirror Stands Shouting II

Unextended aspirations, 

       She barely felt every more than the lesser half of okay, Unnaturally deflected of all mirror granted esteem, Mostly because of a heritage woven to supplant every positive emotion save the will to slave for middle soulless unclassified existence away, Up an invisible ladder of a man never known she was to climb, Mouth or genitals to any demon or monster she was to give herself away, In order to be validated in appraisal under her father's swollen demon cock regime of a generation born to willingly fall systematically asleep to awareness, compassion and shame.

In lieu of our participation in,

Hive Mind: The Mirror Stands Shouting

Grinning in the unnatural reflection,

       Unextended aspirations to change for anyone or anything, Usurply planted a battle disciplined little memory single instance never weapon or word dismantled thing ground wherein survives the raw gut emotional context of a powerful independent being, Evolved from unnatural terror things and interviews with the mirror she's renowned only unto herself for a rebirth from an uncivilised upbringing and a hideous terror.

In lieu of our participation in,

Letting the rapists off easy...

Too easy...

Hive Family Mind: Swelling Black Appendage II

Signature resigned from love,

      She's aching in the impossible to over come the chill forgetful heritage battle winds of a broken act of trust upbringing, Wings of gloom spread as winds hurricane dismantling all faith in compassion's pair becoming one...

In lieu of our participation in,
Raising nightmares in a battleground of demons!

Hive Family Mind: Swelling Black Appendage I

If she knew love first...

      There wouldn't be of need for a cure to the most common itch, A daughter aching for a son's heart; both grown all too bitter and cold. Anxious and complaisant in a heritage of silence so swollen from an ilk never awoken from a compassionless regime.

In lieu of our participation in,
Raising children without...

If I die before I wake: I pray my poetry into account thee take!

Hive Mind: Grappling Song

Disabled grasping,

    Intolerant numb remission fingers too swollen stitched after hope's amputation surgery after taking the pill known only as anti-conformity; The floral mending will reveal a clashing ideological gong begging as it resounds within as the pulsating heart in remission of excuses and all melodies in key with intolerance's bigotry, For in Death's great incapable of earthly action expanse lies the belief in accepting shame's notes of human sympathy, Wherein swells the ocean of change... Before it's too f(r)iendly inhuman unthreatened being fire(d) late. Lying broken at the feet of demons, Companions who stood as statues of contempt and personal hatred gain at your side.

In lieu of their participation in,
Forgetting all the little syndicate things,
That resound of discipline,
And signal us to joy,
Trust and loyalty  

Hive Own Mind: Composition of Existing II

Inaccurate apologise,

      Vintage lies attempting to contextualise faith beyond the masquerade known as confidence, Now rotten and astray, Terrified amidst the mirror in everyone else's eyes reflect the thriving torture, Echoing the post traumatic eclipse of previous version of the self once known as me...

In lieu of participating in,
Coming back... From ledges

Hive Own Mind: Composition of Existing I

After all,

    I must admit that out of everyone, I hate myself the most. My own grave isolated digger ever attempting to mend the internal death uncomfortable bleeding conflict which consumes every second awake and even when I'm in bed... 

In lieu of participating in,
Contextualising faith as a masquerade known as confidenc

Hive Mind: Docile Tolerance III

Medicated docility,

     An apathetic tolerance curfew granted by a vintage consent of conformity no longer willing to ration hope for anything but a future without conviction, Wherein nothing exists but strategically placed mines waiting to explode with a composition of hatred, In maliceful friendly cross killed in hopeless future key remiss to be stroked action, Spoken like a stitched bigotry facade up gong from the pulpit of separatism into numbness with all surroundings...

In lieu of vile melodies,
Desiring confrontation...
On behalf of intolerance