TIME

Mine is the kingdom
Tied to forever as one
I was brought into life Only to die
I won't act surprised at my passing time
I've seen only regression into lifeless
I'd rather go back into nothing
Where I exist as a phantom in a name

Remember these words
When obtaining focus
Its no fools hope you follow
To your destiny, at the end of time

Just walk away in bitterness
Forget my hopeless mindset
Just forget me, no regretting me!
I want you walk away
With stars in your eyes
Find the wisdom of mine
Now at the end of your time

You hold your weeknights tight
No time for a sense of compassion
I await the real in my life in this perilous time
To feel joy in your hopes of a blessed time
Is to regress, lapse into the past
No benefit to find within will help your mind
Soon you'll be standing alone at the end of time

And then you came here
With your charges against me
A realm of accomplished isolation
Of your mind, I purify the meanings
As I await my end, in the perilous times!
I have let go, no fools hope remains!

As a consolation I surrender
Abandoning my hopeless intent
Leaving you with an evil smile
Allow me my own discomfort
Let me to sink down into nothing
Leaving no memories tied to time

Just walk away in bitterness
Forget my hopeless mindset
Just forget me, no regretting me!
I want you walk away
With stars in your eyes
Find the wisdom of mine
Now at the end of your time

Remember these words
When obtaining focus
Its no fools hope you follow
To your destiny, at the end of time

Put your feelings into regression
Close your eyes its your ending time
It not the live forever worlds way!
I want you walk away
With stars in your eyes
Just look back to find truth
Don't be surprised, don't deny
Embrace the future of the eternal
At the ending of your time

Angelic Wings

And then I came upon her
Charred wings, from fascination
A defiled heart bought
With the worlds bright lights

She brings my will
Into a realm of compassion
Never breath the toxic air in
Not from this perilous time
Lets get washed away
You and I!

She dove too close
In a perilous time
Forget our short time
The desperate lies of love
And fly home!

In her mind no peace
She is awake
We bought her wings
With our sins
Our great lacking of lament

She brings my will
Into a realm of compassion
Never breathed this toxin in
Lets sell her wings to set her free
Not us, not the we of this perilous time
We take her life in
With our desires
The propaganda of sin

We stole her light
A wondrous constellation
In the universe outside of time
Will He take her back
Or is she like we
Forever existing in this realm
The barren wastes of the free

She won't find peace on earth
Not in lies of love
In this perilous time

She brings my will
Into a realm of compassion
Never breath the toxic air in
Not from this perilous time
Lets get washed away
You and I!

I lament for the lacking
Of compassionate eyes
See the broken wings
Release her, back
To outsides of time!

The White Light

Inside this place
Or outside this place
My mind in this world
I find it hard to stay
Can I avoid the white light

Be awaking in the moment
In all your hopeless might
Be alive, please stay tonight
Avoiding with me the end
The greatest of all adventures
The never ending
White light

I awake into
The I away!
Step back as I
I away
Step back as I... Away!

Impossible to sit back
We're going nowhere
Its not ok, I can't blind myself
This world is more
Than a dream of a label
Called the inner eye
inside me!

I can see it
Can you see it
Step back as I
I away to the white light
Don't try to stop me!

Your indecision was the evil
Experiment turned out all wrong
You won't get a chance in tomorrow
Sing, your songs and stand still
As I step into all I can see
In the great white light!

Your mind has more ability
Now without me, see clear
All the doubt inside you
Your actuality in the fear of me
Seek the grace that I can't see
I'll be fighting in the great beyond
Storming endlessly in the white light

I awake into
The I away!
Step back as I
I away
Step back as I... Away!

I can see it
Can you see it
Step back as I
I away into the white light
Don't try to stop me!

I awake into
The I away!
Step back as I
I away
Step back as I... Away!

Bless the World

Fuck the world
Out from my window
I proclaim I am the son
Don't ask me any wisdom
You know whats best
Your lies delight
In conformity of me

Well you know what
You betrayed me
By your own Damned soul
You've never learned to live
Fuck comfortable living
Satan wants you in this!

Bless the world
Out from my window
Will to live in the real
Let the roses wish the red away
White left in wisdom
I know whats best
You'll never again see
My conformity

Forgot to Live

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I forgot to live
Satan wanted this
Do you know what
Playing no more games

I forgot to live
Freedom was put on hold
The supreme cancer of will
Suffer yourself to a signal
Speaking remain, the same
Never wake from it
The lacking consciousness

You delight in what isn't real
dream t windows into satan
Everlasting wishing wells
Raping your mind of will
Don't forget now, you've let go

I've forgot to live
Put my freedom on hold
I enact your sleeping mind
Shadows speaking of time
As I slip away from you

The Calling

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You call his name
The angels are afraid
In the flames you ask
Bless my existence
But you are insane!

You've sunk into the depths
Your pleasures and blessings
Are evil temptations
They haunt my name

Your so lost
What would you sacrifice
In the skies
The angels are afraid
Display some wisdom
Show them your mind
Is at least awake!

Touch me!

Why did you touch me
With great effort I forget
You can't offer me anything
I open my eyes with great measure
If only you were right
I left an ill feeling
An evil taste.
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Should you ever
Enter this place
See my progress
Against your never ending standards
Seeing what is not
Bleeding the positive
Of my own correction

My words the vengeance
Of worlds impossible to foresee!

Precious light
Speed my way
Right before my face
All I know leads me
And I am right

Know me better
Through different eyes!
See me through the wreckage
Of your life!

Side

Can't tell me which side I'm on
I am slowly figuring it out
Control the formula, you created
En fossil it encased forever
Just like your selfish god's
Name carved stone!

Whose side are you on
Choose your god's
They fit your comfort zone
At least I recognize my soul
Your voice a distant cry
Even those you claim
Fulfill their desire to betray!
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Touch

Its just like you
By your touch
You steal my wish

Move through me
I'll be your triumph
Mobile weapon
For the future!

Don't ask me any questions
Just deny I ever was
No place for me

I can live through this
You can't frighten me
No control over it all
And no reward

I'm repressed
Don't care whats behind
I stare into whats next

I'm no stick figure
No paper to the pen
Can't rewrite me
To fit your mold
No more circles!
Again!
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Hatred of Desire

Your pleasureful desires
Are the temptations
They hold your mind
Within the flesh

No wonder you hate me
I am the wisdom
That brings your pain
Discomfort I embrace

The price of the lost
Is sacrifice. In silence
Embrace the need
To live in fear
Be afraid!

Even the angels
Are afraid, in praising
In flame your mind
Into the darkness
Constellations of frozen night

The ancient one
Don't call his name
Into your world of hate
Embrace the wisdom
And be afraid!

You'll be free of this lacking
Of mental torment
Your ignorance will fly far away
Like the angels you'll know
And be afraid!

Welcome to the real
The frozen night!
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Stand

Inside this place
Outside this place
You had me conquered
Until my mind unraveled
Now watch as I fly away

I see the attacks
A fury of brightness
Fire away! Come now
Fire away, I'm almost gone
So fire away!

Be real, for real
Awake in the moment
I attack now right before your eyes
Please stand
Please stand
Deny the comfort
Of an ignorant mind!

Alright, alright
Heres my blazing fury
Of verbal attacks
Its all in the words
Aimed to open your mind
Were you going now?
Slide into this
Slide, slide into standing!

Please stand(are you ready)
Please stand (are you awake)
Regrowth!!!!!!
In time
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Anonymouse Sender of 3 poems

Longings of a Lonely Heart

Get out of my head,
out my thoughts,
out of my space,
out of my face.
Away from my emotions
quit raising such a commotion
twisting and turning,
stirring and churning.
Picking me up,
Hugs till my hear is wildly beating.
Quiet, Cards held close.
Thoughts cloaked, till I can,
Tease them out, ever so slowly
Madly missing you,
Confused beyond my years as to why.
Maybe it's that smile?
or those caressing hands?
Which desire to know too much.
Of course that leads me to....
Do I initiate too much?
Did I encourage more then I realized?
What if I backed off, walked away?
Would you follow?
Do you REALLY care?
You said nothing serious.
I was warned.
My heart is flying, soon to be soaring.
Will I crash and burn?
Will you walk away scar free?
If I get to you at all, if I melt the walls
around your heart, you will never be the same.
Changing, our lives are now intertwined, for
how long I don't know.
I shall savor the sweetness while it lasts.


Smile
You have one of those smiles;
The kind that makes me,
want to make you laugh.
Just so I can see you smile.
When you smile,
your eyes light up,
and you make me want to smile.
Your smile is cheery and infectious,
Always there, always ready and waiting.
Like the sun coming out from behind the clouds.
We have so many reason to smile
and it never hurts.
So always smile at everyone.
If anyone asks why you are smiling,
Tell them because Jesus loves me.


Untitled
Is it right?
Or is it wrong?
Left or right?
Which way do I turn?
Why am I not feeling strong?
Is this love,
or friendship mistaken?
Can I trust you,
or will my heart be taken?
Why me?


PLEASE GIVE CREDIT WHERE IT'S DUE.

My Own Words

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Sleeping in endless pitch
Darkness breaks into daylight
And I am tormented alone
Will my words reach anyone
What could I change
As I lay dying

In all this I feel times reproach
Soon I'll be taken into chaos
Will anyone great come out of this
I fear its too early or maybe too late
I'm against the normal heading
I hope my words don't end up
Alone in the dark!

Timeless herioc words
Spoken vigilantly aloud
I pray they are never alone!
Use them as you could
Mold yourself by wisdom
As I lay in the dark

Future Demise

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c('')('') Future in Eternity
What could you tell me
If I said I was the future
But not an eternity!

All your decisions
Help me believe
I hold the key
To my own
Majestic moments!

Don't refuse your dreams
They aren't just visions of worlds

Don't refuse your dreams
All the evil words you hear
Grant you tremors of fear
Do not proceed!


Don't mind me!
I'm in dreams (completely)
Inject the perfect formula
Viens flowing full from the blue pill



Open your mind
To the empowerment of purity
Conform to no norm
Beg to differ, the future
From the lies, of emotions
Tied to past times!

Your desires
Are my temptations
A mixture of lifes metaphor
Too much the human condition
Subdued by my inner highways
I'll venture its paths own

Glass Blown Mind

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Perfect in emblem
Crafted from a system
Blown in the path of time
Instinct breathes your home
Now your left on the table
Emotions tied to past lives
Creating you now, let go.

All that I know
I can't ignore the simplicity
In how you want to be
My life is such a waste
But you'll never see me
Hanging by the end of a rope!

Erased from stature
Unearthed from darkest sadness
How quickly we've forgotten
The glass blown minds
Electrifying our future with words
Buried them and their past lives
Hang all their ideas by ropes!

All that I know
I can't ignore the simplicity
In how you want to be
My life is such a waste
But you'll never see me
Hanging by the end of a rope!

I made you
Blazed with fire
I can't forget you
You are my very own
Glass blown mind
Time is a funnel of collapse
And you'll never take time to see
This glass I made for everyone
Its my own mind