Rain Inside

Please don't rain anymore
Showers of tears fathered by tragic pain
They show lack of restraint overpowering denial
The mystery is apart from wounds
The vast emptiness inside

Rain inside me
Father I cannot oppose
Rain inside me
Overwhelming shame
Rain inside me
Falling under the load
Inside me

Oh purest tears like rain
Delivered me from all restraints
From thunder's deafening sounds
Lightning crashes and I closed my eyes
The wounded mystery in me fell apart
Filled was the emptiness inside

Rain inside me
Control over who I was once before
Rain inside me
Birthed new roots from rotten dirt
Rain inside me
A lame hero once an unloved whore
Inside me

Rain pissed away my self esteem
So glad it ruined my mark on history
No need for approval just oppose
Watch me impose my caring will

Rain inside me
Control over who I was once before
Rain inside me
Birthed new roots from rotten dirt
Rain inside me
A fucking hero once a whore
Inside me

Rain poured pure power upon my will
Washed away what makes men jealous
No need for redemption for untrue judgement
Men sacrificing men to feel more free
I am the villain standing his ground
Beware heed the warning signs
I am my own worst nightmare
Proud to oppose for peace
Pacifism yes ignorance no
Welcome to an equal future
Where every man need not trade for monetary
His soul's deepest yearning
Dreams amidst destiny