Virgin in the Whore

You there the virgin and the whore
Unpunctured blood intact from weak impact
Whore yourself daily in a symbiotic imaginary mind
Children aborted after delusional conception

The high you seek is nothing new
The dosage enters your sacred vein
A complex administrative tool twists and turns
Forcing its way past the outside skin

The whoring machine I see
Such a devastating sin
To waste away into oblivion
Just to die in a virgin dream your not living in

Father chased the chain of chastity
Tortured with hymns and his hidden key
A first lover with a passion to break you
His touch haunts like a presence
Lingers between your thighs like a memory

The whoring machine I see before me
Such a manifestation of corruption and destruction
To waste so many lives away into oblivion
Just to die a drug overdose during the daily beating
A child left behind in a virgin dream you never lived in

Mother under husband's shadow praying for you
A veil of abomination images torture her waking eyes
Resenting herself for conceding so easily unto him
She bends over repulsed skirt up for father's will
One verse used against her voice every time

I sit in the twilight and wonder why
The virgin inside the whore at the same time
My stomach turns as the nightly news stirs my imagination
How they all must suffer to get a moments rest
So I lift my voice to grab ink, paper and pen

The whoring machine perpetuated by our society
Crime the manifestation of corruption and desire
So many lives wasting away no memories left behind
Just to die a whore existing in dreams her virgin life

Oblivion swallows them every time
Drug overdose or a severe beating
An illegal home abortion clinic infection
Or suicide in a cell as they come out of it
Realizing the shit they can't live through