Black Sheep Tumor

I stand before you
Imprisoned by anguish
A walking painting of pain
Soul stone statue deprived of no cruelty
Oh black sheep be spared no mercy

How I long for redemption
My life is a black sheep tumour
A disease amidst any congregation
Surrender to the demands of justice
Oh black sheep shall tribunal obliterate

Welcome to the judgment
Of a free grace no cost dogma
Where truth is remember only close to death
I'm glad my black sheep life distracted you
From the final truth of which you had no clue

Welcome to the eternal sorrow
A prison where shall be king and queen
Loneliness adorns your invisible crowns
I'm sorry my black eyes blinded you
From the clue to provide yourself the key

If only you'd found self examination
Amidst the silence of the jeering
As the crowd hammered home their words
Judging the black sheep that was me
A slave to a life of suffering
Perseverance in darkness set me free
In that alone is the clue to the key

How I long for redemption
My life is a black sheep tumour
A disease amidst any congregation
Surrender to the demands of justice
Oh black sheep shall tribunal obliterate

The last shall be first
Bound by our blessings for suffering
The first shall be last
Even until death they walked blind
Embracing the greed of free grace
A life of abundance crafted in slavery