Monster Man

I’m not a fucking father
Lied about desiring children
A handsome mannequin of a man
Just a shell of someone’s magazine dreams
Generalized as a douchebag of a man
Comparison forgot who I am
Not aware of the moments
That I lived near your life

Vital vein damage done
No one hears me screaming
Heart throbbed under the guilt
A verdict of vindictive comparison
I could never change enough to be him
Monster douchebag eulogy
Given loyalty while cheating
I the bastard for loving you
While attempting chivalry
Damage already one
Too deep to see me
The bastard
Monster

A father deprived of life
Abortion from my imperfection
Never told the right to life decision
Just a handsome mannequin of a man
Just a shell of someone’s magazine dreams
Generalized as a douchebag of a man
Comparison forgot who I am
Not aware of the moments
That I lived near your life

Vital vein damage done
No one hears me screaming
Heart throbbed under the guilt
A verdict of vindictive comparison
I could never change enough to be him
Monster douchebag eulogy
Given loyalty while cheating
I the bastard for loving you
While attempting chivalry
Damage already one
Too deep to see me
The bastard
Monster

Then I showed up
Woke up your heart
Only to hear you screaming
Get the fuck out young bastard
I left & you hated me for it
Either way I was the devil
Compared to your past
Generalized against
A monster