767 Anyone's Mum III

When Maureen was an innocent child

She used to spend convulsive intervals wondering

Stim packing her bipolar no second chances personalities
Wherever she traversed, Upheld by whose kidding juxtapose idiom voices
They didn't believe in her, just like her derelict space odyssey mother

Just like her mother's cold she wanted a boy off in the distance stare...

Backyard toxic screen check language chasing her out the door

Escape the fear bomb story of one heavy handed conversation

Polygraph video kaleidoscope memory gland held it all in

Mourning after journal entries of hidden treasure

Found herself in another predator's video

No it was her merely mum's brother

An uncle's vigilant paedophilia

The vile reality of a hunter

Yet she rose amidst pain

Locking away misery

Spasms of ache

When my mum was innocent and beautiful
She used to spend convulsive intervals of time

Trapped shivering behind manifested parental prejudice

Willing herself to believe she could reclaim her withered smile

If only she could reach her backyard sandcastle universe

Beyond the screen toxic language closed door

Patiently tolerating the tirade amidst tears

Liberation came as the fist was raised

Besieged child of pain's dialect
Swollen eyes can't escape

Auditory multiple voices

Valid sanity response

To insane
Circumstances 

When Maureen was a tormented youth

Forgettable no family table disgraced scraps

She used to spend convulsive intervals sedated

Bed sex payment riddled packing her bipolar personalities

Into no second no one's ever kidding juxtapose idiom chances
Where schizophrenic dualities of disorderly personality misconduct spoke
Derelict multiple sinking voice over the side ships that didn't even believe in her

Just like her cold no hearted drunken mother wish she was a boy mother
Even the scrimmage of personalities within didn't dare perceive value
Just a distant half periodic mirror's loathing reflection stare

Backyard tox-memorandum-screen to check her baggage
Always hateful language chased her out the back door
Vengeful wish she was never born insighted hatred

She never could escape the fear bomb story
Of every nights red one righteous handed
Down from a father's mismanagement
Illicit kaleidoscope face paint
Phantom bruises never recorded
Never recorded Phantom shades
Unlimited resource of bruises
Police line up aspirations
Conviction left unproven
Falsified detective work
Polygraph darkness test
Child falsely incriminated
Trapped in an idle rime
Pain endowed shiver
Frozen happiness
Permafrost exposure
Balloons never drifted away
Freedom like hope
Lost

Father's betraying fingers

Like daggers to the heart of shame

Nightly mirror polygraph diagnosis

Test she failed twitching in a stigma

Holocaust thin on high accident metabolism

Hands reaching for enlightenment stardust brings

Acceptance despite the horrid word sticks

Painful fists of stone work ran amok

Penetration rampart skin walls

Damaged by derelict waives

Beaten black and red tide

Bruises mingled in blood

Kaleidoscope epidermis

Shore lines of woe

The shame of rust