Blueprint to Backwards

Living in a memory
Opposite view of real time
Like flying plains backwards
Tearing themselves apart
Back until blueprints

Artificial retrospect
Short fused photographic memory
Puzzles of the mind half transparent
An introduction to losing time
Disconnect from sounds
Until my eyes see you

All memories are an alias
Synapses failing to bridge the gap
Restructuring my depth of real time
Body crawling unknowingly backwards
Until the womb once again encompasses me
I disappear back into blueprint

Artificial retrospect
Short fused photographic memory
Puzzles of the mind half transparent
An introduction to losing time
Disconnect from sounds
Until my eyes see you

Allergic to all my memories
Lethargic to life as I am dead
The nether reconstructed forces me
Backwards into a place of beauty
Emotionless are my crimson eyes
For all I behold is but behind
A tragic blueprint of death
An intoxicating memory

An affliction of artificial retrospect
A disconnected photographic memory
Introducing my mind to and anchor
Images of my dying as the past
Collecting data for karma
Heaven was my lonely hell
And they are both alive
My future and my past