Can't see a (K)Night

A knight of old
Chivalry is now amiss
Freedom is a fuel for fear
A temple of anguish lies in wait

I can't see fire
From in front or behind
Is it cold or gone out
The flame of compromise on our future
Douse it out Douse it out

A guilt renewed
Violated by a touch gone astray
Freedom of expression fuels the limit
A temple of anguish we push gladly
Each and every fucking day

I can't see fire
From in front or behind
Is it cold or gone out
The flame of compromise on our future
Douse it out Douse it out

I almost wish
I always wished
I was on fire
A pyre symbol on unholy ground
But its not quite my time
Not just yet

The Pattern

We know whats right and wrong
But the counsel we confuse
Speed the wisdom far far away
This is the defense Christendom advocates
Spared all objections for hell's sake

Say we're Christians
With dual life patterns
They watch for the slip our fall
We are faithful to this existence

A world defined by neither black nor white
We want nothing to be dark
And nothing to be pure
Desiring every shade of gray

Christians with dual life patterns
Left unchallenged to hypocrisy's dismay
Their hope is the counsel of wisdom
Will eventually just up and walk away
Leaving them comfortable for hell's sake

Say we're Christians
With dual life patterns
They watch for the slip our fall
We are faithful to this existence

A world defined by relativism
100% perfection not attainable
So give up the course before its too late
God will understand as he spits you out
On the last of the living rebirth dying day

Say we're Christians
With wicked life patterns
They watch for the slip our chosen fall
We are faithful to this existence
The perpetual pattern of nothing
Of no morality wisdom or counsel
This is all for hell in heaven's sake

Aware War

I'm less effective then any
More mallignant than most
Potently benign yet blind
Stumbling forever in suffering

A self limited future
Disposition of ill existence
Grace's death built in awareness
Awoken into a sophisticated self war

Woke into a self aware war
Internal opposition to demands
Conflict ridden internal perception
Lucid lacking instinct cognition

Sound psyche in irational rotation
mental facult capacity impaired
Debilitated by disease a degenerate
A dismantled life tarnished with prejudice

Woke into a self aware war
Internal opposition to demands
Conflict ridden internal perception
Lucid lacking instinct cognition

Blemished by choices of wounding words
Imparted to her to deter not deminish
Devalued and damaged I am declared
Just judgment disqualify me from love

The Position of Advantage

Supremacy positioned authority
Blessed eminence on the edge
Gratification ascendance interest
Assurance credits in life towards death
Hail this and influential desire for advantage

Vantage advantage point of position
One upon one built high up
Million upon billions and a single on top
Wealth is security and security is life expectancy
And life is now a competition

Ilicit placed vantage over the impoverished
Handicaps securing resources as leverage
Blockades tariffs and the sea as a legal by-way
Aid wantonly donated only to be withheld

Vantage advantage point of position
One upon one built high up
Million upon billions and a single on top
Wealth is security and security isn't equality
And life is now a competition

Kilo to Mega

Kilo measured Holocaust drop off
Megaton burial of a million futures
A benign assignment to no one
Oh most malignant of missions
Orders issued by the entity of choice

Wrath of war in our universe
Snuffed even the lives of angels
By the powers vested in matrimony
War and devastation via vile weaponry

Vaporized as if they approached the sun
Lines of marching men with empty caskets
A burial of a million children of theirs
No loss not ours a single one

Wrath of war in our universe
Snuffed even the lives of angels
By the powers vested in matrimony
War and devastation via vile weaponry

Mistakes of aggression
With justified words engineered
Propaganda to protect your home
Social hatred restraint
Oh master empire

Land of Free Session I

Oh land of humilation
Freedom ever in jeopardy
Verbal violence tolerated
Like 3rd word desease

Free until it affects me
Lenience for saving securities
Measures for homeland born alone
A prejudice in a selfish liberty
Sleep oh justice an eye for blood
Deny them equality until exiled

Oh land of humilation
Freedom ever in jeopardy
Verbal violence tolerated
Like 3rd word desease

Free Judgement

Every day I see hell
Wake without question
New words born forth
They make no difference

Asylum collateral exile
Oh token of preservation
Closed off cell closed off voice
Immune the illogical mind

Sit still before them
Counsel of calm judges
Desperately driven by pressure
Attention alternates opinion and law
Change them all for security

Asylum covanant exile
Oh token of collateral
Closed off cell closed off voice
Immune silencing the mind


Sit dosile before them
Counsel of crafty judges
Desperately driven to drug the I us call we
Attention promotes opinion to change law
Vote them all in for a sanctuary of ease

The Closing

If this is life just let me go
A conviction that I'd rather die
Break down my creative mind
Tear my wings as arms

Watch me fall but not die
True to my heart and will
Soundess of logic discomforts me
So let me here bleed out
I proceed yet now barely I breath

Parade me in the streets
Watch the media addicts stand and stair
Opinions rampant assure my ever after
A prostitude of words until I died

A stranger am I
Too impassive an attidue to exist
Opinions linger truth hidden before the eyes
Until comfort repelled we can no longer ignore

Calling Cab One

Call me a cab
Or watch me run
Legs speed me safely home
Pawn of morality within the unknown

Lead me logically astray
Lost in a dark and dreary way
Dying in the medical market square
Affairs of injury unattended after hours

Call me back someday
Fourth ring to an automated message
A pounding hearts new dismay
The morge calls day after day
No next of kin family heartache

Lead me shackled away
Astray lost in descriminated disarray
Meshed in death with a homeless man
Ran into harm at helps resonate name
Found dead in crimes dark alley

Maybe you could have saved me
If only you had me one night longer
Upon your couch sleeping silently
But violent words sent me needlessly away

Breathe Session II

Breathe the open air
Tragic clefts rent in steal lungs
A calm certainty in the separation
Oxygen ejected from an eternal rupture
Leaving the theme hidden in an unspoken melody

Inhale only to expire
Inspire to infuse action
On the scent of equality's remains
Impart justice like the wrath of God

Breath the open air in
Forever lyrics lay in rhythem
Chant evermore the return to truth
A chromatic scale of equality degrees
Sharp or flat young or old rich or poor
Never are the brave mechanical

Inhale only to expire
Inspire to infuse action
On the scent of equality's remains
Found her husk already amidst decay

Self Written

My own Eulogy
A million written words
Still a meaningless being
A face down dying son

Young darkness in my heart
A twilight of determination in open eyes
Stair unyielding into the temple
Before the dawning of the day

My own procession
A single man march
Insured for a mere pole bearer
An empty solemn three word eulogy

Young darkness in my heart
unrelenting vision in ever open eyes
What new world shall we discover
At the dawning of the final day

Where the last wave broke
There washed ashore my pen
And all the words bottled I once wrote
Written in red my blood upon the parchment

The Marking of Me

Hell marks me
As I crawl back out of dark
Always running ever bleeding
Am I already dead the shadowless

A night shade
Descended subtlety no serenity
Oblivious echoes followed me down
Organized help and equality hindered
My everlasting sorrow deliver me
From this realm of death eternally

The mirror marks me
Probing the image it cannot smile
Always weeping ever in anguish
An undefinable void drawn into reality

An affliction impression
Descended subtlety into encumbrance
Degraded morals followed me down
Well organized red ink wrought my receipt
My everlasting debt society bought me
For this realm of death deliver equality

The world marks me
An unpolished image ill reflection
Unfiltered for the metallic machine surface
Always polishing never brilliant
A soul devoid of love drained empty

The Taste of Rules

With a taste for posterity
I follow not mankind's rules
Let not the homeless die in winter
No child a martyr for the mortar mines

So I play not
By mankind's inhuman rules
Society swallows live souls
Spitting them out suckled dry
Tormented shackled or half dead

An imbued urgency to achieve
Equality for future generations collectively
Carry the vagabond immobile amputee
Down wall-street before trade ends

How can you now change the channel on your TV
Ignore the local soil injustice no longer
Posterity is not security in money
But a complex living out of daily equality

So I play not
By mankind's inhuman rules
Society swallows live souls
Spitting them out suckled dry
Tormented shackled or half dead

So play not once or any other day
By society's imprinted immoral rules
She will swallow your will
Soul swollen in comfort till death

Triumphant the world wakens
Alive as if it were just dead
Living for the invisible wounds
We've crafted in society's progressive ease

The Parade of Parliament

Stop this international show off parade
Internal poverty equality struggles irrelivant
Economic security assurance driven society
Parliament hill sold off to redirect funds

Decide our warriors
Designate our dead
Define our patriotism
Dictate our laws
Welcome to earth were freedom is dead

The structure torn apart to show the people
That the delegates aren't a heartless senate
Politics assembles in different public libraries
A common wage to repair damage now they're paid

Decide our warriors
Designate our dead
Define our patriotism
Dictate our laws
Welcome to earth were freedom is dead

Military straight adopted to service
Genetic predestined fetus' erased
Patriotism designed to freedom wipeout
Designed our laws to obliterate independance
Welcome to earth where freedom is dead

Third Nature

The 3rd nature bends forever
As society's dignity absolutely breaks
Tested the life-line without deliverance
Welcome to the 3rd nature
Where vulgarity is ever pushing limits

Gentlemen the substance abuse of the 3rd nature
Crude gestures by self imbued emperors
Perverse innuendos accepted by the girls
Efforts of chivalry neglected by the self imposed ruler
He shall ever and anon be righteous

The 3rd nature bends forever
As cultural morality finally breaks
Testing the life-line falling without deliverance
Welcome to the 3rd nature
Where they are ever pushing limits

Honesty the debilitating quality of the 3rd nature
Cripple yourself with loyalty only to find ruin in the reich
Embrace the sickness of cowardice amidst pride
Mock the meek and favor vulgarity's crimes
Fuck every woman without breaking stride
Search forever for a thing that will never come

The 3rd nature twists us forever
As cultural morality around it breaks
Test the life-line falling without deliverance
Welcome to a culture of the 3rd nature
Where we are ever pushing limits
(with shocking images)

Chivalry is thwarted in the 3rd nature reich
Its wreckage found amidst bank loans
Magazine Molly wanted more than courtesy
Manners wasted on women desire everything
But cannot see gallantry and settle for nothing
Valiance found courage only to finally end

Seconds Nature

Media images and imagination abuse of the 2nd nature
Shock and awe above truth implied
Undermine the infallible ever in jeopardy
Censorship fulfills the political sabatoge

Partial judges bite everytime
They see pictures of factualism and ruin
Inside track set to discourse through imagery
Fed the lies until all dignity is dead
Left there alone with illigitimate dreams

Emotional judges unharmoniously synchronize
Faith alone in images of perfection not of genuine nature
Vandalize the vigilant to beyond magazine Molly's dreams
Keep searching settle for nothing except at great need
leave your foot ever inside comforts vandal door

There the settled for awaits you with open arms
Believing your lies that you want nothing more
But your heart cleaves to magazine Molly
Her imanginary, photoshopped, digital 1 in a billion dreams

Media images and imagination abuse of the 2nd nature reich
Shock and awe above truth is implied
Undermined infallible ever in jeopardy
Censorship fulfills the political sabatoge
If not for politcs then for magazine Molly

First Nature

Religion authority abuse of the 1st nature
Empower emotions to impair the mind
Excavate the hollow ruined in due time
Courageous ruin meets the humble all alone
The last can't be first if they give up searching

Why pretend the church is something
Why pretend its more than a significant cultural whore
Why pretend and not admit we can't carry on
As a comfort avenue for the emotional distressed

Crusades illiteracy abuse of the 1st nature
Peasant starving soon to become one with ghosts
The church tells them the holy war is justified
In faith alone they will meet their maker
But to live admit ones self into blessed conflict

Why pretend the church is 100% holy
Why pretend lets fess up to our crimes
Why pretend we (those inside) are worth more
We aren't Americans believing in manifest destiny
Every religion is knocking upon heaven's front door

Abomination beliefs abused in the 1st nature
World wide web spreads their verbal crimes
Deny the Holocaust and cultural genocide
Churches like pastors don't provide answers
Not in sermons do you learn to walk in the world
Inside or outside the society of your front door

I raised my eyes from sleep
Yet there the murk of lies gathered
I kept searching blindly but stumbled
Now wholly I've come to know this
That I shall never be anything
That I am as my father's claimed
Worth shit or less to anybody
I'm nothing more than me
Let the last be last
And the fucking first die at the door

Let heaven reclaims the souls that lived
Not the emotional hearted that allowed detachment
To the world beyond your own front door
Love the world without hesitation
Cannot be unless you accept yourself
Fuck you magazine Molly

World Avoidance

Mutilated the mutated genes
Evolution over us set to overflow
Dissolve our mankind we are imaginary we are dead
World's tragic avoidance a future with people like us

Perfect was the structure's fashion
Until the fearless came all at once
When the air like limbs was numb
Upheaval arrived at the kill joy's conviction

Mutilated my mutated genes
Evolution over me set to overflow
Cause of death hung alone yet no tragedy
Dissolve my mankind I am imaginary I am dead
World avoided a future with people like me

Look to the dawn for consistent pattern
Justice must flow now like a river of blood
As the last self started war ruptures the earth
Like the final quake the crust doth is shake

Mutilate and distort laws to justify
I guess my conscience is random ill mutated genetics
Evolution over me set morality switch to off
Cause of death firing squad each bullet worth the cost
Dissolve my mankind I am imaginary I am dead
World avoided a future with people like me
Give my strength of soul to another

The Cold Day

Cold days with warm words
Warm comforts distort our fears
Emotions attached to magazine self worth
A manifestation distorted destiny
Of losing who you never were

A new patriotism a discrimination description
An ancient entitlement conception constitution
A mental institute of self righteous indignation
A self worth conviction dependant on inner demons
Monsters born forth unrelenting rich upon poor

Cold days with destructive words
Warm comforts distort our fears
Stolen time and stolen lives
Manifest destiny dread
Of losing what was never ours

A new patriotism a discrimination description
An ancient entitlement conception constitution
A mental institute of self righteous indignation
A self worth conviction dependant on inner demons
Monsters born forth unrelenting rich upon poor

Cold days with deceptive words
Misinformed securities adorn our fears
We're living on debt and stolen time
On the backs of tariffs and stolen lives
Manifest destiny blockades building dread
Of losing what was never ours

Appalled

No fuck, I can't pretend anymore
To be a part of Christianity as it is
I'd rather be brutally beaten
Then be labeled as a man
Gossip ridden in comfortable ignorance
Choosing what to believe based on emotion

Fuck, forget you forever as I walk out the door
Let the righteous roam in hell forever more
As it is upon earth in heaven it shall be
Living each day for your self sustained security

Heavenly Gold won't match the impending bliss
Of finding Satan waiting at the gates
For it is his will within daily lived that separates
No mansion but eternal memory awaits
Of all that you did on earth conceived in the heavenly
The immensely selfish and horrible version of you

Fuck no, I can't pretend anymore
To be a part of society's Christianity
I'd rather be torn to bits and brutally beaten
Then be labeled as a righteous man amongst you
Gossip ridden in comfortable ignorance
Choosing what to believe based on emotion
Or half truths in quarter spoken verses

Trod down the women
Enslave the lesser humans
Black, yellow or brown tanned forever
Beat back the rights of the gays
This abuse of ignorance has had its final hour
Peace upon you all before dawn takes you

Fuck, forget you forever as I walk out the door
The people not the masses amidst the eternal dwelling
Let the righteous roam in hell forever more
As it is upon earth in heaven it so shall be
Living each day for your self sustained security

Welcome to heaven said Lucifer
Whom God disciplined we ignored as unjust
For man is always one step ahead
In ways of words to escape the perils
But never ceases the profits of open war

Piles of Tragedy

This is how we die
We live our daily lives
Hording tragic piles of wealth
Described as security and yet we die

Working day and night
Over achiever defined in an unfit fight
Promotions ignited the hollow yearnings inside
Deposit thy weekly tithe yet hell awaits the end of your life

Dear God, this is how we die
Building piles of wealth we live our lives
Hording tragic piles of wealth
Attach it to self worth or security
Yet it saves us not as yet we die

Oh breath intensified
Living to leave all wealth behind
Last breath is a bit too late
Ecstatic Satan and Lucifer wait
Till the realization moment as you die
That in all the world only equality can save your life

Dear God, this is how we die
Building piles of wealth we live our lives
Hording tragic piles of wealth
Attach it to self worth or security
Yet it saves us not as yet we die

It makes no sense to me
The way you live your lives
Why live for wealth as 3rd world children die starving
Why not seek an alternative path in life
Soon you'll die and all security will be left behind

Suicide Sun

Beheaded buried body lonely and deep
Sought friendship with the blade of a knife
In suicide here heaven and hell collide
Where darkness and light intertwine

Painting walls vermilion red
With blood spilled as you danced with joy
I love you still though dying
You were never a waste of space or life

Its too bad they hate you now
More in death than living life
Viewed as not neutral for your death crime
Terms and conditions unknown thus denied
As the veins of life bleed forever dry

Bedroom's white walls painted vermilion
Red stained forever as a glass of spilled wine
Severe the ties of turmoil
Before your life eclipses
And never again shall you know joy
Where night like hell and day in heaven intertwine

The suns of life forever darkened
Rightly so they bled to death
As this society lead them
I blame them not for walking blind

Internal wounds buried as life in death
Lonely and deep the cuts intensified
Sought friendship with the blade of a knife
In suicide here heaven and hell collide
Where darkness and light intertwine

Extortion Upon God

What if your blessings were denied
A chance to turn and make wrongs right
To change the imperfection in your life
Growth is perpetual of undulation it was foretold

World class religious ill technologies
Ignorance crafted leading to spiritual oppression
Illegal inherited Biblical rules we walk blindly in
Intimidating blessings from starving barely they survive
Come compel torture with us as the world dies

What if we the chosen diminished
Declined to rebuilt as the world unites
To change the fractured peace in our lives
Wealth is for a moment is meaningless without equal rights

The right to eat and breath
The right to a moment's peace before you die
The right to receive aid not equality denied
Beyond the chosen societies the first world supports

World class religious ill technologies
Ignorance crafted leading to spiritual oppression
Illegal inherited Biblical rules we walk blindly in
Intimidating blessings from starving barely they survive
Come compel torture with us as the world dies

Watch as the children starving continue to grimace
As blessings pay for our undulating future its such a crime
Welcome to the extortion of societies religious chosen ties
Bleeding burgundy as the world outside the chosen dies

As I Die

As the red right hand
Reaches down from the skies
I turn to watch the world white glow
Exchanged my final breath for a soul

Now as I die
And walk lacerated into salvation
I hope to hell I don't go with you all
My eyes memorized your faces as I died
I hope whatever gods exist give you strife

For as memory serves
You breathed nothing but turmoil
Lost the meaning of peace
Beyond the fucking comfortable ignorance
Self crafted and in turn killed your soul

Now as I die
And walk world wounded into salvation
I hope to fuck I don't go with you all
My eyes forgot all my past deeds as I died
Remembering only societies abuse of true human rights

Now as I die
And walk lacerated into salvation
I hope to emptiness to heaven or hell I go
I don't go following the extortion claims with you all
My eyes memorized your faces as I died

Mutilated the earth from black and white
To a vision of comfortable morality
Walk daily more imperfect amongst the gray

I hope the gods grant you eternal life
So forever you might watch and see
The past history of lives you let die
While you watch TV heaven in you died completely
Now your claims are a spit you out memory