You... Or I?

And then you slid over here
Weakened breath from your last attempt
Offering words of consolation behind an evil smile
My dying heart gave no defense against you

Now it can't be washed away
I surrendered to ill in self betraying pains
All comes down to what you believe I've done
Just let me sink into the depths without a trace
Ocean waters can't wash away my defiled heart

And then you left my soul in fear
Breathless charred lungs from your evil touch
Distraught I didn't escape in time
Now blackened images defile my mind