Trauma Toxin in Soldiers

Traumatic crack of sadness slipped through
300,000 vet stress tests charts left unchecked
MEG machine track the poison-like ghosts
Estimated affliction of the dead sent to the maker

Expel the unaffected
Negative metrics off the brainmarker
Sorry son Keep searching
No diagnosis saviour in this disorder

Pentagon's systematized electrical testing
Leave many shaking at the diagnosis door
Step through to stand alone on the edge
Off the chair into death's open air

Expel the unaffected
Negative metrics off the brainmarker
Sorry son Keep searching
No diagnosis saviour in this disorder

A complex disease no soft-disorder
Re-experiencing the original scene of trauma
Unending sights of vivid flashbacks in sunlight
Gestures of hatred surging blasts from all sides

Vacant Skies

Say your preyers to a vacant sky
Your God cares for you not anymore
Spat upon his feet while the world suffers
As debt accrued for accumulated comfort

In a moment its too late
To save the lives time keeps stealing
A spell woven in a master's plan

If I had one with
I'd stop all the world's clocks
To distribute what we hold back
We take and we take
Deep into overdraft

We crafted our own mountains
To block the world's sufferings from our eyes
Media portrays us as the only good guys
This is the most immediate of all international lies

Left: To Conquer

Keep searching for answers
To preyers that shall never come
For he witholds from the likes of you
Just as he does the starving and the sold to slavery whore
But you think your comfort is worth more
A prejudice of belief I sarcasticly adore

Left to conquer
Right to inner apathy
A quest from a question
Test your will to walk again

I leave my foot inside the door
So I can scream words beyond threshold
But I shall never walk inside them again

Embrace the coming sickness of sadness
Sell your belongings to live forever
Or expell every breath and wait for your maker
To answer peyers spent forever waiting for

Of the Black Sun

Karma burned black the sun
After she drank the endless rivers of our apathy
The god's left us no mercy fulfilling their terms of rage
Great quakes tore apart the earth's living crust

Beyond the ash curtain & past the dense fog
There exists always however bleak the dawn
Beyond the barren plains & nuclear wastes
There we stood living past the fallout we made

Some people chose to starve and wait
Dying they joined their waiting family
Some people persevered to force fate
Striving to find a reason to make earth work
This timed trial the final around

In our haste for a genetic eternal bliss
We betrayed every last of our ethical ties
And so she came, karma with the other gods we praised
They burned black our sun a promise from an ancient age

Beyond the ash curtain & past the dense fog
There exists always however bleak the dawn
Beyond the barren plains & nuclear wastes
There we stood living past the fallout we made

Bring back the blackened sun
We learned much more from the pain
Than the comfort when we knew none
The signal bridged the distance in the dark days

The Second Skin

Inject the venomous pill into the vein
Red or blue determined by the mental state
A system of sleep in the waking existence of dreams
Wake now stand tall to say what it is you truly see

Now I'm crowded surrounded now by a generation grounded in reality
Don't need to say anything against the system
Its were we spend that forever fucked up the monetary
No more acceptance social order undetermined disease

I once was blind to the world before me
Now I purge the fuel that the magazines want
Future generations covered with a second skin they don't need
Make-up, implants, designer clothes to these we shall never return

Now I'm crowded surrounded now by a generation grounded in reality
Don't need to say anything against the system
Its were we spend that forever fucked up the monetary
No more acceptance social order undetermined disease

Regret only the lack of shame that never altered the people
Until we chose truth over air-brushed photoshopped degenerates
We couldn't allow the 3rd world vision of a false 1st world dream
That we've got it perfect fuck that was obscene
Broke it down right before their very eyes

Printing presses stopped after lying for so long
By our own strength we will be what we want
Not another cent given to the explosion of unrealistic skin
Only ethically driven equality is the future
So join the red vision wake up call we've been at for so long
Or become the past and live in your blue world dreams
Either way the path is clear and growing strong

Now I'm crowded by a generation with no need to be like you
Don't need to say anything against the system we're far beyond
Donating our extra cents to aid forever fucked over monetary
No more acceptance social order undeterminable disease

I the Mistake

If ever I was a son
Then I was a mistake unplanned
Bitter touches reveal this
From the father's righteous right hand

If I am a mistake
I'm glad this life I never let go
I'll never be perfect
But fuck, I'm done wasting time
Imprinted the manual tattooed upon my skin
Its the knowledge against which all are lying

If ever I was a daughter
I knew hatred all my life
Only know the vile lustful touch of a man
Too beautiful to exist in my own skin

I'm a fucking mistake
No god would allow repeated rape
So I barely holding on to the shell I'm in
Imprinting hideous dragons upon my skin
They are the picture of who I really am.... inside

If ever I was an innocent child
With one keystroke all that fell away
Blamed for a sin-sickness was the father's plan
Mother just believed and shook her head repeatedly
I am the disease of pornography not a man

If I am an unplanned mistake
Then a villain upon a couple I am
But for the remaining generations
I claim victory for not a single life
Ever existing was a waste-ake
So render your heart free
I'm not lying I care and I have a plan

My life requires no blood penance or repentance
For like all the walking women who are wounded
I haven't lived a perfect life
But fuck, I am me and I'm ok with being unplanned
The mental barrier broken down
I exist to let the aging children know
That they were never alone

Fit for a Glove

Why would I want to fit in
Shackled to a craving never filled
A poison coursing under my tattooed skin

I'm battered like the catcher's mitt
Forgot the day when I was new
Existing now for my bearer's benefit

Knew my addiction would come out
A desire of social order acceptance
Only a moment of disappointment did I wait
And then I turned away and chose to become
That which is unworthy and unloved

I'm battered like the catcher's mitt
Forgot the day when I was new
Existing now for my bearer's benefit

A shell of the creature you once knew
I'm now unshackled and unbound
I ask for nothing no one's name do I call out loud
Whatever once loved in me flew forever away

A catastrophe of uncaring

A catastrophe of uncaring
A glimpse into a war we've been waging
Against children's fates from families we tore apart
A life for a moment's fraction of peace for another day

We won't walk hand in hand
As the world on our terms collapses
But we'll steal an eye for an eye
Until the whole world is blind

As another leader swears vengeance
I'll be standing silently Braille book in hand
Praying all the warrior's can still choose
For their lives and our promise to stay home
Behind their locked doors their not hiding
Their making an effort of caring you can't comprehend

We won't walk hand in hand
As the world on our terms collapses
But we'll steal an eye for an eye
Until the whole world is blind

Satellite Manifestation

Will we come from behind
Make the hard choice or forever deny
An apocalypse from on high
Or a slow degradation into global warming
A nuclear war covering everything

My eyes ring
My ears go blind
My will goes numb
As my body has left its home

Even science requires an act of faith
In those you've never met to be right completely
Choose the mandate lying behind everything
A promise in the mist of morality
Feel its pressure clinching me

My eyes ring
My ears go blind
My will goes numb
As my body has left its home

Covered with envy
At a perfection that will never be
See media attention's fractions
Of the greatest void our ignorant manifestation

My eyes go blind, as the nuclear light expands
My ears ring as the bell tolls to steal every angel's wings
My will leaves its home as I collapse and die
And my body lies limp from the dagger in my spine

Logged a thousand satellite hours
Contemplating the vast floods of pain
That never cease to cover my eyes
But all the efforts of my life shall be in vane

Earth: Choke

Choke in response to my words
A method behind said madness
Drives the rhythm broadcast over air
A revolution of works left behind as I die

Drill into the command console
Elicit drugs like counter capsules
As comfortable lives steal our lives
Whatever measures necessary
Don't leave the future like history behind

I hope merely to steal life's moments
From a manufactured existence
By various methods fed down the line
Traditions or society closed of the grand image
Of all men existing eye to not eye for an eye

Drill into the command console
Elicit drugs like counter capsules
As comfortable lives steal our lives
Whatever measures necessary
Don't leave the future like history behind

While together united shall they steal
Their future you can never have back
Possibilities for social reforms everywhere
No one controls the universal votevoice
As the truth at midnight's count prevails

Drill into the command console
Elicit drugs in uncontrolled dosages to the poor
Like published public documents
Describe the blue pill of comfort as freedom
But for too long we've tasted this bitter memory
Whatever measures necessary
The revolution an abstract portrait plan
Of a future we won't leave like our history behind

A unified echo at the birthing of peace
Riddled by regrets amongst former leaders
Who fed us bullshit as a preemptive counterstrike
To a brilliantly bright revolution not stopped
But merely put on an economic countdown

A Sinking Man

This is an act of faith
Surrender my all to what
A hope that we can make it better
Before it ends in an economic storm

This is my only promise
That is a moment of comfort won't be around for eternity
And future doesn't have to be
Day by day I exist for this

Who cares if there's static or fear
Damning the flood that is my voice
The method of the message
Is worth less than listening words
And confirming that equality doesn't but should exist

This is my only promise
That is a moment of comfort won't be around for eternity
And future doesn't have to be
Day by day I exist for this

A single act in a moment for all
The way I give it is via words for all of you
Until such a time my ears forever ring and I die
But until said time I flood the networks with rhymes

For me there is no turning back
Grace I'm so sorry for my mistakes
But I won't take my chances with regret
Cause consciousness in pain has made I into me

A Mirror's Truth

The Mirror shows the scars left on my throat
Remind myself the past can never be undone
The worst I thought was over
But again my shit comes unbuttoned
The past in nightmares breaks out

From whence my aids came
Visions pock marked with pain
Overshadow my eyes with abuse
Again I see the blood marks upon my clothes
And so I hurt like those unknown

I have no longer sympathy
For the comforts we all abused
We just didn't care
We just don't care
When did we ever care

So winter came once again
The snow never fell that season
Nothing covered my still unmarked grave
Devastated you crawled back into life
Your desperate version of historical truths

I once left imprints in the white
Walking home in winter's past silent night
When shit came undone a victim I became
Rights neglected bloodied I stumbled on
No insurance for rape or interracial abuse
For my bloody head a hospital bed I had none

Behind my grave the earth grieves on
Away flew my sympathy
On that silent night of another amusement
In the long hours after the deadly abuse
Comforts quickly forgotten amongst please for aid
In my moment when I stumbled bleeding out

We just didn't care
We just don't care
When did we ever care

Earth: Dream

In dreams we returned to dust
Were by creation or evolution we came from
Never again from nature shall we depart
Once absorbed we won't ever be alone
Part of a vast network of osmosis

Carry me home
No more drifting in and out
Waking from the beautiful vision
A dream of equality none now know

My consciousness thick
I should never sleep
If let it always think
For it turns ever to my equality dream

No more hatred of the unknown
No more media portrayals of bias
No more patriotism for the self civilian alone
A vision always slipping out of my reach

Sure its won't ever be picture shopped perfect
But if we don't plan or revolution to try
The spells of the masks of rituals and ruin
Traditions mark a martyr's history
Memories we pick and choose to remember

If I could only stop all the clocks
To pass out the pamphlet to all
Then maybe would wake to see the earth screaming
But as of yet no one has seen them

Stop: History

Laws drift now in and out
The light of mourning changes
As the economy determines need
The consciouses sinks only for power
Never for the despairing and weak

Who will stand with me
Who shall stand for changing history
Rewrite a future no economy can tame
A united front one no longer can be

Shall we let it happen to us all
Burning lives like pyres to the ground
I'll bite the bullet to begin it all
By describing pieces of the whole in me

Of Angels and Wolves

Like aircraft with objectives
Denied their capabilities earth
A technical display of flight
Flak hit from all directions that night

Dancing with devils
Sing with dishonoured angels
Engage the anti air artillery
Wings now black cannot beat

When angels wing's were wolves meat
Authorized defence firing an endless barrage
A dark sky lit by searching spot lights
Discover to destroy with systems of SAM

Dancing with devils
Sing with dishonoured angels
Engage the anti air artillery
Wings now black cannot beat

Radar counts the targets
But mentions not friendly or foe
So fire into the altitudes unending
Obliterate the ordnance payload
For it shall prove the faith

Slain The Customer's Rights

Let the unbalanced principle consume
A slave mentality that your always right
Let go of your god blessed hands
And dine with the wounded tonight

Customer service slave
There is an absolute truth
That your not always right
The system that protects
You must adhered too

Prance in plain view
Claiming uneducated on options
A moniker statement for america
Because I'm god blessed
Therefore I must be a customer of life
And thus by fucking principle
Always right

Customer service slave
There is an absolute truth
That your not always right
The system that protects
You must adhered too

If you don't support this quote
Then go jump off the edge
No lord Jesus will save you
Only our nation is allowed
We are the warring principles
The walking proud

A customer service slave
Given only a moment to speak
No word heard but ignored
A voice of desperate aid muted
Because the principle of the matter
Is the proud are always right

Shelter from God

Shelter from the darkness in my mind
My patience has taken to flight
Run into war or regret thy slumber
The gap in my door frame removed tonight

I scream into the eternal flame
God why the fuck
Jesus your plan worries me
Spirit your nothing now to churches but a feeling

The world must hear me
Out the violence in my mind
Eternal torment heart and soul combined
For a people availed by the moniker

I scream into the flames
God why the fuck, why do they fight
Jesus why die to allow more death
The current plan leaves us in aftermath
Spirit your nothing now to churches but a feeling
And they love the hypnotics that you are

The world never heard me
Few saw mother Teresa
And have since ignored her completely
The sea of violence in my mind
For a society harbouring comfort as equality

He doesn't own thus, he isn't like me
They are starving and forever away
Thus they are weaker and should die
Alas for unequal mentality amongst men

Agent: Fetus

Your corpses fueled science
As we recreate the wheel of life
Spin once to obtain the injection eternal
Or spin twice to age to die with grace

Welcome unborn children to earth
Embroes destroyed by sticks or paid for pills
Fetus blinded by lights injected from viles before their dawn
No one heared your whispers screaming no

Worth more than a two second life
The single digit moments you knew pain, suffering and fear
We moved on science paid you to unknow this day
But haunt you it shall until death too you come to know

Welcome unborn children to earth
Embryos destroyed by sticks or paid for pills
Fetus blinded by lights injected from viles before their dawn
No one heard your whispers screaming no

Be rid if it or keep it he might say
Refuse him the choice
Because its your body
You alone have a say

So return home you shall
The news leaves him heavy hearted in dismay
Forever after it rained on his remembrance day
A complex man who gave his soul
To the child he never had

The Familiars of Science

Child martyrs to science
Like the healthy yet ancient
In the motherland who take the pill
Stormed troopers blitzkrieg in masks
As if the sickness was contagious
Smiling behind their tinted visors
Their paid protection rejoices
At the sight of so many lives to be lost

Only science can judge its own ways
No laws govern its illogical theories
Indeed the lies are impressive
Believe and so become their slave
While truth outside the approved is shamed

Take their hypnotic injections
As a part of scatter brained progression
Your death is their future science
By their own methods they probe

Cure diseases fuck no
Mass market under media coverage
Fuck yeah and for a massive profit
Science for the F.D.A approved metrics
Obscene patents for a lie
That is a corporate sponsored remedy
So many deaths
What a fucking shame

Deny it to underprivileged people
Left over doses to the martyr
Testing drugs in foreign lands
Already dying lives overseas
Protected by paperwork
Hidden behind an ocean of international jargon
Law like bullshit saves the rich another day
Scientists stand on profit behind an unproven theory
That accepts that some must die

So others can live
This is the law of life
Darwinism is today merely for profit
Couldn't even read the signed consent
But by their life or death
We re-invent scientific profit
Funded for the and by privileged

Of Tradition and Lord Hypnosis

What have I done
What have I written
my mind has wandered away
There is no denying it

Where once I lived
I see the lies that dominated
That shaped my dying self
They eat away at the whole earth

What life in tradition brings forth
Tomorrow's consequences hidden forever
We told ourselves to deny them
Now only fast moving feelings, cars and colours
In our minds and hearts take shape

We have forgotten humility
Shame is a treason beyond reason
Traditions of hypnotics take their place
Religion associated with its terrible past

What have I done
What have I written
my mind has wandered away
There is no denying it

Where once the manifest lived
I hear the sounds where lies took shape
See the sickness of material riches dominate
That shaped my dying self
They eat away at the whole earth

As Fish

Like fish to the lure
We bite the bullet every time
The virus we are shall never stop
So count yourself numbered
Already amongst the dead

Onward march
Into the waiting arms of catastrophe
After we have eaten all the trees
Devoured all weaker societies
When we all exist under a blind conformity
Then we shall see once again the abandoned dream

Like fish to the lure
We bite the bullet every time
The virus we are shall never stop
So count yourself numbered
Already amongst the dead

Defined Rewritten

Apathy is how we say humanity

Pronounce compassion as tyranny

Comfort a synonym for slavery

Spell peace with vengeance' bullets

Rewrite the doctrine of definitions

In hopes that humanity might come home

From our current world united status as MIA

Ruining lives we impart the eye for eye oath sworn zone
Or still as you watch has your conscience left you alone

Roses are black and gray

Injustice is the only colour I see

Violence our greatest outsourced commodity

I'm blind and indifferent towards your reasons for war

A good defence is a vengeful offense is an awful motivation

And you wonder why troops come back and their minds collapse outside in

Discrimination is how I say ethics

Pronounce compassion as tyranny

Comfort a synonym for slavery

Spell peace with vengeance' bullets

Red is the new fucking black

United the generations shall stand

Against corporate driven unnecessary globalization

Outsourced wages protected for sponsorship

Now I'm done singly screaming

I steal myself from your front door

Favoritism is how we united scream justice

Pronounce patriotism as two fold offensive warfare

Security a synonym for atrocity

Spell peace with bloody bandages

Then end result of ignorance

And the tragic mentality

Of war is tragic

War is war

Citizens of Slavery

For the pulpit's wealth confirming promises
You gave yourself over to a salvation buried deep underground
In hell shall you find the gold promised by your unholy god
For while children just like yours died you gave no appeal
Just like when you turned away as God drew his plans for caring

Remember Nancy who was the office clerk
Whoring her body but never like you her soul
To feed her children after hours & behind closed doors
Your courage carried you behind church's pews
To pray selfishly for more comfort and health for your kin
While the chivalry of one married her with knowledge of it all
You burned their lives down casting them out with gossip
So in turn God will rescue your soul
Sending you deep into the eternal sulfurous underground

You died serving the plague of the pulpit
Neglecting the church outside its own front doors
Now you pray to persuade any God to rescue you

I tell you the truth
In hell will you be
When in heaven beside you stands the likes of me
Citizens of the uncared for, the vast nations of slavery
You let it happen encouraged it all as our lives burned down

For the pulpit's wealth confirming promises
You gave yourself over to a salvation buried deep underground
In hell shall you find the gold promised by your unholy god
For while children just like yours died you gave no appeal

You believe in a new heavenly body
Will this vile hide shade the suffering at your hands
For heaven's eternal wrath shall be forever before your eyes
The children who died for your denied globalization dream
Now walk forever before your soul's consciousness

You died serving the plague of the pulpit
Neglecting the church outside its own front doors
Now you pray to persuade any God to rescue you

I tell you the truth
In hell will you be
When in heaven beside you stands the likes of me
Citizens of the uncared for, the vast nations of slavery
You let it happen encouraged it all as our lives burned down

I promise in heaven you'll never suffer alone
And as I watch your soul fall in ruins
I don't mind at all I pray it never stops
You chose to be numbered thus
Amongst the apocalypse of selfishness

Cry in the alleyways never a peaceful sleep
While the once impoverished live in your mansions
You fucked up got your toe stuck in the door of heaven
When God let you in there too was free will
And so suffer more so than in living life you did
As the citizens of slavery sing in beautiful unison

The Deaf God

Every time I bit back my tongue I now regret
By the words of my hands
I tore down my own foundation
No longer before me a path to Salvation

Its not going to stop
My fears will always ring true
No desire to meet the maker
Who pretended to be a part of this world
Who steals his hands from the innocent
Who leaves his foot outside the sweat shop
Whose villainy in humanity violates children behind closed doors
So our fucking society can suckle dry our earth the greatest whore
Greedily do we gather to feeding upon feelings of weak traditions
That our villainy before our maker our hidious hides might appear

Churches like society is merely the front door
It matters not where you go but who the fuck you are
Pretending to be a part of the great history of caring
When your care nothing for anyone but blood
I tell you the truth patriotism for family alone
Is an ignorance of choice and a sickness of hate
Much worse than not caring for anyone at all

So fucking blessed are the children dying
From a government's american dollar bill corruption
Governed by the globalization we use to suckle dry the whore
So fuck your God who loves to appease your feelings
In your pastoral elected traditions of hypnotic chanting
But forgets to save the children he claimed to care for
From slavery, starvation, sweatshops and being sold of as a whore

Obtained a terrible freedom
Only a free will encouraging God could ignore
Onward march the mutilated soldiers
Upon steeds of steel twisted spokes

Despite the signs we march towards the end
Onward to the deafening drums of war
In my waking nightmare I picture the skyline in ruins
Oh fuck, thank the gods it finally came apart

I don't say much anymore
But motherfucker when they come
Oh indeed do they hit hard
My words melt holes into the streets
My dreams mutilate the establishment

I burn the whole system down
Burn it to the fucking ground
Of its own accord it will never stop
It leaves marks upon all our souls

Patriotism for the human race will never come about
Once there is nothing left of anyone else
After we realize no one else is left but us
We'll go searching for someone to conquer
And ever after finding them and crashing down their front door
We'll be living our father's ignorant freedom dream

Oh speak to me nothingness
What could ever come from this
War and famine for a society's salvation
Why is no one being remotely honest
We learn nothing from the devil's hoof prints
Trailing not behind us but inside our souls

I follow no footprints ever stepped before me
The walls of humanity will break down by my hands
Or I'll die alone for me there is no second chance
I'm already fucking bound to an eternal hell
But no one need walk beside me

A Change in Tides

No desire to regain hope
Abandoned all my dreams
Rewrote the love I once felt
Now to carry my body home

Drifted in and out of morning's dawn
Sun's light freely given to all but me
My conscience right fucking there
Won't let me even grasp at sleep
Must I forever be awake to see the world's gray

In dreams I once saw sunsets with my own eyes
I once knew we would never be apart
Now how I wish could be resting in the ground
There is no such thing as home so I take my last pill

At last I drift in and out of sleep
As the cords wraps more firmly around my throat
Oh for fuck's sake already send me to an eternal home
Life was never fair, but I never cared about me
My consciouses was eaten every moment for unknown lives
My dreams became to feed the starving we've created

A Weaker Grace Must Die

It fights not for fellows but freedom
At the expense of a future generation's debt
Their children perpetuate the meaningless prayer of daily bread
While 3rd world children like their parents starve and die

No one leaves tonight
No one walks away victorious
Mercy like grace was not intended for the weak
As those that follow a pulpit like military order's blind
There is no potion for a personal societal eternal life
Turn about face to receive the wrath of a grace denied
One cannot simply follow orders one must run the whole race
Correct the calculation or follow ill orders to their end result

Don't forget history
Don't forget our history
If already unlearned release the future
Confuse your lineage no longer
Its too late embrace the memory
Or repeat the tides of patriotism's current ignorance

It fights not for fellows but freedom
At the expense of a future generation's debt
Their children perpetuate the meaningless prayer of daily bread
While 3rd world children like their parents starve and die

Listen to the Patriotism in your mind
View it with your waking eyes
Does it not scream that the weaker must die
Blessed are those who forgive the future
For a tide is coming that has never gone by

Don't forget history
Don't forget our history
If already unlearned release the future
Confuse your lineage no longer
Its too late embrace the memory
Or repeat the tides of patriotism's current ignorance

So you march into battle
Claiming to be angel's backed by God
But you wage war for a wicked society you left behind
View the sarcastic reality as God laughs as you die

Spitting on Angels

Human desires spit upon the day
When the innocent unbecame angels
Reborn demons they were cannibals like us
Daylight gave itself forever to darkness
A tribute to the ravaged and lost

Speak holy words into nowhere
Blue skies are forever darkened
So weep your eyes forever
Always the dawn is hidden

So silence filled the lungs of God
A society of children no longer
We are a flesh like disease
We consume beyond the last drop

We bought the world with villainy
Purchased like a whored off wife
Sold herself in silent echoes by night
Of a eerie moment of betrayal

Blessed Beta 1.0

Blessed is the merciful soldier
For defied orders are a decision never to regret
Blessed are those dying for another's debt
For products like bullets riddle their spirits with dread