Assurance Race

This is the hard road
Of which I can't let go
Because if I know at it's end
There is a cancer of the heart

We are a dying race
With hatred on our withering lips
Help us to just enjoy this nightmare
Save us from control terrified
For assurance we'd do anything

Once on the hard road
Ignorance seems the greener pasture
Assurance is something you must let go
The desire for it is a cancer of the soul

We are an aging parasite
Hatred bound around our withering lips
Help us to just enjoy this nightmare
Save us from die cast control
Terrified of every type of starvation

This is the hard road
Of which I can't let go
Because if I know at it's end
There is a cancer of the heart

In Assurance Terrified

For assurance we'd kill anyone
Fell asleep to dreams of a savior
Reality forgotten for salvation dreams
Disaster awaits those who can't let go
The cure for assurance is consceince

This is why we are terrified
To get up after a peaceful sleep
This is why we are terrified, terrified
To sleep after nightmares in dreams

Wake to a heart racing so much faster
Let go of everything you know
Become the villain of the natural order
A disaster awaits for those who can't let go
The only cure is consceince
For the human disease

This is why we are terrified
To get up after a peaceful sleep
This is why we are terrified, terrified
To sleep after nightmares in dreams

Aroused by living visions of God
Let go of the beliefs your told to know
Become a villain against the ignorance order
Disaster awaits those vigil for selfish creeds
There is only one cure for the human disease
Consceince of man bound within will
Over every moment and all of his fucking deeds

Your the only one who knows it
Gospel disarmed the majority
For selifsh hipocrasy gossip loving sin
Church isn't for the perfect they say
But it should be for those who desire it
If all you want is assurance
Get the fuck out of Christendom
Just leave, just quit

Lab Results In

Not some ungodly agent
A vision of a multi armed god
Pin my wings up as to disect
Sciencificly deduced conclusions
But only after drawing blood

Born in a lab
But not demon spawn
Maybe some ungodly agent
Resurrected from death
Or birthed out of dreams

Never resorted to violence
To steal back a false identity
Tribulation self brought on
Gravity is a bitch cycle complete

Born in a lab
But not demon spawn
Maybe some ungodly agent
Resurrected from death
Or birthed out of dreams

Distance regrettably unreachable
Besieged by unattainable metrics
A banquet for the fattened prey
As science overrides to become god

Born in a lab
But not demon spawn
Maybe some new immortal version
Of man reaching out to become god
Resurrected from death
Or birthed out of dreams

Domination of Days

Cheap thrills consume our laws
Ease dominates the justice scene
Implanted fiend features in our minds
Mesmerized in an infamy society
Empowered to energize rhetoric

An art of prose by generals
Persuasive speech changing history
Critical labels clear men of common sense
A foolish jester's toy point of view

Raunchy images displayed to push limits
Lustful tendancies govern the human tragedy
Implanted fetish features under our skin
Mesmerized with fake beauty on entertainers
Digital empowerment alters symmetry

An art of prose by politicians
Influencing our thought and conduct
Of infamy society an adopted audience
Critical labels clear men of common sense
A foolish jester's toy point of view

Worthless words built into speeches influence
Directed to distort and thus control envoke
Specialized tactics spewing literary vomit
Daily top news agencies conform as if lovingly
Empowered to energize systematic rhetoric

An ignorance of prose without purpose
Influencing the thought and conduct
Of this infamy society a skeptical audience
Critical labels clear men of common sense
A foolish jester's toy point of view

Welcome to hatred
Through out the golden rule
Self fairness is absolute
For it alone do I step forth

A dynasty of fear
For selfish sex alone
Close the human distance
Welcome all men to inner war

Valueless thrills to stem off silence
Self reflection repulsing and shameful
Welcome to our excessive infamy society
An over exaggerated display upon earth
The future of our plague race makes me worry

One Ticket, One Way

It is for another time
Change has come for me
Emptiness instills solution
For the reasons I travel so far

Inquiry into the eternal ticket
Observe and report
In the end only to beg and plea
Defend a confused explanation
Live not for vindication
But a counter kind of cancer
Justify your life of ease

What is the objective
Why are we as we are
I seek to live out the answer
Peace does not require a sign

Inquiry into the eternal ticket
Observe and report
In the end only to beg and plea
Defend a confused explanation
Live not for vindication
But a counter kind of cancer
Justify your life of ease

Mirrors of Heaven

I yearn for my blood shed
Bravery with an objective
A human disgrace I die
Judgement mirrors reflect
As I destruct

Be resilient of complex
Before unto emotions you cave
Redemption is not security
Neither is God to satisfy
hidden is salvation we go

Anger in disappointment
Discontent with what the mirror shows
The tele-tube mirrors your living life
Watch as you lived to gratify
Securing your spot in hell

Heaven is for the living
Not for the unquenchable captive hosts
Man living for himself each day over and over again
Satisfied by tradition terminology
Read from what some other fool penned
My mirror shatters as I destruct

Be resilient of complex
Before unto desires you cave
Redemption is not grace
Neither is God an eternal security solution
Salvation is denied by our lives of pacifism
To assume otherwise is to indulge before we die
In some fictional version of God
His love in us should emotionally satisfy

Watch the armies overflow
Never ending gossip as judges
A tribunal seeking solutions
Mirrors of heaven show how shallow
Wake to watch before you go
Before Its too late
Before you follow suit
Repeating just to join in

Unintentional Mirror Image

You broke another mirror in heaven
As the pictures in your mansion don't defend
They make you hate your living life
Because you lived for just one end

From the mirror's truth you can't defend
Break the glass and try to forget
Mirror memory advocate eternal death
Apologize for the living lie to satisfy
Do it all before its too late and you die

Mirrors reflect animated images
Past ties unsatisfied unquenched
A bill of sale for security upon your life
Anger now is your heavenly revolution
Out from your living self security absorption

Mirror images you can't defend
Break the glass and shatter white sand
Mirror memory relinquished its aid
Apologize for the living before you die

Paradise Down

Target one
Paradise Down
Prey is now praying
Not for the eternal
For security of creation

As the world was burning done
Men looked around to find God
Their faces sought the ground to pray
Not for grace to cover shame
But for more time to fuck

Target one locked on
Paradise on parade down
The prey is now praying
Not for eternal grace or change
But for security of a well crafted creation

The bonus is this
They merely sought to persist
Not to truly live
Not for another man
Not the starving
Not the amputee
Not even for themselves
But only for fucking
And of course ease, comfort and security

Objective Meddler

When I turned the information off
Still the world left me not alone
Probes detected possibility of life
Obejtive override by meddlers without shame

Set the switch to off
Interaction familiars persist in torture
They desire gossip and to judge fame
Ease is in the comfort of nothing new

Don't be afraid
Change like control comes for us all
It finds us despite our objections
Be alive now as martyr by affiliation
Reinvent yourself or deny the charges

Set the switch to off
Interaction addicts ever torture
They desire gossip and to meddle in fame
Their ease is in the comfort of nothing new

Don't be afraid of change
Like control comes for us all
It finds us despite our objections
Be alive now as martyr by affiliation
Reinvent yourself or deny the charges

Progression Injection

Wake up to look in the mirror
The blood bandaged swelling dwindles
Yet you can't recognize what you control
Welcome to a new body in which to suffer

Take the injection
Pollute for progression
Skin responds to toxins
Beauty is but an altered perception
Open every day revenue and business

Beauty is no longer in the inner eye
Nor is it found upon our dying earth
Remember the well documented treason
See the manifest of surgeries of change

Take the injection
Pollute air brush perfection
Skin responds well to toxins
Beauty is but a sylicone perception
Open every day revenue and business

Agony Applause

I accepted the agony applause
Raped in an ally while you watched
I showed bravery but only at the scene
The aftermath sundered my soul complete

Every night now I hear their cheering
In my waking I hear it in whispering
I was brave now I'm at the brink of death
All for a video taped sex adventure

Violated by multiple men
They injected me forever with venom
Unprotected entertainment I was to you
Now I can't get the agony applause out of my head

Every night now I hear their cheering
In my waking I hear it in whispering
I was brave now I'm at the brink of death
All for a video taped sex adventure

Too many samples the crime lab told me
Inconclusive evidence to press charges
A victim of obsence fun in a fucked up society

Every night I writhe and scream
I dream it over and over they pillage me
My legs writhe and thrash violently
In my dreams as in that alley they subdued me
Listen to the geering and clapping of hands
The agony applause from raping video tape fans

I was brave now I'm at the brink of death
All for a video taped sex adventure
Read my words and wait until its reported
By someone you know a friend or family

Supported by a man I cannot touch
I recoil at his slightest caress
God bless nothing
This life isn't a waste
But its a fucking hard test

Earth Domination

Converge upon our planet
A diagram self dismantling
Nature swore her vengeance
As the oceans swallow our world

An earth evolution schematic
Slowly sinking into the sea
Creation isn't random you'll see
Watch as we count down to the end

Assemble armies of intellectuals
Advance evidence of significant illness
Scientists paid to diagnose the symptoms
Earth is expressing her created existence

An earth evolution schematic
Slowly sinking into the sea
Creation isn't random you'll see
Watch as we count down
As pollution swallows up all societies

Bank Speech

Sought a bank loan
Procured the treasure
Business profit on interest
Your blessing is but a promise
Percentages yielding their income

Surrender now
All ye showing signs
Security plague today's desired blessing
Symptoms of a future in hell

Mortgage payment missed
Yet the malnourished still starve
Repossessed manifestations of blessings
Lies you labels while children died

Surrender now
All ye showing signs
Security plague today's desired blessing
Symptoms of a future in hell

All for security you became a whore
Nine to Five enslavement to the underbelly
Revenue domination society
Where ease is adored

I'd beg to God for you all
But I can't say I'd trade my soul
Too much ignorance commending ease
Appease the system while you bleed
Die wrapped in blankets of the symptom
Security on earth isn't what it fucking seems

Surrender now
Your showing all signs
A plague that killed all our honour
Trading chivalry for desires we label blessings
Symptoms of a future well crafted
For hell

Dreamstate Normal

Passive ability to blend in
Normalize for a life of ease
Extinguished the self from dreams
Rend the heart from memory and regret

Shed a lonely tear on the inside
Wounds long closed shall ever scar
Not from past delusions unresolved
But recent memory of how we live

Motionless without emotion manifestations
Patient of feeling submit quietly to society
Greed yields ease as comfort to compliance
Living as a useless ringer without a door

Shed a lonely tear on the inside
Wounds long closed shall ever scar
Not from past delusions unresolved
But recent memory of how we live

Each moment we exist is a gift
Not random interaction revolving
If you have not the shroud of love
Then faith moves you only backwards

Expectation illusion wounds
Design a notion of hope
Founded in secret ambition
Aspiration diminished to ashen dust

Passive resistance invisible reactions
Influence the external agency
Which seeks to steal the dream away
Impressions infected remembered
Even after your dead and gone

Pulse of One

Love and hate fight within one pulse
Face red from crying
But anger burns behind the eyes
Yet ever justifying an unrighteous cause

Vile is your delusion
Pure race humanity traitors
The Christ died for generations
His goal was acceptance
Without supression or personal gain

Because we know wounds hurt
Because we see its getting worse
Day after day look out at the world
Women believe magazines
As men believe preachers lies
All occuring within each choice
Their lives as dreams pass them by

Gentleman to the chosen
A broken code of honour
Hidden in a sunken hollow face
Mourners Red from crying
But anger burns behind the eyes

Vengeance envelopes your delusion
Pure race terrorist humanity traitors
Genocide is a label with fading coordinates
Hatred catalogued in the human black box
It is against the divide preserved in human hate
Acceptance I shall not see in my own life time
The black sheep of a white lie
A faltered dying test

Because we all know wounds hurt
Because we all see its getting worse
Day after day look out at the world
Racism spreads under guise of different words
Enter into the realm of the lord of flies

In the end
Only yourself to blame
Chosen actions uncalled for some say
But only you hold the key to your fate
Like the church's outcast pedophiles
Racism is a hate choice a single man makes
It is up to you to choose or change
Follow suite to rejoice in the end
At the call of genocide's chosen kill

The 2nd Approah

Christ ashamed at what we deny
The book speaks but we pretend to unknow
Context and conditions of comfort
Soon it will all die away as ignorance ends

As Christ approached
The crowds of earth fled
Without resurrection he left
Shame overtaken him
Back to heaven he went
Pretending he had never left

For His people practiced selfish security
And forgot the purpose he was sent
To turn away others which is to regress
Grace like love is for the chosen

Soon redemption shall be
Not for the chosen
But only for the colour blind
For the children starving
For the widow who lives alone
For those who chose to change

Salvation is shameless
Just as truth was written
Is faith corresponding in action

As angels approach
The host meats its end
Scorched earth policy
Where nothing will live again

First Approach

As armies approach
The host meets its end
Scorched earth policy
Where nothing will live again

There is no redemption
No potion of security
No eternal life faith solution
Time to act before you go
Leaving forever far past too late

As the verdict approaches
The child gets his first date
Too bad is for his right hand's funeral
A villainous theif starving until his end

There is no redemption
No potion of faith for security
No eternal comfortable day solution
Time to act before you go
Pacifist tradition forever inspite of truth

As the police approach
The whore meets her end
Justice orders fate not aid or prevention
Incarserated forever never to live again

As I approach
Comfort forced meet its end
Swarm to act, to live again
Alas for change is an unwelcome guest

Bewraith

Be brave
For when I'm done with you...
Be brave and pray
No potion or faith can save you
Just it betrays the starving kids

Why lay your head down and pray
Why block action of aid with faith
Welcome to the religion of pacifism
While online images kill history from the core
World wide web ruining the golden's intention
When we wake another Hitler we will see
Wishes wrought for a pure race
Winner rewrites the history for all time

Be brave
For when I'm done with you...
Be brave and pray
No potion or faith can save you
Just it betrays the starving kids

A tradition of ignorance
A melody of emotion
The dream of security
A desire for relationship
All bound and bundled up
Packaged nice as God's mankind wish

Oh god I yern for chivalry
Bravery without security of that final kiss
Oh god I yern for the grave
Unpack the burden of waking the living traditionalist
Filled with endless desires for their will to be done
Securty upon earth for the creature and the
We march for society's securty but lift no finger to aid
Pillage the whore to sate your endless burning lust

I'll leave my mark
Devestation with my broken words
All I've found is chosen weakness in this life
Action denied by pacifist's confirmation of faith
Pacifism's traditions upheld as earth decays
As children starve be brave in faith and pray
As the widow's open wounds mourn in hell's fires
Proclamations of faith's assurance absolute
God's free will under scrutiny

Smokey Hill

Rubbish dump playground
Mercury soil scavenger landfill
An occupation adopted for livelihood
Major populace stricken below poverty line

Several humpy-type structures
Stand in the scrubby vegetation
Homes built of bits plastic and wooden
Sheets stacked up to keep elements out

Lungs tar painted black
As coal miners without masks
Dwelling in corrugated iron and plastic
Scrap homes atop a mountain of debris
Living in a landfill closed in 1999
Hearts high as their still alive

This famous landmark of pollution
A mass of decomposed rubbish
Standing 20 compressed meters high
Toxic remains of 50 years of waste

Research dignified poverty online
Images of humans stooping to humiliating lows
To feed starving mouths of children
With disheveled and soot covered faces
Equating to almost half the population

Lungs tar painted black
As coal miners without masks
As cigarettes smoked decades without filters
Living in a landfill closed in 1999
Starving hearts still high as they are alive

This famous landmark of pollution
A mass of decomposed rubbish
Standing twenty compressed meters high
Toxic remains of fifty years of waste

Lungs tar painted black
As coal miners without masks
Dwelling in corrugated iron and plastic
Scrap homes atop a mountain of debris
Living in a landfill closed in 1999
Hearts high as their still alive

Shipping terminal back facing the landfill
Huge tankers waiting to load and unload
Harbor shipping turmoil and hostility
Leaving we offer wishes with sympathy
Please let them out of this cycle of poverty

The Holder

Leanne took me and held me that night
She told me my struggle was with it
For myself and every one of you
She accepted me though I am ever wandering

Hold me now tonight
Stop me from wandering
Help me sober up from the living dream
My self starvation for those suffering
Pick me up I can't always be alone by myself

Marry-Anne's smile is ever my prize
Oh child of mine adopted my heart inside you
From Leanne you blossomed wonderfully
For all children I forever fight

Hold me now tonight
Stop me from wandering
Help me sober up from the living dream
My self starvation for those suffering
Pick me up I can't always be alone by myself

Version 3: Blessed be

Blessed are the dangerous
Who catch you by surprise
They children tearing at your heart
No disguise needed to mission complete

Fooled by images of far far away
Bypass decades of experience
Live starved piled up like snow flakes
No illusion see the mound on the rise

Will you spend life in denial
Or will you just ever be wondering
What could it have been if we persisted
How can we deny their lives mere daily food
Because we are manifest destiny blessed society

Fuck you and fuck me
Forget the past before right now
Go forward in change or stumble ever on
In ignorance your chosen deaf, dumb and blind

You'll never see the world with open eyes
Walk on until the last moment when you grovel
When you see the afterlife and begin to cry
There is no distraction contraption to experience

We Wither

We wanted this taste
Now we watch and age
Decaying as Ecstasy bleeds away

And we want it all
Immortal life in ease and security
For sinner slain the everlasting funeral
As the memory of right and right fades away

We wanted this taste
Now we watch and age
Decaying as Ecstasy bleeds away

Idle we watched our dreams
Until nothing but a shell remained
Lives we once adored now decay
As flowers without water we withered

Veins of Ice

Veins bound in toxic chains
Naked in dreams I almost saw heaven
I awoke shamed at the dawn
Eternal rehab of fire for my crimes
From this venomous future I do not hide

Inside the social I was conceived
Destined for a fate of ill delight
Drug filled temptations satisfy the soul
But under the influence I've lost all control

I am not the same way each and every time
The wound too deep I split in the divide
An abundance of loneliness for my crimes
From a complex future I do not hide

The Unexpected Kill

Rusted out undocumented expectations
War of worlds Munitions left behind
Unexploded yet destructive artillery
Shells blow apart sheppard's minds

Front row seats to modern murder
No spectators in today's desert warfare
Media minefields critiques the rich man life
But misrepresents the 3rd world loss of vitals

Mortar shells in the dunes kill children
Lets not pretend we care about life
We desire comfort and ease until we die
Preserve nothing but our own way of life

Front row seats to modern murder
No spectators in today's desert warfare
Media minefields critiques the rich man life
But misrepresents the 3rd world loss of vitals

I fight with words
To prove each life is worth our lives
Believing all deserve the same human rights
Not just our graded inanimate objects
This bullshit society we call our right

Manifest destiny judge and jury
Elected by a god wridden with inactivity
I hope he deconstructs our selfish minds
Our society ever failing yet intensified

Acid eater

Acid creates a new viel
Dedicate to evil memories
Blind as we open our eyes
The wound is more than truth

Put on acid for truth
Corrosive solution upon the face
Eroding our dermis and eyes away
Your wounds on our skin displayed

Scars like rust upon my outer hull
Eroded onto not taken away
Horror curse incident upon me
Disputes between parties
Resolved through misfortune
Where rarely does life survive

Acid is not justice
Poured upon thy enemy
As water flushed from a well
Business as usual in our world
Blinded by the viel all around you

Magnetized Morality

A pencil pushers tragedy
Strategy to kill of morality
Magnetized disrupting

Magnets modify morality
Judgement disrupted by pulses
Pulses of the awakening
Astonishingly denying

Academic applications affects
Behavior on moral principle
Targeted technique to delay
Temporarily incapacitating morality

The Last Rush

Demonstrate the limits of control
March through the rusted streets
Illuminating the wounds for us all
Rush oh ye women and children

Bulls on parade
Here comes the rush
Devils are on their way
To scatter, bind and blockade

Tradictional warriors wearing white
Denouncing Al-Quadra demons
Chanted slogans like detonations
Down and defeat to Al-Shabaab
Support Peace and Government

Bulls on parade
Here comes the malitia
Rushing up from all sides
Devils are on their way
To scatter, kill, burn and bind

Political Impotence

Political impotence
As if it were all important
Forgot the people along its way
Defined then defied all reasons

The dark dawn rising
Burned by spotted fire light
Rituals and rights have all died out
No passages to find one's true self

The political forsaker
Factored in the hands that wager
All trust hailed towards the leader
A drug tied to a systems greatness

The dark dawn rising
Burned by spotted fire light
Rituals and rights have all died out
No passages to find one's true self

Political rage in the distance
Sparks reached our yearning hearts
In times of dark we rise
Burn the fire of the forever freedom
Equal rights I forsake my own
Until all are civil under my moniker
E.U.

Blood Bathing

Come sit with me
In my own blood for a while
I'll bleed out soon enough
But I die in my own freedom

By no means
Shall I forsake my reason
Paraphanalia addiction or meditation
In the dark I never sleep

Come sit with me
In my own blood for a while
I'll bleed out soon enough
But I die in my own denial

No this time I didn't make friends with a knife
Wounded by familairs to my left and right
Covered in dirty laundry the black sheep dies
Never again shall I rise to disturb comfort
At least prompt me up and burn me alive for freedom

Come sit with me
In my own blood for a while
I'll bleed out soon enough
But I die in my own denial
This time I made friends with metal and lightning

Network Eaten

Watchful eyes seek guiltless revenge
A small gossip satisfiesthe grievance
The social network intensifies the spread
Greater the wound than once began

Watch as progress eats you now
As it ate all your friends
You laughed well this is repayment
No pardon for the heartless

An anomaly in a stagnant mire
Swallowed by modification of will
Evolution is mutation so lets get familiar
Innovative gossip retards back into unbreath

Everyone deals with hurt in our own way
In a stairwell linched evolutions new mutation
Social circulation's ever present inaction
Words passed from hand to red right hand

We all enjoyed the slander
Until the campaign's distance grew closer
Scuttled our freedom with defamation conversation
Well fucking welcome to evolution's future
Blame religion then beg for justice

Network Tap

Friends tapped your spine
Feeding in pure pressure
Adorned with affiliation obligation
In the end all is a forsaken

Technology broke in new misfortune
Peer pressure conforms the self
Internal tension of urgent weight
Upheaval of the right to be one's own self

Abolish the acknowledgement
Force fate confront the compulsion
Coercion is distress hidden in influence
In the end we are all forsaken

World wide web wounded our hearts
Social networking's unnatural rise
Internal tension on the acceleration
Upheaval the right to find yourself

The Gray Rose

Stranded starving in wilting rows
Thorns for our touch's sake removed
Just as the blemishes on our skin
Perfection is in the beholder's eye

Wake up to the gray roses
Created by the plague we perpetuated
Move on devour move on devour
Until the world is gray to everyone

What we wish for is a fantasia
A fantasy realm which I'll set on fire
Destroy the toxic day dreams
Of one over another simply upon first view

Wake up to the gray roses
Created by the plague we perpetuated
Move on devour move on devour
Until the world is gray to everyone

To Creator

To creator
Create a right existence
To creator
Create a fantasy within us

Letters to the crafter
Why write this fairy tale
People fall off the map
A symphony of disappearance

Separated summary
Tales of the abused
Border's rules removed
Starving an already famished existence
Kill the fairy tale on top of you

A narrow point of view
For the open minded
For wish I must appeal
A summary of our history
Millennia of human abuse

Separated summary
Tales of the abused
Border's rules removed
Starving an already famished existence
Kill the fairy tale on top of you

I'd step back I'm no expert
But this is our only shot
So even if I disappear from the world
I fight for human rights abuse removed
Perpetuated by sought out comfort
And border born skin colour hierarchy rules

Love and Life

Wounds don't heal
They just consume time
Wake one day to find years past
So it is with the dark nights in the soul

Wounds open the black state of mind
They do not heal with time

For love and life
I once burned bright
But the burning fused me
And the only flame I had
Now I walk on in misery

You said you'd bleed for me
That with time wounds would heal
You unsaid we'd be forever
You promised life without end

Wounds open the black state of mind
They do not heal with time

For love and life
I once burned bright
But the burning fused me
And the only flame I had
Now I walk on in misery

You said I'd be your only treasure
That I'd be the benefit of your reaper
You bent to one knee for me
But I wore you out with time

You said you'd never leave
Now I'm here stranded
Violence on the mind
Towards you and all man

Second Friendly Knife

Well I guess this is existence
Borders by bombs removed
A public display all for fucking show
People dying for freedom controlled by remote

This is where I get off the ride
This is where I take my stand
Someone has to appear
Even if they disappear
Borders for equality removed
Craft the world a better existence

A summary of the abuse
Million page documentation
All court orders pardoned
In the name of freedom

Well fucking welcome
To the morning after
Where we remember all your crimes
There will be a revolution
For the illegal actions acted

This is where I get off the ride
This is where I take my stand
Someone has to appear
Even if they disappear
Borders for equality removed
Craft the world a better existence

Black Sheep Effect

If feels like I'm always quoted
Created version for your escape
A new helix melded from the womb
Forever conforming unto you

fuck you from and unto me
A message from the world
Its forgotten gold
Is not the only treasure

It feels like I'm unfaithfully quoted
To find only the words that you want
You cannot recreate me from the womb

My tombstone shall read
Ever and anon persevered the negative one
Terminal disreputable member of society's group

fuck you from and unto me
A message from the world
Its forgotten gold is not the only treasure

The Only Test

I didn't meet my objective
But to linger in the past is dangerous
I set myself ablaze upon request
To send a message for equality
The only test worth the living

I found my escape
In my final f(r)iendship
Terminating the world I see
But not them only the knife in me

I let my gaurd down
And once again made my final fiend
Made it with the edge of a knife
Hell bent I gave her the name Annabelle

I built my wisdom in reality
Watching people fall like snow
Then fade out of living memory
Winter is a dangerous time
Too much time to neglect fate
To sit and wait instead of forcing it

In my final moments
I do not think of what could have been
I set myself ablaze upon request
To serve an example for equality
The only test worth the living

Annabelle

Dearest Annabelle
I fooled the world
But never myself
Found no one to be open

All night long they lingered
In desires of being found
By a hero or beauty queen
But did nothing to become
That which is sought to be seen

Dearest Annabelle
I'm so fucking angry
Bombs fall now as snowflakes
Children buried for a warfare
That has no meaning for the cost
Regard the penalty is arbitrary

I found no one hitching my way
Walked over the hill crest to the rise
There before me she lay abused
By the napalm that barely missed me and you
Mercy me she'd already past beyond the living
Her bags named her Mariam lover of all beings

Dearest Annabelle
See through my eyes of desperation
No seeds to reap and nothing to sow
A fisherman casts his bait into the dust
I'm inexhaustibly tired and angry

Trinity's Wooden Way

I've been debated with
That the relationship matters most
A fictional label for the H-spirits guidance
Neglected because wisdom is meaningless
Perpetuate the security of life
Because Christ paid for it all anyways
Nothing no choices morally made will change

No matter what you say
If you never get up and walk
You'll never see the narrow gate
So to this end I strive to wake
Before the resurrection of spit upon you
A mouth of wrath as the last sun wen down

Since when is God about security
About satisfying relationship between you and him
Coin your new traditions as you wish
I'll be living the life as an outcast
A black sheep who chose to life faith
Force fate rather than pacify as children die

No matter what you say
If you never get up and walk
You'll never see the narrow gate
So to this end I strive to wake

In heaven you'll face the mansion of mirrors
And unto yourself shall you be openly displayed
Nothing but time to discover no more distractions
No wife to fuck, no Internet, TV, or addictions to hinder

Wake now before the daylight is gone
Emotional fulfillment God isn't love in you
She is embedded within to enforce the moral counter
A guide given reflect the living in each day
Our pacifist confirmation seeking security killed

No matter what you say now
Its what you do that's on display
Before the eyes of deadly Trinity
If you never get passed the milk to walk
The truth was written and so warns you
You'll never find the narrow path
And in your very last moment breath out
To stand before a small wooden gate

Tears of Trinity

Free will enable
Brings tears to the cheeks
Red right hand withheld
A king's subjects die
Glimpsed from the clouds

In heaven she cries
Trinity upon the throne
Where the skies are blue
From tears ever renewed

We cried to a God to depend on
Faith will carry us through dark days
But religion doesn't save the starving
We withhold our aid for security for today
But unlike Trinity we don't mourn the loss

In heaven she cries alone
Trinity upon a wooden throne
Where the golden brick rode was sold
To pay for the salvation of the secure seekers
Withhold our saving hands to hold them high
In a house called church of emotion and security
Where the skies are no longer blue

Freedom of will enacted
Your soul denied them
Our tears on Her face
As the dust settles
All the children remain
God's hand protects
Though is free like you and me

In heaven she cries
Trinity upon the wooden throne
Where the skies are silver blue
From tears ever renewed