Agony Applause

I accepted the agony applause
Raped in an ally while you watched
I showed bravery but only at the scene
The aftermath sundered my soul complete

Every night now I hear their cheering
In my waking I hear it in whispering
I was brave now I'm at the brink of death
All for a video taped sex adventure

Violated by multiple men
They injected me forever with venom
Unprotected entertainment I was to you
Now I can't get the agony applause out of my head

Every night now I hear their cheering
In my waking I hear it in whispering
I was brave now I'm at the brink of death
All for a video taped sex adventure

Too many samples the crime lab told me
Inconclusive evidence to press charges
A victim of obsence fun in a fucked up society

Every night I writhe and scream
I dream it over and over they pillage me
My legs writhe and thrash violently
In my dreams as in that alley they subdued me
Listen to the geering and clapping of hands
The agony applause from raping video tape fans

I was brave now I'm at the brink of death
All for a video taped sex adventure
Read my words and wait until its reported
By someone you know a friend or family

Supported by a man I cannot touch
I recoil at his slightest caress
God bless nothing
This life isn't a waste
But its a fucking hard test