Blood

I wish you weren't my blood
Then with my excellent words I'd pillage
Deconstruct your fiend like deformity
Your pity for my hurt is my shame
My situation you created
But you gave me the blame

Blood abandoned me so long ago
Terror fiends spit their selfish feelings into my soul
They desire my flesh to cherish ancient memories
Of hugs and kisses I've forgotten long ago
I can live each day without their vacant light
Save thy breath I hate your souls too much

If you ever loved me beyond feelings
I don't desire your telling me tomorrow
You drown my heart against caring anymore
When you sold my soul to save comfortable self
You drank my love and like blood spat me into a vacant well

Selfishness is a camouflage
For the rage and hurt within
Run away into pungent fiction reality
Display the feelings your eyes raped me with
Humble my hate into a well or perseverance set you against
I'll break myself upon the walls of feelings attached to blood
Angels bound in strangers showed love to me
Like you a fiend family never did and won't ever know

Blood abandoned me so long ago
Terror fiends spit their selfish feelings into my soul
They desire my flesh to cherish ancient memories
Of hugs and kisses I've forgotten long ago
I can live each day without their vacant light
Save thy breath I hate your souls too much

Your passionate intolerance suffocated my smile
Bury all your secrets within my decaying skin
Remember the curses you imbued deep in me
Like demons with angelic names you call me home
Your dark tainted blood desires my control
With Biblical words you claim I should obey
In the mourning I could see the rape of equality
Your ignorance created and your lies tried to hide
Don't worry I was embittered from you long ago
Betraying verses to fit your ignorant bloodhood claims
Demonic eyes spoke of my unholy overthrow
Energy against your dark brooding from me was enough
With my banishment I took your ignorance onto death row
Your faced now with choice the reign of freedom pains
Or selling every truth and everyone out to remain unchanged

Your history won't repeat itself with me
All your ignorance, secrets, and curses
Will enter the tragic oblivion with you
As I speak light against your life of dark
I know what it is I am trying to find
Its the everlasting equality breathed like love
Out from the centerfold of perfection in my mind

My love for your was tarnished so long ago
If you claim any love for me
Best for tomorrow just let me go