Me

If I were truly me
I'd hate myself
For 24 years of conformity
To a fucked up suburban destiny


I want to be washed away
Into the open sea without a trace

Soul torn against myself in duality
Constantly my consciousness is under the surface
Churning as a child's unborn breathing
Existence is not quite mine yet

Glorify the unending dreams
Of sinking into society's stable hopes
Stepping into oblivion conformity
No destiny no story nothing left to trace

This is my final vow
I swear I'll turn away in disgrace
To break the unimaginative mold
My only hope is to embrace time
Which means I must change

I want to be washed away
Into the open sea without a trace
Soul torn against myself in duality
Constantly my consciousness is under the surface
Churning as a child's unborn breathing
Existence is not quite mine yet

And then I'll come back

With extreme compassion

And charred breath I'll great you

Await my return from hell

On the greatest solo adventure

I delved into my unrepentant destiny

With only a fools hope

That any shred of me will remain

I came back truly me

Hating more myself

For 10 years of loneliness

Left all desire for acceptance behind

Conqured that fucked up suburban destiny

Piece by piece I reformed myself with timeless glue

Who I was and have become should you look twice

You'd never have a clue

Becuase you'll realize the me I was you never really knew

Beautiful adventure of misery I embrace my tragic destiny