The Why to Come

What am I still breathing for
You wait for the traitor's door
He comes knocking
But I tell him to just go away

Why won't you come
Tell us why
Why won't you come
Just come, just come

Opened my defenceless door
Can't deal with the waiting anymore
He came knocking and I answered
I died defending my home
My mind were all my secrets hide
Remain safely intact as I die

Why do children still cry
Tell me why won't you come
Starvation and plague ruins life
Yet you don't come
Untamed and idle you watch
Why won't you come
Just come,

I held the cradle
Of the last womb born child
Is this moment what I was breathing for
Death came knocking at my door
I screamed as I greeted his wide grin
Secrets all lay bare I beckoned him come in
I was ready to die standing
In a pool of tears

Why won't you come
We can't suffer to wait anymore
I the whore of my secret mind
Laboring to escape day and night
Crafted a world in which to hide
A dream written not drugs or some tragic lie
Tonight you come or I die
So just come

Why won't you come
Tell us why
Why won't you come
Just come, just come

Thimble

Everything is lost
Under economic thimbles
Cancer research funding is mist
Ever growing is our coming nightmare

I thought you said
This life is growing old
That it was full of useless shit
As nothing but nightmares last forever

Everything is lost
Under an economic hour glass
Life saving costs shrouded in mist
Empty and strange the nightmare exists

I thought you said
All is growing dark
Humanity met it's match
Money is the nightmare that matters

Everything is not enough
To save the forests from the factory pyre
To rescue a village from a rising stream
To scream in resistance as the tanks roll by
To hold your youth from being estranged
We've fucked up with our last request
Money matters, it's nightmare is forever

I believed you knew best
I thought you confirmed this
But you raid said is growing dark
Humanity met it's selfish match

We uncorked a future of uncertainty
When we allowed our leaders to proclaim
The monetary matters over much of the rest
Over this place, so let the children become ghosts
Let the villages be swallowed by speeding mud
The resistance be silenced by our mass of tanks
Forests overwhelmed by the chain saw's might

Flame Frozen Sand

Behind the frozen once inflamed sands
Above shoulders that bare colour imbued images
Not of a Deity but of a beautiful place to be
Eyes breathe oxygen in the waking dream
Hope stirs in the recesses of the mind
I am the villain hope will never reach

Behind eyes of abandon
Lies anguish amidst mercy
Yet I cannot rescue the princes
Take a deep breath before I move on
Moving into a distance never in range
Away from the self created prison

Sadly your not my struggle
I am but a tumor upon this world
And yet I live, breath and feel
With every moment I turn and say goodbye
What war awaits my un-numbed inner eye

Behind eyes of searching
Lies anguish seeking mercy
Yet I cannot rescue any princes
Take a deep breath before I die
Moving into a distance called the grave
A self dug trench my own six foot prison

Lord of F-Lies

You a consumed disciple
Dancing mindlessly around me
Assuming I am not the lord of flies
Condition gets worse day by day
Welcome to the slumbering age
The embracing of unknown and lies

Look out the window at life
At the lord's world of lies
Appreciate complete deceit
It's all you've known for too long

Hybrid disciple of greed amidst strife
How you dance hands held high
Yet all you breath is anxious lies
A condition of no desecration
Slumber deepens day by day
The embracing of assumptions
Formerly thought to be lies

Look out the window
What is it you'd preserve
Without the subliminal deception
Lies jinx all our earnest motives
It's all we've known for so long

Eye Candy Fantasy

Behold the image behind closed doors
In this world alone you speak your mind
It invades the truth of your waking eyes
A lay decaying your unstable ground

Believe it's true
That it can set you free
Believe in the mind's eye fantasy
It can be anything but redemption
Are you afraid to live...

Fear never leaves always present
Even in the simple dreams where you hide
Evade dodge resist parry or deny reality
Will you stand when the time comes
Not for pride but simply to survive

Believe it's true
That it can set you free
Believe in the mind's eye fantasy
It can be anything but redemption
Are you afraid to live...

Betwixt the nether of a lie ridden reality
Redemption of self isn't the greatest truth
It is the concept of speaking amidst the torment
Even quite simple words for which you never apologize

Even believing it's only half true
That the softly whispered sacrifice can rescue
Not the self but so that it all may continue
Believe in the mind's eye dream
As the fiction dismantles reality
As you fall from your once stable ground
Redemption of life given for a struggle
Were you afraid to live...

I'm so fucking proud
As we look back now
At the day you broke free
Woke from your distant nightmare
To grasp as the waking dream
Just beyond the fear
Of which you used to hide
Welcome to a brighter future
Because of those who chose
To step forward and die

Believe it's true
That it can set you free
Believe in the mind's eye fantasy
It can be anything but redemption
Are you afraid to live...

The Shadowless Man

The power of society
To kill the dreams within
To build up envy and greed
Keep us addicted to selfishness

How could we ever choose
If he is one step ahead of any plan
Unless we are taught to see it
The fate twisted by the shadowless man

When every step is planned
Where our feet shall ever walk
Where we shall have our final stand
Give up the mock choices of the race

The power of society's lingering shadows
To kill the dreams within our souls
To destroy shame while building up sorrow
Keep us addicted greed amidst envy
Blind to the depravity selfishness

How could we ever choose
If he is one step ahead of any plan
Unless we are taught to see it
The fate twisted by the shadowless man

When every step is planned
How can we walk away from the past
Into a future without a relapse
Where our feet shall walk
Could we ever choose our final stand

No matter where you walk
Your within the shadow man's grasp
He is graft of both metal and man
A mechanical glimpse of total dark
Build of selfishness and ignorance
Stored deep within our hearts
Behold before and within us
The shadowless man

A Not So Silent Night

Acquire the breath of life
Help shoulder another's burden
This is my very last muttering
A mere plague upon you is my request
No more denying human suffering once you begin

Amidst this Christmas' cheer
Begin to realize this
Nothing is stronger
Than the united human will

Acquire the hope for all lives
A human crutch to lean on
Relief from the bankers muttering
An endless plague upon you is debt's request
No more denying class suffering once you begin

Amidst the Christmas parties
Begin to realize the sorrow
See that nothing is stronger
Than the united human will

Acquire the will to kill
Shoulder the loaded rifle
This is my very last muttering
An relentless plague of death
Is war's mechanical request
No more denying the napalm rain
Once a loved one's been touched by it

All within me screams
On this not so silent night
A decisive battle we all write
The race against our own pen
The power of our brush strokes
Wake up to paint your path this very night

Amidst the gift unwrapping
Begin to realize momentary smile
Is meaningless compared to the everlasting
Strength of the united human will
To serve

Universal Equality

Ditch Christmas

All I desire this Christmas
Is a silence so loud it breaks the cycle
Before the monetary all turns to rust
Opens our eyes to the need outside

Like the wind pounding outside
On a deadly cold oh silent night
When children die starving
Pitched in a ditch of freezing water

All I desire for Christmas
As the rain hail and snow falls down tonight
Is a not so silent knight
Which burns all our greed away
Opens our eyes to the hunger
Food not presents needed for those locked outside

Like the wind pounding outside
On a deadly cold silent night
When children's blood stains the ground
Pitched in a ditch of freezing water
Starved to death or some curable disease
The power was with us to change thus

All I desire for Christmas
Is a silence so loud it breaks the chains
That enslave our minds to ignorance
To the grievous wounds outside

By our own negligence we kill
As the rain pours down outside
The wind pounds like war tonight
Until all our greed dreams are dead
And we're left in a society of decay

Mirror's Grains of Flame

A complex problematic complexion
Sow your face in the mirror inflamed sands
Alas for the reflection of images upon screens
Options from opinions worry us all at night

Wishing to change your face every day
Mirrors growing everywhere forever
Until all the desert sand is gone away
Our selfish need driven by fear to change

A complex problem in a vacant expression
Reap the creases of sorrow from inflamed sand
Doomed to an unhappy reflection for life
Options to change in monetary demand

Change your face every day
Mirrors seem to grow everywhere
Until all the deserts are gone away
Possibly our need driven fear to change
Will simply fall away else we die

Terrible is the beautiful reflection of a god
Reaping benefits of steel to skin the knife
Yet when you die just another grain of sand
Countless unhappy creatures makeup humanity
Worries drive the lies that we unceasingly need
Face the truth we all bear the same expression
When we meet the grave upon death

Slavery Storm

It killed many of us
But still we lingered on in hope
That society shall not pass away
That it shall not be cleansed
In a river of slavery's blood

Here we are
Waiting for the storm to pass
We won't reclaim the wreckage
Pray the hurricane will pass us over
If only we knew the distance of it's rage

It killed many of us
But still we lingered on in hope
That society shall not pass away
That it shall not be cleansed
In a river of slavery's blood

Even the righteous are naive
They make the exact same slave purchase
As the unbeliever beyond their churches
Yet the feign a moral difference
Ignorance won't save your soul

God cares not of half blind motives
Ignorance is a far off cry from us
We can reclaim what once we sought
Before it's destroyed by rivers of waste

The onset came on a glorious day
Slaves the world over died for freedom
United under a 3rd world defy'rs rage
To break the might monetary universe
Into shambles of shame and enlightened dust

So here we are
Choose your path
Tread lightly before you die
For it is very dark in society
For me I call it, hell

Unsober Chains, Killer of Chivalry

I am the whip that bites
Upon vile fists that smite
Wounding innocent flesh
Beaten sober in living dreams once more

No God can save you
No hero of valor to believe in
Wake in blood sober upon the floor
Praying for a chivalrous saviour

Guilty verdict rampage
Held overnight in county jail
A vengeance night not drunk
Sober rage not a drop fromthe bar

God drown me in water
In my candle lit bath tonight
I cannot force the hands of fate
Take me before his wrath is complete

Recognize me in the reflection
Looking as you flew through the window
My sober love how you refuse
Though your loins beckoned me

You won't ever scare me again
I've vanished though I am before you
A tomb is this battered shell
A corpse upon our floor
The kitchen we shared
Breakfast each day

Chivalrous Rage

I cannot sleep at night
Bound by shame and anguish
A battered maiden sleeps bloody tonight
While children's tiny feet go frost bitten

Through the bus window you spot me
A vacant expression meets my smile
I am a hero unwanted and unloved
Yet I persevere ever onward
To rescue those I might find

How can we sleep tonight
No shame or anguish finds our minds
We sleep peacefully save for stress
Which comes from our possessions
From our greed our lust or revenge

While children the world over die
Of hunger frost bitten feet on concrete
Mother sold into sex slavery
Too young they leave you
To die, no rescue
No rescue

Through the bus window you spot me
Lips contorting back the advance
Of chivalry's innocent and dying smile
I am a hero reflecting an ancient image
Persevering ever onward without a drop of hope
To rescue the maiden and the child

I cannot sleep at night
Bound by shame and anguish
A battered maiden sleeps bloody tonight
While children's tiny feet go frost bitten

Choose the Hour

Napalm, nukes and waste

I stood there Staring
Upon the very last sunrise
Waiting for the light to eclipse
Nuclear winter is not far off

Once again they say
Twilight comes for man
God shall take his people
In the moment we look away

Napalm, nukes and waste
Pick the flavour of our own decay

I feel so alone
Corpses fuel the machines of war
Soon no one shall be left to show
What it means to live love or pray

Lets meet up at sunrise
I was there when no one came
Oh the sorrow of the loneliest day
The twilight hours of humanity

There I was alone
Just another man
The only one
Terrible shame
Our waste

Black Eyed and Beautiful

Black eyed delicate beauty
Standing blood red in a field of white
Eyes closed to hide the pain that lies behind
Of all the world's done to you
Embrace that which is within

I stand under the gray of coming rain
Searching for the words to apologize
Your eyes sowed shut
Behind them sorrow pales
The words of beauty I play
A million caught betwixt you and I

My weak apologies dies
Pale the skin your emotions lie inside
Upon myself I tattoo all I would say to you
But the damage came true it's done
Behind your eyes it forever resides

I stand under the gray of coming rain
Searching for the words to apologize
Your eyes sowed shut
Behind them sorrow pales
The words of beauty I play
A million caught betwixt you and I
The sun hidden forever such a crime
Forever the fall before winter contrast
Oh the shame deep inside
Pain behind closed eyes
Hair stained red
From past crimes

I am an atonement illusion
A ghost writing wounded red in white fields
I reap what I sow from this lens I am entombed behind
Images the same as yesterday
Yet the wounds don't pass with time

Delicate are the ways
To apologize for my fields of crime
The suffering your breathing in
From all I've done to you

At long last you've moved past
Tomorrow maybe put to death the pain
Leave behind the sorrow
A breath of fresh air
Red upon white fields
Graced from you
Heartbeat behind black eyes

My M.M.O Mouth

Casters have their moments
Until sweeping strikes takes their heads
Soulstone as an act of desperation
Anhk if you the rez button gives you the sign
Epic heals now to watch foes die

M.M.O mouths of anger open wide
As rolls of 100 pass your 99 by
A token last moment need over greed
Main spec vultures starving the rest
Out of upgrades and revenge the guild collapses

Stealth's patience AoE Broken
F'Off DnD or some warlock spell of destruction
Like a fool the rogue waited /sigh too late
The death of the healer at a bad time
No druid for combat rez what a crime

M.M.O mouths of awe open wide
Rolled 99 on a raid boss mount drop
To have it ninja'd by a f'kn noob
Loot vultures pass out frustration
A vengeance GM ticked collapses
You won, sending emotions into bliss

Blinked out of a vanish stunlock
10% HP and into a shadowstep - dance
Iceblock just in the frost nova reset time
Mutlilate won't reach deadly throw missed
Evocate and the rogue goes for blind
He's gone stealthed and it begins again

My M.M.O mouth wide open
The PvP gods must hate me
I can't kill anyone in this BG today
Oh Mr. OP faceroll class come and save me
Before out of sheer frustration I reroll
To waste another month gaining XP

As Angels Sing: of Bliss

Angelic voice of conscience
She sings me to sleep
Return me each night to you
For when the sun sets
Dreams separate what is apart
Revert the broken to whole
Send soldiers peacefully home

As angels sing of bliss
I raise my middle finger
To salute the falsehoods
Of humanities selfishness

Now one winged angels sing
Took a bullet for our selfish dreams
I salute their perseverance exchanged for bliss
With my middle finger raised to God
Who lets our greed continue ever on
Fuck the falsehoods free will
The monetary of society owns us all
I'd rather see us

Then I wake to hear
A sound I cannot bear
The angels songs of bliss
I raise my middle finger
To salute the falsehoods
Of humanities selfishness

In the end at my last breath
She sends me peacefully home
Then I shall wake as if from a lullaby
To a throne of judgement I gladly turn my eyes
I await the day I die waking from this dream
Of which it is my one wish to escape

Immortal Injections, Our Disconnection

With all the right injections
Science' new immortal creation
The death of infants our everlasting future
A pill to cure us from ourselves

Who are what once was we
What do we have to be

Our dreams have lead us astray
Into crude lands upon a dying earth
Tomorrow only brings us
Our greed complex consequences

Humility of crumbling creation
A treason we wickedly embrace
Any crime justified as we deny it
No more sounds no more shapes
Only immortality
How strange

Our desire has us into decay
A cruel world filled with death
The one thing we cannot accept
What tomorrow brings us
Is our god complex consequence

All the doc prescribed injections
Science' new diagnosis an immortal creation
The death of infants our everlasting future
A pill to cure us from ourselves

Unconscious Jester

As conscience reaps us shame
Is not confidence built on pride
Fortunes of a man who desires glory
Dreams departs to begin the plans
A never ending circus dance
Of building block irritations

Far away I hear the hymns
When they end I wake from dreaming
All around I hear the shouting and cheering
Still I applaud with my hands
I am one of the jesters
Applauding on the obscene
This disappointment of man
Another muddle in society's circus

As imagination speeds our dreams
Does not applause build self esteem
Bravery of heart restored to childhood glory
Frustration departs to begin fear
A muse in the shape of a story
Pitch black until written down

Far away I hear their hymns of hope
Angels in endless silence dreaming
I barely wake amidst all the cheering
Still I applaud with my hands
I am a mere prisoner amongst jesters
Applauding on the obscene
This disappointment of man
Another tragic separation
In society's circus

I and the World, Without Shame

I, The Without

What have I done
Where did I want to go
Of my life what would you speak
All my crimes I shan't deny em
They are the shame
That shaped me

Without shame
It would be a world without consequence
Shame is the evil virtue
Killed off like the inner eye
Imagination murdered
Alas such a great travesty

What have we done
Where was our aim to go
We took so many lives
Yet of them no one speaks
Black and white printed lies
Cover up and kill off the shame
Only pride mixed in the monetary
Shape the corporate we

Without shame
A world without consequence
Shame is the evil virtue
Killed off like the inner eye
Imagination murdered
Alas such a great travesty

What a plan I was shaped
Wrought from a womb
Some wombs are planned out tombs
Because of a lie that shame is dead
That dropping a bomb on civilians for war's sake
Won't haunt you like a pill until the end of your days
Either way children died on that shameless day
Humility like shame and silence are dead
The monetary like greed and lust
Shape now our dying earth

What have I done where am I to go
I knew the action's shame
I knew the hurt tomorrow would bring
And yet I refused to deny it
A world with inner consequences
Shame is an painful virtue

Begin to harbour humility
The creation of society's treason
Independence is silence and thought
Let us be defined by our few moments
The shaping of the real
With our imaginations
Upon our dying earth

A Trinity of a Broken Heart's Love

Please don't regain what's lost
It's pride left so long behind you
Heavy is the crown and its cost
Which takes you ten shores from truth

Emotions can't guide the soul
Only the weakest portion the heart
Which has trouble letting go
It leads the mind from being still
To a constant state of afraid

If I let pride destroy you
Let you fall off your high horse
Would you reach out without regret
To find my hand reaching through the pain
Never letting go never saying this is what you get
Always by your side and never in hiding
Close your eyes and it'll all be okay
Don't let the taste of real life scare you
Through the wounds your future lies
I'll always be silent still and searching
Only in death shall I walk away

Fear was my only present
A lovers grand achievement
For which I so often apologize
To evade the opinions of evil doers
Yet I walked right in front of the tribunal
Judged with vile half truths and presumptions

Embrace the soul shift
The mind follows so quick
How wise and so very clever
Instill the emotion behind the reason
Think of who I am and who you are
The damage you caused to us all
Was it worth the fame you accomplished

I was right there until you sold me
Auctioned me off without regret
That's not what your mouth from heart spoke
But it's what your soul and mind said
An un-united universal trinity
Of the two controlled by one
Too much internal damage
My heart mind and soul
Was this worth it all

Angry Tie Death

I hope God isn't angry
Think I died without wearing a tie
Can't remember if I was drunk that night
Should have rearranged
But life I was going nowhere
Going nowhere

Did heaven kick me out
It's gray and raining
A city of perpetual twilight
C.S Lewis Mentioned the place
All because I didn't wear it
That damn Sunday tie

I'd give up poker Monday night
Or selfish orgasms in my girl
Online first person shooter games
I hacked just to make take their lives
M.M.O's I lived in the external didn't change

What the fuck
Can't make up for the time I had
Don't tell me I'm going nowhere
Going nowhere

Fuck I hope God isn't angry
I died not wearing a tie
Can't remember if I was drunk that night
Should have rearranged
But life was going nowhere
Going nowhere

Fuck heaven kicked me out
It's gray and raining
A city of perpetual twilight
C.S Lewis Mentioned this place
All because I didn't wear it
That damn Sunday suite and tie
Mom said tip top for Church
Or you'll end up in hell
Going nowhere

Inspired by Searching eyes

Behind the frozen once enflamed sands
Above shoulders that bare colour imbued images
Not of a diety but of a beautiful place to be
Eyes breathe oxygen in the waking dream
Hope sters in the recesses of the mind
I am the villain hope will never reach

Behind eyes of abandon
Lies anguish amidst mercy
Yet I cannot rescue the princes
Take a deep breath before I move on
Moving into a distance never in range
Away from the self created prison

Sadly your not my struggle
I am but a tumor upon this world
And yet I live, breath and feel
With every moment I turn andsay goodbye
What war awaits my un-numbed inner eye

Behind eyes of searching
Lies anguish seeking mercy
Yet I cannot rescue any princes
Take a deep breath before I die
Moving into a distance called the grave
A self dug trench my own six foot prison

Preys The Sun

I am the sun
Dark now are my days
Militaries march upon dusk
While planes craft cities into ashes
All the while children pitter patter
Bare foot upon concrete
Until next we meet
I am all that watches each day
Rinsing hands only to repeat

Oh my vacant lidless eyes
I see our daily tragedy
Rejoice at the moon
She take my place in the sky
Don't worry I only hide
For a broken hearted while
A moment time dark is the day

All violent be my disease
Gone each eve at twilight
Be ghosts of death in darkness
Flashlights and flares they torment
The moon She cries as I hide
Residing on another world is seems
The rich wage war in corporations
Instead of fire and ash crafting machines
Behold the gray twilight
Not all is at it seems

Oh my vacant lidless eyes
I see our daily tragedy
Rejoice at the moon
She take my place in the sky
Don't worry I only hide
I'll be back again
At the breaking of dark into day

Behold the gray twilight
Not all is at it seems
Behold the corporate dream
The monetary ownership of all
Over ever class of citizen
Behold the breaking dawn
Not even the dawn
Shall hide your screams