Narrows

Praying from ancient manuscripts
That eclectic comfort desecrates
While attempting to walk straight
Down the narrow path as hell

Our Father
All art in heaven
Lead us into temptation
Test our loyalty to walk the line
This is the true message
Perseverance of self
Forget spirit grace
By will we survive
No myths allowed

Preying from corrupt texts
Manuscripts unchanged by time
Questionable methods forgotten today
Welcome to the loyalty of a digital age
Until all power grids die & we remember the pen

Our Father
All art in heaven
Lead us into temptation
Trauma permits beauty
Sorrow’s vast interpretation
Of morality’s message
Cleanse the habitat
In which we strive
Slaves to greed
Money dies
Tonight

I fight the devil often
Every night that I survive
Is but the perseverance of my will
Set the pen to the blank page of paper
Write to breath dreams into existence
While I exist purged of all life
I’m a questionable alien
Not a 2nd Christ

Unravel the temptation
Of believing in an ancient myth
Some God she exists up in the sky
How bout you give thanks to loyalty
My coffin theory is morality
I won’t ever defy

Our Father
All art in heaven
Not just therapy
Or excess of energy
Lead us into temptation
Test our loyalty to find us alive
The true message of life
Perseverance of self
Forget spirit grace
Will to survive
Selah

Media Propaganda & Preconceived Prejudice

So J, what do you believe?

I mean you talk a lot about 'the way' and 'truth' as if you had a concise perspective on how to see life, rendered stiff by the backbone of belief; For only in believe can we find ourselves stable enough to persevere in any theory or religion.

Anyone under any religion or lifestyle may live a more 'moral' life than another.
I believe in morality, that there is good and bad; That every human by nature not nurture is imbued with this sense. It's most base form, as I have said, is the feeling of 'fairness.' Some of our first memories are often recollections of being treated unfairly.

Only after living for several years do we develop some sense of perspective prejudice. This perspective of preconceived notions about people, situations and belief systems or even paths of logic, are born into existence. Some might say that growing up in church gave them a 'Christian perspective' but really, who remembers much beyond the old stories, a few silly songs and the hurt of a traumatic experience within the walls of the Church.

You see these perspectives are born from Television, for the most part. While your parents may implant the earliest idea that 'a black person is worth less than yourself' or 'that a gay person is somehow broken inside,' these thoughts trample into your mind like a train steaming its way down the tracks, when you turn on the television. The media is the most socially praised format of control propaganda ever born. Magazines tell children to adults to worship celebrities, to look a certain way, that sex or looking sexy, is more important than the value of their life.

Then one day, you'll be on break in the lunch room or roaming the halls, when either you will be confronted by a peer or you will over hear them. The confrontation will be almost immediately ignored for what it is, the pressure from the propaganda is deep, you find yourself giving the first answer that comes to your brain whether or not it is truly your belief or not that 'little Jimmy is gay and deserves a beating or not,' or that 'Charles and his wife deserved their foreclosure because they're black.'

Whatever your prejudice is, even if you cannot yet see it, someday the perspective of your entire life will be ruled by one moment and never confronting it. One moment brought down any desire to seek your own values and persevere to follow them.

Recognize the social toxin for what it is, prepare yourself in every moment to confront the thoughts which enter your brain. I know not your perspective nor how it perceives its prejudice, if you do not stop to question it, you will never truly know who you were nor what your dreams could have been or taken you.

Purging the Handsome

Stomach sunk trauma
Self-inflicted holocaust illness
Starving to purge until the next time
Timid glances at an overexposed smile
Falsified practiced in the mirror
Affix the pardon at me
An alien in your world

Pardon my mental affliction
The necessary nutrients purged
White veins under black light
Essential supplies to survive
Sliced wrists to feel again

My stomach sunk
Sorry for the trauma
Starving to purge again tomorrow
Red eyes render a timid false smile
Overexposed perspective of the past
Affix the pardon upon thyself
Remember to accept today
Not images of yesterday

Pardon this affliction
Control my intake valve
Inscribe words upon each leg
Cross of blood scarred forearm
Self-mutilate acknowledges I’m alive
Mirror of self-perception is broken
The lesson is accept the theory
Self-inside the shell for life

A Rebel

Sweat in my own apocalypse
Round two starts with the chest
Blood to my body upon the stained floor
Hands of progress dress my wounds with slow death
So I don't rot while walked down the isle


Shots heard as I hit the rapture
Winged being stolen last breath of life
Equality warfare withing my strength
Until swallowed by living death
Hollow I become ruins
Of a metropolis

Sweat shop conjunction
Amongst a city wide blackout
Blood droplets lead back to corporate
An enterprise responding to growth of power
The buyout ruled over the sickness completely

Shots heard as I hit the rapture
Winged being stolen last breath of life
Equality warfare withing my strength
Until swallowed by living death
Hollow I become ruins
Of a metropolis

And so I drift away
Serious about the miracle we're waiting for
So far off in the vast depths of space
Every sound now is calling me
A voice of equality
Presses my heart

Scribble

Dying from visions inside
Imperfect poetic verbiage
Scribbling incorrect grammar
I don’t even strive to rhyme
I’m fighting for a cause
So ask me why
Question

I conjure the verbs
Writing just to survive
Endless nights forsaking sleep
Mind lingering on peace
A crooked path today
Because it’s free

My only alibi
Is a simple rhyme
Configured for peace
No crime committed
Unless it’s the ethics
Pink slips for execs

I question the class
Teacher’s inadequate answers
Spitting theories from facts uncertain
Weapons serving the slave system
When they say anything
Say why is this
Question

I conjure the verbs
Writing just to survive
Endless nights forsaking sleep
Mind lingering on peace
A crooked path today
Because it’s free

Memoirs of chance

Once & forever
Torn apart by swells
Waves from distant shores
Built up by tycoon earthquakes

As my ship sinks
I repaint the picture
With all the words I didn’t say
Sorrow in the memoirs of chance

Empty memoirs of chance
Disguised as full hard drives
Terror bites empty of the gift
Broken off were my finger tips
Bones shattering upon the keys
As if I were dead or made of glass

As my ship sinks
I repaint the picture
With all the words I didn’t say
Sorrow in the memoirs of chance

Once & forever
Torn apart sinking alone
From waves of misunderstanding
On distant shores business demanded my head
Built up tycoon earthquakes to silence
Media printed the misfit tragedy
Of the perilous choices I made
As foolish instead of justice

Heavy hearted denied my own promise
Grant hope via poetry which unexists
Written away unmanaged accounts
Memoirs of chance unchanged
Locked away forever alone
In my heart’s solace cave
Sorry that I betrayed

For too long I stood alone
Incarcerated in my own shadow
Never reaching out for a hand to hold
Hypocrisy gossip became my key
Swallowed by a shallow piece
Words discredited to drown
Murderous intent for me

Who am I now
What have I become
As my ship sinks slowly down
The shallow sink’s drain empties
News broadcast reveals a tragic drowning
I repainted not a single hopeful picture
I spent every stroke for the cause
Sorrow in my memoirs of chance
All the words lost forever
Those I didn’t say

Charging Red

On the steps
You’ll find my life
Overcome by grief
In weakness I fell
Every day alone
I tried to fade
Slowly

Threw myself far away
Deep into the void, the nether
Every night I watch the world
Pass by my equality dreams
A protest I lived for denied
Like a raging bull
Charging red

A tragic fate
You’ll find me there
Overcome by another’s fate
Comparison compromised my memory
I am the fault of another not myself
Undignified I stand in life
Approaching awareness
Too late for me
A bitter end

Threw myself far away
Deep into the void, the nether
Every night I watch the world
Pass by our equality dreams
Protest denied we lived
Like a raging bull
Charging red

On the steps outside
You’ll find my shattered life
Overcome by neglected & discredit
Fell amidst an established blackout
Rendered a foolish perpetrator
No serious poems taken
Now I fade slowly

1% Alive

Equality beat my tongue into submission
A mission very alive against prejudice
Rosary beads don’t preserve rights
Value silly hale Mary options
Insignificant change
Terms defied

Past to present
Comparison manipulation
Improper words used to define
An imperfect selfish itinerary
1% representation ruled us
But that was yesterday

The eternal puzzle of equality
Beat my mind into submission
Why doesn’t it exist perplexes
Capitalism complex democracy
The answer is a lying show

Past to present
Comparison manipulation
Improper words used to define
An imperfect selfish itinerary
1% representation rules 99
But that was yesterday

Bank slavery is
It is a matter of living or dying
Street beggar repossessed our lives
Bank bailouts surpass our safety
They say we have from terrorism
When we live in fear daily
Slaving away for dust

Social Order Terrorism

Social order peer pressure
Welcome to 1st world embrace of terrorism
Psychological fear bullying your face or online
Instead of with machine pistols or bombs!

Living in fear
Crying in the hall closet
Solace in the knife
Mutilation sorrow

I blame all ya’ll m*ther F*ckas
My words pistol whipping is prime
Psychological profile of an uncomfortable style
Uncomfortable lyrics spoken embracing change
No more social order peer pressure

Living with Anorexia
A half dead R.E.B.E.L
Bearing burdens of a stigma
Socialist order peer pressure
Same children worshiping TV
The propaganda of adoring celebrities
Humanity living in comfort cages
Mic check rebel for reform
Equality I’m dying for

Invaded the books
Library solitude stolen
Wrote scribble on every page
Labels like gay, faggot, emo-freak
The frontline is everywhere
Victim of a social order war

Living with multiple personalities
Double the R.E.B.E.L called into question
Bearing power of changing congregations
Ruining comfort, prejudice & injustice
Socialist order peer pressure dies
With the children who worship TV
Propaganda & adoring celebrities
Children living in comfort cages
Mic check rebel for reform
Equality f*ckin I’d die for
With a smile I adorn
The firing squad
Fire!

Discredit

Anorexia my Villainous illness
Is not a disinfected format of irony
A metaphor purging the self of toxins
Instead of shit out the ass

Singing the Bulimia blues
Standing in the grocery line
Count the calories to consume
Decide to return half the items
Heath can’t compete with the image
Mostly photo-shopped and untrue
The sad truth of my anorexia disease

It’s fierce inside
Broken perception of the self
Self-inflicted paper thin holocaust victim
That’s me on the street side with the bullhorn
Declaring war on a bourgeoisie thieves
I be peaceful words are my warfare

Singing the Bulimia blues
Standing on the street corner
Counting the cost of corporate loss
On our lives not some wall street game
Decide to close the bank accounts
Heath can’t compete with the dream
I wither away a broken scholar
Hopeless for the self-history
I break through to equality
Dying off daily from…
My anorexia disease

Even if I wanna tear down the system
Dreams of equality I won’t ever see
My sickness discredits not the vision
A broke ass proletariat screaming
Peaceful word battle themes
Equality by any means

Discredit me as a Judas
A broken marriage dues paid
Anorexic uneducated small cock prophet
Debts delinquent described as a crime
Bank repossessed my crooked spine
Insane poetry over the bullhorn
I defy to carry the burden

Using my history against me
A sad attempt to discredit
Using inaccurate weapons
Today is me living peace
Yesterday a mere villain
Forward to the dream
Truth for equality
Universal

Momento

Awakened
Heart on my sleeve
Wear this skin to recolonize equality
A moment's words breathed a memento
Brought back to life only to empower before I...

I bridge the gap of disappointment
To ruin all prejudice & expectation
So hearts can reunite abandoned
No more fear of unacceptance

Awakened
Heart on the sleeve
No pocket full of paybacks
Drank from the bottle meant for you
Taking in the trauma you never knew

Bridge the gap of inequality
To ruin human expectations
Meant to abandon prejudice
Murdering invalid perception
A genocide of unacceptance

Self-Aware awake
Heart upon my sleeve
Never be what Judas was to Jesus
Embrace earth equality movement
Worldwide from children to the lamb
Sheppard of karma God’s master plan

Ghosts of Colony

Ghosts of the aftermath
Indigenes white lands colonized
Like trees and the buffalo tongue
Uprooted or carved out as comforts offering
Sold their criticized souls to reserves
Preserve our rights

Fuck out our toxins
Flush them with music & rhyme
A prison of thought where whites divine
My mental speed perplexed the tongue
Formatted a slave to uncolonize
Our prejudice ain’t divine

Outcasts imprisoned by rights
Drinking while breathing on bags
We be looking down on their way of life
Our white right to victimize
Demand our freedom

Flush our toxins
It’s the least could do
Disturb the prejudice past
Embrace proper hand gestures
To make others feel alive

Sorrow is Alone

Maybe it's truly over
And we're both back to comfort
Solace in solitude out on our own
Hope I reminded you of true love
At least for a moment of a memory
Of what you’re waiting for alone
In the home becoming hell
So lonely is the sorrow

From your eyes
I couldn't truly tell
If it hurt to watch me leave
But my eyes tore my heart alive
Looking back I felt not your gaze
Knowing then I was again
Wholly & forever alone

Now I fall asleep
The world isn't so large
A universe apart & I see you
Behind my lids during rem
Dreams are nightmares
Fighting & losing you
Over & over again
Until I wake
Alone

Mental Whiplash

I'm Calling God a She
Causing tormented mental whiplash
Mind ill persuasions perpetuate prejudice
Comfort abets Inequality survives
Children die of dehydration
While oil flushes down drains

Do this because I must
Until I'm covered in blood
A monument of my unrelenting mental state
Confusion amidst the rich but the masses see straight
Struggle because we've got hatred for the system
Your understanding & acceptance is biased
Upon a hierarchy of status or wage

Abide your sleepy comments
Wisdom thinks of all earth's children
Payback ain’t nothing if the habitat ends
Eco oil is denies the planet life
Corporate propaganda broadcast
Execs call upon the same Father often
Though they be vomiting words like toxins

Exist for change
No more mental slaves
Mementos of a pre neo matrix age
An unequal prison survives
For comfort’s wicked terrain
Fuck your prejudice landscape
Incoming raid confrontation
Embrace our justice or decay

Detoxing Media: Beast's Belly

I be walking calm
Detoxing the social bomb
Stigma bullets buried deep
A white prejudice divine
Belly of the beast

Inject the venom
Key to a promise
The needle to my skin
Compromise of perception
Our Father all art in heaven
Hallowed be all rhymes

My anorexia is calm
Detoxing I be purging
Wake up coughing up the stigma
Media how mirror prejudice survives
Artificial images of a future in a coffin
Undo the prison mechanism
Free your trapped mind
Breath free air

Inject the venom
Key to a promise
The needle to my skin
Compromise of perception
Our Father all art in heaven
Hallowed be my inhibited rhymes
Falling into a coffin but still detoxing
Could I ever believe in You
White Jesus zombie alive
Rescue others always
With my hollow life

Signature complexion
Fire purged the images
All the hard drives fried
Photoshop airbrushing died
Worth it’s weight in anorexic gold
I’m glad all the A.I. isn’t alive
Wake up to humanity compromising earth
Cleanse & purge the media image lies
Hope the trauma is worth this shit
Either way live my life
Dying to detox stigmas

Rain, Plate, Rape

Like the rain sometimes
Cleanse the habitat greed denies
Earth manifests life we love to ingest
Eating the flesh of animals happily
Rape imbued the life within
To arrive upon your table

Paradise on ya plate
Prey before fork impales
Steel rods left semen behind
Rape imbued the veal
Hope you choke a bit
Never as to forget

My only wish is you relive
The Rape nightmares of your meat
The cattle prey you consume
Never forget the images
Mistreatment and rape
The shot to the head

Paradise on ya plate
Prey before fork impales
The steel rods inject the semen
Rape imbued the veal to feed us
A greedy torture nation milk molesting hands
Ignorance survives as a prisons well fed
Children starve & cows live in dread

Rage X Evidence

Wish I was half lovely
Anorexia is the worth of my life
Soul thought narrow because I believe in hell
Even if I question everything of the Father almighty
She didn’t believe I was worthy of a fight
I am the most of the least of life
Nothing comes easy
Cherish love

Her rage ate everything we could ever be
White Jesus mocked as a zombie
Evidence for both sides are lies
Equality her hatred killed
Sad story before a pill

Half lovely nightmare dream
Anorexia bulimia purged me free
Human sight dilates the eyes of prison
Question the media or swallow freedom lies
My chest bares the self-breathing scars
Sadly the worry is monetary
Nothing comes easy
Cherish love

Hatred ate all love could ever be
Comparison to a fallen memory
Mocked all the man I ever was
Yesterday life was meaningful
Then love went and fell away
I express that I am wrong

Dream Reaver

Could you love me
If we lived in a dream
All the lingering memories
Gone from the realm we devised
Until it was just you and me

Oh God
I don’t wanna wake up
Love met with a laughter
It was liken to cold steal
The memory of live
Fades to gray

A humanitarian armada
Closes its eyes as love dies
The earth whispers the tragedy
Tall fields of green grass begin to speak
If you’re humble in the silence
Hear each chapter begin

Oh source of power
I don’t want to wake up
Love met me with laughter
Became cold comparison to steal
The memory forever liveth
Until my life fades gray
Close my eyes
As I fall
Death

Art of Life

Your life a disguise
For the rage deep inside
Want to change the world
But won’t commit to the art
It fades slowly into decay
Until your suffering
To death

I'm in this for those who died
Before being given a home or names yet
Undermined life by a myth until no choice existed
White blood cells backed off with the will
To survive

Life is a disguise
For the soul inside
What most never find
Wearing skin but can’t fight
Forgot the existence of love
It fades slowly into decay
Until all is suffering
Unto death

I’m in this for the children
Prenatal deaths meant to survive
Our Father all our art in heaven
If so call upon you more often
To imbue other’s right to life

Blessings from beyond
Grace came out vomiting toxins
The abortion clinic messed up
Everyone’s right to survive
She is tired and half dead
Submissive to breathing
Life’s true high

I'm in this for those who died
Before being given a home or names yet
Undermined life via myth until no choice exist
White blood cells backed off love extinguish
Initiate the pushing to purge a life
Grace comes out half alive
A massive will to survive

Dedicated to the children
Worldwide is my selfless promise
To live the crooked path of awareness
A conscious level to unravel human ignorance
Every night grace survives is a silence to clinical preyer
On lonely wounded impressionable people
Choice is a sacrifice for more than a few
For many who fight the devil often
I fought him last night
Almost lost it

My Terror War

Drowning silent gasps
In the last’s dying breath
All these words never read
This is my war on terror
Humanity’s ignorance
Comfort’s cover up

Greed is ignorance
Our comfort worships
Wish I wasn’t peaceful
This is my war: Prejudice
Humanity’s best terrorist
Our generation’s legacy
A thick red aroma
Of self-genocide

Waited all my life to prey
Erase prejudice from ignorance
Congress creative propaganda
The war on terror is a lie
To put Arabs on a leash
At home or abroad
Evidence shows

Greed is our ignorance
Which our comfort worships
Fuck I wish I wasn’t peaceful
This is my war: Inequality
Humanity’s best terrorist
Our generation’s legacy
A thick red aroma
Of self-genocide

I see the shogun of Babylon
A thieving regime rivalling Rome
Blaming kids with backs upon crates
Unfound stock piles of imaginary weaponry
A ninja flying proudly in plain sight
Back home corrupt banks loan
Receiving ill-advised bailouts
Corporate lust is evident
The evidence shows

Earth Contra

Frogs disappearing
Cute critters we killing
Cows steel rods we raping
Pregnancy for milk ill conceived
Fuck this 1st world dream

Earth prejudice
Genocide of all life
If only humanity survives
We’ll live happily in the lies
We now call dreams

Ethical oil
Spills not cleaned up
Damaged toxic pipelines
Spew earth’s vault of black
While pennies trickle down
To those who slave

Ethical Earth prejudice
Slow self-inflicted genocide
Humanity won’t survive
Half glad I’m…
Long since dead
These words my silent screams
Dare to push the limits no longer
Of us our children will not be…
The least bit proud
Fuck ignorance
Greed
Pride

But we can’t stop now
God complex loves oil
Politicians submit to the corporate
Who’ve gotta see this through
Comfort machine my regret
Sleeping will empowers it

Ethical prejudice of earth
Gonna hit hard as she strikes back
Poison to a virus until we’re gone
No more humanity depravity
Should have diverted
So long ago

Martyr Lab

Behind every lab
Are soul’s make up
A constellation of stars
Constantly justifying life
Burnt down without hope

I redefine the conscripts
Unliving birth without a bottle
Crying delayed by pronouncement
Dead upon arrival no fetus resuscitation

Stem cell lab work
Souls stapled to a tube
Flesh without conscience minted
Change a world one life at a time

I redefine the conscripts
Children off to war in Congo
Raping their mothers as victims
Dead sisters upon arrival no names
Nothing printed upon certificate paper

Fuck the world
Corporate willing slaves
I’m so tired of this lonely mission
Breathing in my own hope for a high
This is the worst time to be alive
I question even equality
Ghosts define our time
I am but half wake
Dying to die
I rhyme

Whispering Contra

Contraceptive regime
Closing its eyes until fall
No life is worthwhile
Whispering death

The perfect world
One we all wish for
Crushes life completely
Preconceived laughter dies
With comfort our ignorance
A fetus be my forever memory
How I long to see your smile
Back from the depths of…
My crushing hell

Contraceptive regime
Mid 30s timeframe fades
Without the heart’s whisper
All life is worth loneliness
Cold is the silence
Of gray

The perfect world
One we all wish for
Extinguish life completely
Preconceived laughter dies
Fetus how long will you smile at me, from hell...?
Crush you with the love of a hug
Your laughter completes me
As mortal empires fade

My Second Name (Purposeless, Graceless)

I declare
I am Satan
Living purpose
Demolish me again
Fighting to renew
A worthy name

Lord I am sinking
My preyer to die alone
Not dragging another down
A contagious ship without grace
Degraded to live without love
All the same embraced it
The power of change
Equality reigns

I dissuade
That I am Satan
Lucifer living amongst you
Demolished my dreams of grace
Persevering to renew the obscene
For today equality is overcome
Comfort empowers slavery
If I destroy the prejudice
Obtaining a worthy name
My only hope is to die
Living out my preyer
A worthy apprentice
Of death’s
Namesake

Lord I am sinking
Peying to dissuade an evil name
While never dragging another down
A contagious ship on fire without love
Degraded to a life unworthy of a friend
All the same embraced the solitude
Look at all the words it’s empowerd
The power of change
Equality reigns

Fuck it all
I’ll show you I’m Satan
To the comfort you live in
Not afraid to know myself
Surviving without hope of grace
Carve your world until equality reigns
Not some white Jesus you pretend to worship

I am Satan
I am Lucifer
Without grace
Lord what’s the purpose
Of living in the solace of loneliness
While all around me they pretend
Everything is okay while life sinks
All around them people suffer
The monetary system sucks
Fuck it all I digress to death
A worthy partner of none

I am Lucifer
Already on the other side
Too far away from you
Judge of all justice
I am unworthy
Beat me now
In the fire
Eternal

Human

Give an uncompromising promise
To live a drowning conscious human
Not an agile complex covering truth up
Equality is at the forefront! Earth breath life

If you feel hurt by this
You probably deserve it
Make the words yours
Live it humanity

Failed & compromised the promise
Can’t make up for the words never said
Now the silence is so fucking loud
Inside the regret of what I..
Unfortunately never said

If you feel hurt by this
You probably deserve it
Make the words yours
Live it humanity

I write words as a method
Dividing the living from the dying
Wanting to hear them on ya death bed
Sorry I was too far... live em
Humanity

An uncompromising promise
To drown a conscious human
An agile metaphor embracing truth
Equality at the forefront earth breath life
Mother with everything above & below
I paid most my life to see
The chains I didn’t break
Mental slavery

Elder Colony

Elders said not to question
But I couldn’t help conjuring
A colony of souls as a commodity
Mocking the possibility of equality
Revised civil rights revolution

Rewrote the past from ghosts
Not to relive the future in today
But to remind us of the past
Both the good & the bad
Never forget them
Truth

Father said don’t question
Conform to church in silence
Listen to the promises & passages
Learning words like fairy tales
Jonah, Noah and water

Rewrote the past
Ghosts created a drive
Not to live in an equality dream
So each day I might desire to wake
My earth contains the good & bad
Persevere to keep hope alive
This is my equality dream
Living in waking hours
Never forget
Truth

Dishonest Images

Fuck it
I’ll put in the hours
Deadly compassionate words
Should hold the world hostage
War torn media billboards denying
News broadcasts lying almost always
While right wing magazines breed
Adobe empowers airbrushing
While editors adore Anorexia
Fuck it, stand up with me

Dishonest images
Empower anorexia
Until minds be tripping
Imperfect images breed loneliness
Nothing you can ever capture with camera and lens
Give up now settle with me before I spread the war

Fuck it
Drowning in hours
Been days haven’t slept
My compassion is so loud
Mass of words inside my head
Every lyric covers the propaganda
Which came first can I teach the truth
Sometimes wish I wasn’t peaceful
Live for others
No regrets

Uncertain Comments

All my comments are uncertain
Unravel change I pay my life with
I sacrifice nights to rebuff human pride
No laws to look right or left

Redefine the dream
Only right to survive
I’m fucked up tired
But at least I spit truth

Papyrus is my paper
Pen injects verbal venom
Uncertain conscious comments
Empowering the earth to survive
More than a dream if we provide

Redefine the divine
Tired of A God I never knew
Beating survivors into submission
Perseverance pays for heaven
Not offerings or uncertain promises
Wisdom lives within the ways of the flesh
Change imbues the second coming
Something you’ll never see
Blind you’ll never find

Uncertain comments
This ain’t my therapy
Nor an excess of energy
Equipped to admit basic facts
Empowering children to acknowledge
Pinpointing heaven while it’s moving
It ain’t for sale now worship
Ghosts and celebrities

Redefine the perfect toxin
Words my method of injection
Can’t deny the tragedies like Bo Pal
Ghost of the colonized young & old
No body move take the pay off
Or else…

The Name: On Purpose (V 3.0)

I declare
I am Satan
Living purpose
Demolished again
Fighting to renew
A worthy name

Lord I am sinking
My preyer to die alone
Not dragging another down
A contagious ship without grace
Degraded to live without love
All the same embraced it
The power of change
Equality reigns

I dissuade
That I am Satan
Lucifer living amongst you
Demolished dreams of grace
Persevering to renew the obscene
For today equality is overcome
By Comfort empowers slaves
If I destroy the prejudice
Obtaining a worthy name
My only hope is to die
Living out my preyer

Lord I am sinking
My preyer to die alone
Not dragging another down
A contagious ship without love
Degraded to live unworthy
All the same embraced it
The power of change
Equality reigns

The Accident: On Purpose (V 2.0)

An accident
Waiting for you
Satan on purpose
Not afraid to know myself
Or live in shame not hidden inside

Sank while searching
So far away from acceptance
I am the villain Satan’s only son
Not afraid to betray Lucifer
Death on the other side

Am I an accident
Awaiting love after death
Satan owns my on purpose
Not afraid to know this side of self
No shame in dying for my cause tonight

Sank into searching
For a sight of acceptance
While the villainous side took over
Satan, father I will forever betray
Death on the other side
For equal earth rights
Plant or human
Animal too

I die for all of you

On Purpose

When you find out
I didn’t attempt to deny
Not afraid to know myself
Two worlds collide as I admit
I’m Satan on purpose

God what am I
To do without love
Being unloved is not my decision
A question certain beyond
Answering by the end

A solution to the why
Deny not an attempt to
Not afraid to live in shame
Know myself the reason why
I am half of Satan on purpose

Allah who am I
To live without love
Sinking into hell alone
Knowing I am away from
Everything I once knew
A degraded son-of-a
…

Karma what can I
Do to live without love
Buddha am I worthy of a friend
Satan takes my dreams at night
Are you real or a spiritual fire?
My perseverance flame dies
Misunderstood & not accepted
A martyr’s flame for unity
Gas such a beautiful pyre
Funeral lights at night

A Half Accident

Half accidentally discuss
Reissue a call to the Father
Used to happen hale Mary often
No shelter equality front lines everywhere

Now we rhyme undignified
While we search for balance
Pockets full of payback
Stretching so thin

My fetus now discuss
Made it this fucking far
Burned crosses in both arms
Self-mutilation starvation stigma
Anorexia at all costs
I’m pathetic

I rhyme undignified
Humiliated no disguise
Can’t hide from the front lines
Pockets full of payback
No shelter is near
I am aware

Rhyme delight
Pulled out a whip
Instead of ma guitar
Feel the thin line between
Your entertainment and war
Equality my only taste
Rambo for paradise
Are you a killer?

Rewrite the Question: Stigma Power

Stigma ain’t logic proof
So question our society
Until it survives without prejudice
Hatred is birthed of the system
It’s inability to listen to you and me

So rebel & rewrite the poem
Terms of service for equality
Political case review as death toll rises
Until there is a census providing evidence
Fuck that I’ll go myself if they’d let me
I’d become a ghost so others could survive
Take action, stop sleeping before…
We’re all afraid of one another
Before we all run out of…
Time

Stigma ain’t logic proof
So question your society
Until it exists without prejudice
Hatred is birthed of the system
It’s inability to listen to unity
Greed is its source of power
Get up, run, be on the move
Adapt to life not the wages
Debt is a lie we willing pay

So rebel & rewrite
I live to embrace equality
Even my sickness can't stop me
I promise!

A.I Army

Rewritten Military code
Don’t ask don’t tell ring a bell
Politically attractive documents
Poorly written judicial frustrations
Toss the moral precedence away
Until the leader’s is consolidated
Look corporate blood trails
No discipline the curse

I see the future
As paper hits the pen
A.I humanity is drafted
Into an artificial army
Marionette puppets
Of a white master

Senate bill introduced semen
Defence department money makers
Delaying the peace talk engagements
Consensual consent is now in question
Ripped underwear evidence denied
Alleged panties a prior attack
Look corporate blood trails
No discipline the curse

I see the future
As paper hits the pen
A.I humanity is drafted
Into an artificial army
Marionette puppets
Of a white master

Pentagon war veterans
Reconstituted military rape laws
Soldiers who fucked the devil in Vietnam
Comfort women of world war two
Now invent prejudice politics
I am certain beyond life
Beyond question

I see the future
As paper hits the pen
A.I humanity is drafted
Into an artificial army
Marionette puppets
Of a blind master