Whispering Contra

Contraceptive regime
Closing its eyes until fall
No life is worthwhile
Whispering death

The perfect world
One we all wish for
Crushes life completely
Preconceived laughter dies
With comfort our ignorance
A fetus be my forever memory
How I long to see your smile
Back from the depths of…
My crushing hell

Contraceptive regime
Mid 30s timeframe fades
Without the heart’s whisper
All life is worth loneliness
Cold is the silence
Of gray

The perfect world
One we all wish for
Extinguish life completely
Preconceived laughter dies
Fetus how long will you smile at me, from hell...?
Crush you with the love of a hug
Your laughter completes me
As mortal empires fade