Exit Stage... Defiance

Mall exit strategy
Warfare lane driving
Cart full of products obsene
Held hostage via lack of knowledge

Defiance of equality
Public display of the profane
Finger f*ck the comfort holy hymn
While purchases rape unpaid slaves
Comfort is worthless lie of a price

Walk outside homeless
Comfort fades begin to feel lonely
Blasphemy of Christmas advice dies
Presents are Satan`s devil Crutch
Buy the future of hell on earth

Defiance of rights
Public display of the profane
Finger f*ck the comfortable hymn
While purchases rape unpaid slaves
Comfort is worthless lie of a price

S.D.F

Accidentally triggered the bomb
I stepped forward with the bullhorn
I raised my hand to give the S.D.F
Then the police closed in
They didn’t question us
Read us our rights
Injustice sin

Single digit fist
Raised against a speech
Often the greatest hand gesture
Formulated ban on acronyms
S.D.F united hands held high

I bear the mark
Darkness from the shadows
Illegal right to an unslavery life
Proclaimed the politicians
Execute the poets dead
Burn their words
In every text

Spineless politicians
Most filled with fear
Doubting their own beliefs
If they ever had any to start
Corruption won our bailout
Slaves to taxes for dust

2 in One (for a dancer)

Beautiful Vibe

Smiling eyes holding a valiant secret
Strong will reflected in the mirror
Iris of life's silent highway
Soundtrack infused

I won't be the first
Shan't be the last to say
Maiden have a beautiful day
Go get yourself a peaceful forever

Movement soundtrack infused
Music intact mild melded
She confronts the fear
Behind it dreams reside

Won't be the last
Nor the first to say
Maiden you blessed my day
Go have yourself a beautiful forever

Dreams waking behind eyes
Killing off stress looking long range
Dance that smiling eye configuration
Control every (e)motion surrender is blasphemy
Every position leads to more hope, more faith, more trust
Instill to flourish other's forgotten dreams

2nd

I'm unqualified to speak
To something so beautiful
Empowered to move a universe
Young & old lives stir their dreams

Grey hair
Ain't no going back
Metaphoric stage presence
Lending voice to the message
Beautiful is the rhyme beyond me
Shut down the vocal chords

Sunshine designed smile
Unqualified but to amuse
Importance of a moment
Spare no will expense

White hair elder
Ain't no dying back
Prose stage presence
Unqualified for poetic justice
Last verse addressing my hearse

Merciful smile so unreal
Positive alteration of the universe
To some it means nothing
Others it could mean everything
Moments are valued different
Unto individuals who miss them
Half drunk I better slow down
Recognize the beauty
In unblemished truth
No make-up hidden
Cherish the smile
Of mouth & eyes

Love Commodity

Love the invasion of rights
Volitile prison of all freedom
Damage done by a question
Single blues CD lyrical art

Wherever you are
Some profit for people
Composing memories from fans
Send to annhialate my hammer in a pen
Verbal violation of comfort via verbal violence

Adore the commodity
Violation via contradictions
Competition for commodity
Invest in the hotest lately
War begins in the heart

Wherever you are
Some profit for people
Composing memories from fans
Send to annhialate my hammer in a pen
Verbal violation of comfort via verbal violence

Inspiration...

It's not as if you killed someone
Merely walked life totally paralysed
Satan's grip upon you willingly embraced
Though you never knew God abandoned you
While you entertained comfort prey circling vulture
Encroaching upon ignorance which you chose
Came to life but sorrily years way too late
Upon your death bed abide the hatred
Of a Karma Shepherd timeline

Faked Christ for 30 + years
Never questioned church politics
Embracing slumber to provide numbers
Empowering an offering to entertain ignorance

Wish I'd slept forever
It's not like I don't believe
Can't follow blindly anymore
Like a sheep to the shepherd
Lord Christ would want me to stray
Must question the reasons why

Quote scripture to feign ignorance
Pertaining to the government rule following
Claiming we should follow while millions are enslaved
Never question why; never protest the slavery of human life
This is the god of a western greed ridden society
If you believe you stand Christianity apart
You're ignorant, stupid & paralyzed
Believe the pulpit & follow blind
Be a Judas without knowing
Prey to your dead God

Wish I'd slept forever
It's not like I don't believe
Can't follow blindly anymore
Like a sheep to the shepherd
Lord Christ would want me to stray
Must question the reasons why

Even I could fake your Christianity
There is always God's historical point
You follow half the commands but forget the riddle
Always have an answer to justify the human side usually greed
Selfishness & lust persuade spiritual milk never to facee
Suck on society's titties until the very day you die
Believe what your father told you
Or a pastor from the pulpit
Once Proclaimed
Never question...

This Christmas forget the presents & remember
Peace on earth between all humanity
This is why this Arab God came
No white image to grasp clutch
Tonight we reframe the name
Juses dark skin saviour
Made in the image of...
Or a female god I name

Pproclaim the death of feigning western culture ignorance
Sleeping with the enemy to gain slavery of a nation
For the oil which drives their machines of war
Blue pill taken for too long among the 1%
This Chirstmas Occupy Every street
Share humanity with everyone
This is for universal equality

Texas Christmas Deaths

Seven people found dead Sunday
A Grapevine Christmas upon you all
Texas apartment unchain-saw massacre
911 call tortured dispatcher police said

Murder suicide suspect
Eberling said all were victims
One in the seven dead a shooter
Targets ranged from 18 to middle age

Address 911 reference open line call
Killer suicide not noticed a feigned death
Bail out apathetic procedure investigation ongoing
Half unconscious officer search authorities said

Murder suicide suspect
Eberling said all were victims
One in the seven dead a shooter
Targets ranged from 18 to middle age

Graves dug as bullets presents opened
Firing squad murderer debt capitalist torment
Red river of stained blood which Christmas carpet
Flowers wilt as children starve & we suicide this season
Reverse positions sadness in a debt choice
No sight of ever being monetary free
Given up suicide Christmas murder

Blasphemy of a Christ
Used in a corporate society
Wall Street lives begging whores
Abortion blue pill sexual street slaves
Mayor politician fake being mentally sane

Fetus test tube ring
Observant self-aware mind
Funds denied to finance the world's end
Circuit proof bullets fired into the construct
Hidden corporate greed blind eye society
Stem cell research child purchase
Bought with a syringe

Blasphemy of equality
Comfort is all in all what it seems
A lie obtained via bloody corporations
Fist f*ck society's blind allegience
Veteran soldier of oil warfare
Medals adore his decore

Fetus cock ring
Observant sexual mind
Street life trafficking for rich executives
Circuit proof bullets fired into the construct
Execs don't get equality's existence
F*ck over anyone profit margian
Playing chess with zombies
Society sleeps as they steal
Our mortgaged lives
Without our appeal
Till it`s too late

Christmas Rush

Shepherd protest angels at Christmas
Three wise men covered up the betrayal
Swaddling clothes wrap one never real
Precious lamb child king of presents

Harod's mission complete
Greed shape shifted Christmas
Satan Clause mutilated nativity scene
Preserving life forgotten at holiday times

Judas born that very holy night
Instrument of the Clause we worship
Inspiration of greed & mental torture
Less fortunate life of theivery to eat

Harod's mission complete
Greed & Grinch shape shifted Christmas
Satan Clause mutilated the nativity scene
Preserving life forgotten at holiday times
Present(ed) propaganda purchases
While we thank what god...

Gamble Corpses for Presents

Clash the future
Dreams of the past
Souls bound by wealth
Walking continueously by
Muddy spirits fading out

Seems like a thousand years
Your beautiful complexion has been blessing
Greedy mobile corpses gambling for their dreams
Smiling out from your pavilion on the frond lines

Eyes of the blind souls open
After glimpsing such a fair maiden
Heats once dead live again
Gamble an approach
Real bet is to see
You smile

Ten thousand days it's been
Since first I glimpsed the beauty
Of the smile upon your face
Shadows hide a creep
Ghost white sheets

Voices recollect the adventure
Breath taking scene of angelic beauty
A smile fading the whole world out
Playing daily to make all younger
Source of power whispering
Power through all shadows

Granting tears to blind eyes
Angelic voices to the deaf
Cripples walk again
Smile of grace

Tragedy Act Content

Parent from fetus conception
Veterans of murder triple abortion homicide
Slow death choice like the needle to the vein
Dumping out brain cells to kill the sense

The tragedy isn't in the act
Choice is in itself free
Essence of humanity
Stolen victim ghost
Or a fetus infection
Parallel war stances

Beware abdomen foul content
Flush out the tiny heart beat
Surrender freedom to fear
Punish the shape shifter
Growing inside

The tragedy isn't in the act
Choice is in itself free
Essence of humanity
Stolen victim ghost
Or a fetus infection
Parallel war stances
Where do you bleed
No vengeance

Parent from fetus conception...?
Veterans of abortion homicide
Why bother the attempt to create
Education solution ending prejudice
Motherhood stolen pressures of life
No choice in reality is ever free

Beware abdomen foul content
Flush out the tiny heart beat
Surrender freedom to fear
Punish the shape shifter
Growing inside

F*ck it Slut (The Man Model Lie)

Sex games a super fake model
Painful penetration ruining dreams
Infected STD bathroom stall f*ck
Depressed at any human touch
F*ck the industry, I mean it

Purge the opening
Sweat machine shop
Multiple entry wound
Rape or so it seems
Consent stolen

Fill me up so I can feel emotionally
Above me in bed as the world dies
Fantastic climax of a nuclear finish
F*ck until earth bails me out in death

Purge the inseminated opening
Sweat machine shop revolving door
Multiple entry wound STD factory
Rape watch it live on stage
Like you did on the screen
Right of consent stolen

Sex junkie anorexic walking stick
Attached to no man addicted to meth
Street corner to play boy mansion
Stealing a feminine happily ever after
Suck, blow & f*ck plug until you explode

Purge the inseminated opening
Sweat machine shop revolving door
Multiple entry wound STD factory
Rape watch it live on stage
Like you did on the screen
Right of consent stolen

Robots of a false male dream
No integrity perception just f*ck machines
Kitchen B*tches bail out pent up rage
Insert the iron rod of disgusting motions
Bend her into a billion poses
But never use the three words
... I love you sex depression
F*ck humanity's morality
Chivalry dies, let it all blow

Feigning Christmas Day

It's not as if you killed someone
Merely walked life totally paralysed
Satan's grip upon you willingly embraced
Though you never knew God abandoned you
While you entertained comfort prey circling vulture
Encroaching upon ignorance which you chose
Came to life but sorrily years way too late
Upon your death bed abide the hatred
Of a Karma Shepherd timeline

Faked Christ for 30 + years
Never questioned church politics
Embracing slumber to provide numbers
Empowering an offering to entertain ignorance

Wish I'd slept forever
It's not like I don't believe
Can't follow blindly anymore
Like a sheep to the shepherd
Lord Christ would want me to stray
Must question the reasons why

Quote scripture to feign ignorance
Pertaining to the government rule following
Claiming we should follow while millions are enslaved
Never question why; never protest the slavery of human lif
This is the god of a western greed ridden society
If you believe you stand Christianity apart
You're ignorant, stupid & paralyzed
Believe the pulpit & follow blind
Be a Judas without knowing
Prey to your dead God

Wish I'd slept forever
It's not like I don't believe
Can't follow blindly anymore
Like a sheep to the shepherd
Lord Christ would want me to stray
Must question the reasons why

Even I could fake your Christianity
There is always God's historical point
You follow half the commands but forget the riddle
Always have an answer to justify the human side usually greed
Selfishness & lust persuade spiritual milk never to facee
Suck on society's titties until the very day you die
Believe what your father told you
Or a pastor from the pulpit
Once Proclaimed
Never question...

This Christmas forget the presents & remember
Peace on earth between all humanity
This is why this Arab God came
No white image to grasp clutch
Tonight we reframe the name
Juses dark skin saviour
Made in the image of...
Or a female god I name

Pproclaim the death of feigning western culture ignorance
Sleeping with the enemy to gain slavery of a nation
For the oil which drives their machines of war
Blue pill taken for too long among the 1%
This Chirstmas Occupy Every street
Share humanity with everyone
This is for universal equality

Turkey Time

Cash in the presents
No regrets watching the world die
Earth's children are not equal
Forgotten refugee status starving
Accidental channel change image
Equality Christmas season
Means absolutely nothing

Turkey starve time
Nativity scene empty
Read society's new rules
By the way oil supports war
Sending 3rd world civilians to the grave
Corporate alliances for profit made
Grinch stole lives we pay for
Funding human trafficking
We approve at Christmas
Because in our society
Comfort & greed rule

Cash in the overtime paychecks
Cry when you can't buy presents
No regrets watching the world die
Earth's soldiers fight for blasphemy
Equality Christmas season
Means absolutely nothing

Christmas Pact

An unbroken alliance
Funding the world's death
Holiday spirits gather while crying
As society sets up the nonsense
An adulterated nativity scene

Ass ridden choice history
Comfort is Christmas' decay
Crying babe desert pact with Satan
You take the Christmas season
Then I'll fight to take life back
Every other day

Alliance marking human choice
Drown ourselves in a chaotic game
Christmas is funding the worlds death
Crooked dispense of debt wealth

Ass ridden choice history
Comfort is Christmas' decay
Crying babe desert pact with Satan
You take the Christmas season
Then I'll fight to take life back
Every other day

Secret of the Christmas season
May the sequel come before the breach
Scar our memory with signs of decay
Selfish greedy humans can die
Taking up it's place in hades

Slither

I slither through the halls
Human gasha on red carpet sale
Singing merciless poetic serenades
To a single entity simply self

Slither violet blood shiver
Dying twice in dual skin shades
Shed one to reach out for your hand
Spine twists revealing a human reflection

Divided spineless worm entity
Creep selling cacoons to the dead
Disgusting moth warning all to flee
Egg shell ignorance silently creeps
Voice of truth inside screaming

Slither violet blood
Dual spine shivering
Shed disgusting second skin
Spine twisted reveals some humanity

Karma shepherd corrected
Angel of truth into disgusting maggot
God dusted the air I breathed
Morphed into a demon
Reflecting human life
In butterfly eyes

Surrounded by Christ(mas)

Principles of Christmas surround
Leaving a blood mess in the 3rd world
Children starving while we suffocate on hair spray
An alliance of moral fugitives to corporate for dual gain

Why should I be peaceful
While God abandoned us
Pray for our profit enslaved troops
Maybe one day He'll take us off mute
Until then, bastard the world to death
For some false Christmas display

Satan Clause passes out from drugs
Handing out laced candy canes to children
Dope them up with values adoring celebrities
No personality just a following existence

Why should I be peaceful of mind
While God has so evidently abandoned us
Yet we pray for the lives of our enslaved troops
Maybe one day He'll take us off mute
Until then, bastard the world away

Parents concede to child's greed
Moral criminals partners to death
Sweat shop starvation hell
Endorsed by Christmas
Deny you ever knew

Waited Upon

I disappear
Behind the words
A blind unfathomables stare
Awkward white intense angel eyes

Discredit to disarm
Watch me disappear
All my life replaced
For your comfort
Which is bliss

Fade me out
Behind walls of gray
Matter of fact recounted
Displaced by the displeased
Nothing but mobile hollow corpses

Discredit to disarm
Dislaimer audit entrapment
Disappear oh villainous poison
Greed of comfort kills the challenge
Change is a toxin against bliss

Discredit to disarm
Watch me disappear
All my life replaced
For your comfort
Which is bliss

Fist Vigilante: False Warfare

Child clutched too late
For a new born life she endorse
Raw rage interaction integrated
Our kids with abusive truths
Mother hiding choke marks
Sadly forever!

Pretty face catching fists
Upon which bruises reside
Mirror used to cover the marks
Punch drunk violent vigilante

Daughter's mind retells it all
Memories of beatings until he died
Sacrificed from a father's drunk rage
Manora mourning a mother's abuse

Face to accident fist
Gossip spread under make up
Scarf covers the violent marks
Punch drunk violent vigilante
Forgot his forever warfare
Creating victims today

Down from age 10 remembered
Mother catching the fists of dad's rage
She held the bruises under make up with pride
A childhood saviour mom standing amidst abuse

Face to tempered fists
Gossip spread despite make up
Scarf covers the violent marks
Punch drunk violent vigilante
Forgot his forever warfare
Creating victims today

Smile Stick Season?

Smile great every stranger
Ear buds consuming interactions
Text message machine children
Forgetting how to type talk & breath

X-anorexic stick smiling
Smile complexion abstract
Unknown element in society
Forgotten we're all searching
For a little happy human interaction

Smile victim stranger
Automatic answer facial recognition
Blasphemy of our social depression
Non-verbal violent life defiance
Awkward to hide that smile

Imperfect human image smiling
Facial complexion happily abstract
An unknown element in society
Forgotten that we're all searching
For a little happy human interaction

Smile Babylon control stranger
Corporate suite complexion died
Oppression of a smile is vivid
Genocide happiness of life
Basic means of hello
Defy the violence
Smile outright

Orphan Christmas

This Christmas
I'm surrounded by a tragedy
Economic crash bail us out
No more corporate gas bong

Children dream of food
While we count our presents
Under tree propaganda bought
Each opening karma abandons us

This Christmas I'm depending on death
Strike the grave of human ignorance
Confidence in comfort won't last
Peacefulness abates impatience

Children dream of clean air
While we count our presents
Under tree propaganda bought
Each opening karma abandons us

Sitting fireside my burnt down tree
High on a pessimistic persuasion
Ending a long drought of anger
Bout with ignorance dealt with

Children dream of rain
While we count our presents
Under tree propaganda bought
Each opening karma abandons us
God left us moral rebels long ago

My Detainment

Someday they’ll come for me
They’ll cuff and question you
Beat my tongue into submission
Follow the old narrow prayers
Corporate blessing scripture
Forget the ghost who died
As the bourgeoisie colonized

Detained in a chock outline
Proletariat spine shell shocked
Trigger happy bullet holes in my soul
Work ethic died after I was shot down
Aligned my chest with the concrete
Occupy Wall Street forever
Here comes my hearse

They’ll seek out anyone I ever knew
Asking the same ignorant questions
Who was this insane villain of truth
Poet or prophet an internal war

Detained in a chock outline
Proletariat spine locked away
An execution wait behind barb wire
Trigger happy bullet holes on the set date
Work ethic died after being shot down
Aligned my chest with the dust
Occupy Wall Street memory
Here comes my hearse

The Accident of Who Christ is (today's tactics)

Accidently drank from the bottle
Meant for the messenger
Now my mouth is dry
Sight is narrow as hell
Formulate a single digit fist
Before I passed out!

I'd rather die on the side of the persecuted
Than to stand amongst the crowd of Christians
Who attempt to redefine a love they can't find

Accidently drank from the bottle
Brought forth from the well of life
Meant for a fleshless messenger
Speak in rhymes about equality
Measuring each breath a friend
Formulated a single digit fist
Before prison found me

I give thanks to the same God this is true
But my heart, soul & mind are in submission
Not preying ancient prayers as narrow as hell
I live for all made in the image of the most high
Even if you forgot the love he defined, you’ll never find

Drank from the bottle meant for a messenger
Became toxic to the comfortable prison mechanism
Speaking in pathetic poetic angry Psalms
About the love Christ lived for we lost
Morality is more than just imagery
Or a false perception of slavery

Chaotic Season

This chaotic twisted christmas
The world's worth is in one
A gift you bestow on many
An apocolypse if it ends
Smile present unto all

Slowly stuck my hand into the mud
Find a thousand Christmas corpses
Satan Clause tree headstone
Symbol of monetary greed

This chaotic twisted christmas
The world's worth is in one
A gift you bestow to many
An apocolypse if it ends
Smile present unto all

Wasted cheer on purchases
Wrapped up to decieve us
Welcome to Christmas
Western culture slave

Slowly stuck my hand under mud
Found a thousand unnamed corpses
Christmas tree headstone for the greedy
Mall entrance earthquake collapse
Atomic under tree present
For our comfort society
Purge the insanity

Prototype

An unpaid prototype
Fighting alone without a wage
Flesh exhibit on the factory floor
Corporate slavery first world or 3rd

Yes I know the deadline of this corporate scene
It's yesterday or prolonged for bailout funds proletariats regret
Produce the facility to the function or find a friendly noose
Break the curfew revolt you won’t be alone
Storm the streets against the system
Non-violent bold & robust:blameless

Protested until enslaved
Family withheld under threat
Bomb ticking exhibit on the factory floor
Corporate espionage first world or 3rd

Can't waste our plans during daylight
The night brings our protest the hearse
Break the curfew to find a friendly noose
Storm the streets against the system

F*ck em I'll toss the first stone
They threw rocks at our faces tearing flesh
As they repossessed to re-mortgage our homes
Grab a shotgun for peace fight to the death
Taste the freedom in your hands
Take the gun to the front lines
Then hand it over to the pigs
Show our non-violence is true

Animation Scene

Life is like a scene from a movie
Tragic anime soul stealing shadows
Corpse alive never growing cold
Eternal mutant of undeath
Meandering eternally

Machine enveloping matrix
Weightless dark angel undying
Surviving to obtain human silence
Tragic reason for being born

Red pill courses through blood
The one never came to redeem
A mononoke complex for hunting
Mobile corpses built the castle

Machine will to human matrix
Weightless dark angel undying
Surviving to obtain human silence
Tragic reason for being born

Dissappointed at the rebirth
Karma f*cked up this scene
Second life as a machine
Soul dwelling mechanism
Forever naked & oblivous
Human annhilation came
Red pill saved a single
Ashitaka redeem us
Neo please

L To Toxin

Power in beautiful toxins
Incorrect choice drawing me
Staying power was in solitude
A voice in the darkness
Doubt achieved its end
Destruction of love

Met a girl at thirty three
Said she wished I knew her sooner
When her heart unjaded by pain
But all at once it fell apart
I wasted her heart’s time

Change myself to be accepted
Loosen up call me your toy whore
Publicly like my friends used to
Let go the hero it’s not valued
Be who I want or get out
Just leave my life

That’s what she said to me
She didn’t have to use her words
The path self-destruction rang true
If I couldn’t be perfectly normal
Then I was a waste of time
Of her love she gave to me
I was and am so sorry

Wish you could have seen it
What you wanted me to be
Good or bad stop changing
No man could ever be both
Perception is the truth
Self-destruction fear
Ate us too fast alive

Sorry I seemed like the past
And not someone who was new
Compared me to everyone
But me, goodbye
At thirty three

Robe Burden

Betray the vile priest
Bent you over for & whispered
Sweet nothings, lies of holy things
Into your ears as he f*cked you blind

F*ck me God’s chosen
Seize me by knotted hair
Tie the noose to the holy throne
Fall brings rape memories instead of leaves
A promise of change you never did bring
Pray to God, die a f*cking slow death
A ditch behind the master’s hill

Betrayed to nameless
Masked being f*cking you
Whispering meaningless nothings
Leg shackled to the bed post
As he f*cked you blind
How nice…

F*ck me now stranger
As I tie the noose in an oasis
Fall brings your ashes instead of leaves
A promise of change you never did bring
Pray to God, die a f*cking slow death
There behind the master’s hill

Made up your mind
F*cking the nameless
Easiest way to demolish me
Serve yourself having a good time
Honestly, loyalty are meaningless
Unless you’re perfect like Brad
I’m forgotten so easily
Picked accidently

Smile Traces

Global dream impact
On hope's forlorn destiny
Send chills down the world's spine
Awakening her to years long past
Shadows of her neglected life

Your smile leaves traces
A beauty embedded imprint
Glass doll figurine underneath
Harmony hides no longer
From hollow lives

Can't wash the intense stains away
Reflection memorized in a moment
Glaze endlessly over my tear blue eyes
Image of beauty standing vibrant & bold
Not a marrionette but an angel

Your smile leaves traces
A beauty embedded imprint
Glass heart broken underneath
Harmony hides no longer
Gray soul twilight
Dream ever on

I don't believe in such things
Faith like hope abandonded me
But how can one deny them
Glimpse your majestic smile
My ghost begins to wake

Aware once again
Of its decaying surroundings
Reflection of single moment memories
Stain my tear blue eyes blind white
Pierce my soul to wake merciless
Dance the smiler dream on
And on ever and anon

Your smile lsaves traces
A beautiful imprint on humanity
Glass shoe dreaming underneath
Harmony hides under thin dust
Marvel in the gray soul twilight
Dream ever on smile away

A Diamond of Love

If love forever was a diamond
Then my misguided moments were a dime
Maybe even a penny to your mind
Compared me unjustly
To everyone
But me

As if I could change
Relearn to breathe for you
To fit into the mold of your love
Then would we be some version okay
Or would my multiple flaws ruin it all
Kill it in the end no matter what
Manipulation is a toxic act
I was never a past man
Messed up present

The person you are
Was the reason I stayed
Even after you told me to leave
Until you turned cold with self-destruction
Pushing me away giving up control
Love began to willingly decay

Wish you would have told me
Before you made up your mind
Now your show continues on
F*cking for fun & not love
Go on push me away
Loyalty is nothing

The person you are
Jaded & sorely wounded
Was the reason I strived to stay
Until self-destruction grew strong
You focused on my fault & pushed hard
Forgetting that I was ever me

Wanted me to treat you the same
Change myself to seem accepted
Be like your past not the present
Compare me to everything
Accept my own memory
I am not me

A Mixture of Matter

If this was God’s land
I swear we’d all be equal
No corporations enslaving
Capitalism some new world king
Promising the breaking of new ground
As banks reposes while receiving bailouts

I am certain I must question
These words are my religion
Handing out pink slips to sleepers
Teaching ego to their students
They forgot equality is beautiful
That all lives are meaningful

If I took off all my clothes in the streets
Doused in gasoline holding a lighter
Would I suddenly be a valued voice
Meaningful vocal finally mattering
Another old man long forgotten
Naked at an empty well
Standing forever still

I was sent to be a question
Not a probable prominent suggestion
Not a 100% correctly dictated answer
An occupier of a villainous street
Evil policy mandated
Corrupt door to walk through

The weight is above no equal
I forget who I am
Tomorrow I become forever
Dying to the moment
Living for the forever I’m after
No equality dreams compromised

Will my words tell the tale
Of how I died in silence
This is my last word

Today and forever
Should not combat each other
Too bad we’re compromised
By an internal source
Selfish politicians

Never Never-Chance-Land

No choice to come alive
Shimmer the overhead lights
In glazed over blue eyes
Of my unborn son

I remember the dream once held
Seeing his reflection in your own eyes
Cold skin upon breach worthy of compassion
Now spout lies to justify the yearning
Deny a connection to an unborn’s life
David wherever you are, sorry

Trapped in neverland
Never a choice to live
David child of my dreams
Always still & cold in my arms
No beautiful beating close to my heart
All I ever wanted or believed in
A self-birthed bloodline life
Motherhood by choice denied
My dearest wish of a son
Stolen by my choice

In my dreams
I see the past choices
Decisions I would unmake
Which align me with the dark
You could have been my everything

I remember the dream once held
Seeing his reflection in your own eyes
Cold skin upon breach worthy of compassion
Now spout truth about alternative options
Trauma tied me forever to an unborn life
David wherever you are, sorry

Lying in neverland
Never a choice to live
David son of my dreams
Always still & silent in my arms
No beauty in the heart beat
All I ever wanted & believed in
Was a life self-created to hold
Motherhood my choice denied
My dearest wish stolen by choice

For a Record

Record breaking depth of torment
Eyes bleeding shades of white flame
Decipher the ancient text narrow as hell
Written without question upon our hearts
To deny is to become inhuman

Too far away from you
Angel one winged begin to fall
The bell tolls indulgence of inequality
Humanity is devoid of moral choice
I break the repeating record
Inhuman reason on display

Filling a quota with every single digit fist
Screaming against the genocide of freedom
Lead by corporations under a guise of capitalism
Political bail out as they blame terrorists for the threat
Of an Afghan nation they failed in attempt to control

Too far away from hell
Angel one winged begin I fall
The bell tolls indulgence of inequality
Humanity is devoid of morality
I break the repeating record
Inhuman reason on display
Commit the final flood
Jam life to the floor

Romance Quota

Last night I filled your quota
With fear & trembling in my eyes
Romance is dead you now rape my life
For the last time I bleed myself dry

Nothing I am
Help you understand
Why I live or I defy
I’m a plague in your life
A living breathing crime

Tomorrow I’m jaded
Tonight filling your quota
Eyes rolled back with pleasure
Six to one compare me
Make me equal
To a past mess

Today you lost it
That happily ever after
Compared my imperfections
To toxic purposeful manipulations
Now I stand alone in the poison
The silence of falling rain

Nothing I am
Help you understand
Why I live or I defy
I was plague to your life
A living breathing crime
Manipulation complication
A compromise of conscience
Not aware enough to decline
The poison of comparison

On Purpose V4.0

I digressed too far beyond hope
After being told that I’m too f*cked up
That I’m not worthy of a friend
So let me show em my grace

An accident
Waiting for you
Now Satan on purpose
Not afraid to know myself
Or hide in shame deep inside

I am Satan on fire
Not ashamed to know myself
Every single sound & shape
Of the evil inside defined
In the scholar’s eyes

Not afraid to show the world
My Satan exposure
Won’t stop until equality is satisfied
With or without any friends
Unworthy on parade am I
Until the day I die

An accident
Waiting for you
Now Satan on purpose
Not afraid to know myself
Or hide in shame deep inside

Sank while searching
So far away from acceptance
I am the villain Satan’s only son
Not afraid to betray Lucifer
Death on the other side

Too Long Sane

If you were me
Do all you could to set others free
Empowered by knowledge of Earth’s injustice
Animals pillaged for the plate
Wake up from disgrace

Too long away from you
Declare the solitude a friend
Insane my mental double image
My imaginary equality unworthy
Dreams are for solace

I am sane
I am sane
Solo the world
Or in a raid
I am sane

In the sickness of sorrow
I’ve been sorely searching
Found love to be betrayed
Comparison devil disgraced
Every memory of who I was
Now I’d rather show the world
That I am Satan by choice
Dump my toxic memory

I am sane
I am sane
Solo the world
Or in a raid
I am sane

Than to betray the earth with silence
Injustice is comforts worthy friend
Declare the validation of violence
Against the corporate fiends
Banks betray the world

My Human Plague

Oh Satan
On my knees
I carve my eyes out
God find the key
To waking me

A comfort problem
Diplomatic social plague
Designed to deny unawareness
Turning my life over to hopeless dreams
Equality is for another generation
I won’t ever see

I thank the Devil
For all the hatred inside
While thanking God for all I’ve come to know
Even now as I walk blind to inequality
I carve my body full of toxic ink
Symbols of moral meditation
Something long forgotten
Oh human comfort
My epic problem

Oh Satan
On my knees
I carve my eyes out
God find the key
To waking me

I live quite hopeless
A plague upon humanity
I disallow comfort to persist
Compared to a virus by a lover
I’m now ready to take on all slander
For the betterment of earth
Who retains all of you

Diploma

Got my diploma from life
I graduated into death
No incentive to live
Hear screaming
Monster

Upon the sidewalk
In inner city Toronto
I planted my equality flag
Everyone walked sleepily by
I am the villainous virus
Plague upon mankind
Ignored & denied

Diploma arrived today
Marked university of life
Bastards discredited the paperwork
But who can replace the moments I lived
No one forget the words I wrote
On my final Sunday

Upon sidewalks
Of inner city Toronto
I planted my equality flag
People dazed by comfort
They walked sleepily by
I’m the villainous virus
Plague upon mankind
Ignored & denied

A Painting

I’m painting mental pictures
Insane digestion of information
Hidden amongst the parade
Swallowed by the waves
The oceans saved

Slip me the pill
Then walk away
I’m too far gone to save
Remember me from a good day
I wasn’t always a bastard
Ruiner of your life

Painting villainous images
Pictures of political shallow talk
Shutting down parliament to delay
The return of the king, equality today
Buying bailouts their corporate time
As funds are used for propaganda
T.V projections of ethical hatred

Please slip me the final pill
Then turn & from me walk away
My honesty compromised by comparison
Remember the memory of me that one fine day
I’m a true bastard delivering system decay
Sorry I f*cked up our time together
I, ruiner of lives, beg forgiveness
Before I pledge my life
To the knife

Melodic Fire

Savaged by selfish friends
Counter my confidence in my head
No one listened when words surfaced
Gambit friendships of artificial filth

My ego ain't talking
Anorexic 105 pound man
No romance til I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace

Can't give love anymore
Sold out of that selfless act
My truth is sad melodic man on fire
Unacceptance my greatest fear

My ego never talked
Anorexic 105 pound man
No romance til I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace

Only accepted online
Digital relationship acronyms
Metaphoric symbols called avatars
Alliance bonds no seduction
Affiliated with a faction
I marvel at the connection
Nightly addiction to friendship
Acceptance in society is it impossible
Whatever it feels like this world wants me gone
Unacceptable behavior tolerated like bullying
Parents telling children to suck it up
Clearly they neglect everybody
Except the greed within self

Ego dedicated to drowning
X-anorexic 125 pound sick man
No romance until I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace
Remember the words I wrote
While no one was listening
Were they ever even said

Unlikely Gift

An unlikely gift
Loved ones showing up
To see the end of my life
Firing squad pyre funeral fire

Motion seeking for a misdirect
From the propaganda scars
I bleed from glass eyes
Hooks long removed
A painful demise

To see you one final time
Hazel eyes smiling behind me
I can’t envision the entrapment
Of loves sorrowful final judgment
An incarceration of memories
Half smiling you stand alone
Sorry for who I become
A mere crying shadow

Judge passed hell upon me
Motion seeking for a misdirect
From the propaganda scars
I bleed from glass eyes
Hooks long removed
Painful removal
Before demise

Smiler-way

Socially inept crisis
I could be an asshole
Attempting to get a holler in
Most likely just some strange human
Locked inside himself in silence

Either way
Your smile is contagious
And I appreciate its design
Hopefully a brave man
Pays it daily homage

I could be even be a strange vegan
Or a WoW playing geek neglecting his facebook
A blogger supporting the occupy movement
Or even an x-anorexic male mutant

Either way
Your smile is contagious
And I appreciate its design
Hopefully a brave man
Pays it daily homage

An awkward nerd hero
I could be or just a wayward son
Greeting each day to marinate in rhymes
Could even be a stalker serial killer
Chances are I'm just strange
Words spread daily
Only menacing thing about me
Society's distorted perception of valuable qualities
So carry that smile on until head hits pillow
Altering the lives who see happily

No outlet link to humanity
Weekly trips to a monument
The freckled smile of the cashier
Looking at my face because its weird
Hopefully her man acknowledges
The smile to heart happiness
Bursting from the chest
Paying homage daily

Either way
Your smile is contagious
And I appreciate its design
Hopefully a brave man
Pays it daily homage

Anonymous(ly)

Anonymous writing
My own biggest fan
Here one fine day
Forgotten tomorrow

I offer naught but a promise
Wisdom with integrity
No worshiping celebrities
Tabloid lies read before the news
A battlefield without uses
Tools decaying equality

Anonymously written
Broadcasts against the social order
A mechanism driven by comfort
Peer pressure status symbols
Breaking down the system
Until the grave wins

Offering a promise
Wisdom with integrity
No worshiping celebrities
Tabloid air-brushed lies die
Reading historic truth the news
A battlefield occupying streets
Tools surviving equality

Anonymous writing
My own biggest fan
Here one fine day
Forgotten tomorrow

Misdirect

Forget the bitter ending
Glad for the misdirect
Your past to oppose
Can’t see my life

Every day I half survived
Fading with the passing of memories
Compared to all the bitter scars
Resentment completed
Ended our transaction

Opposition from past muraders
To deny your past entry
Not glad for a misdirect
In them your will opposes
Forgetting all about me

I’m lost in your tragedy
Only you can deliver me
Find us misplaced in the heart
Self-destructive damaged goods
Yet ever you were enough

Please fellow men stand aside
Your selfishness left bitter her life
Art is her path back to hope & dreams
Carry no longer the toxins within your veins
Let go the weight of old worlds
Step back from the edge
Of the end, of the nether
Remember my smile
Oh worthwhile one
I am the void
Of memory

Heart heals

Dragon heart into
Blame the wipe on me
Suffer 9 times repair bill
Raid leader's accusing eyes
Believe in the healer
She is me

Wings too early
Clung to the fear
Of wiping everyone
Sorry I'm off the ball
I.R.L perplexes me
Anxiety stress day

Magma fire pull
Feather cast to move
Coordination sad imperfection
Button mashing to save tanks
Believe after the wipe
Healer she is me

Raid steady drop
Holy nova reduction
Prayer of hymn failed
Reducing us all to corpses
Repair bill paid times 9
Lag spike apoloty

Pooled mana up
Ready check accepted
Stance inner fire set
Shielded tanks hide
Boss plain sight
Meaningless
Sorry

Invalid Premise Promise

In dreams
I force the light
Redirecting the sorrow
Resentment falling away
I am worthy of something
I know not what
Hear me out

Your heart isn’t dead yet
Just give me a promise
Next time no regret
No comparison

In today
Force the fear away
Redirect the self-destruction
All life is beyond worthy
An endless castle
Unlikely gift
This is

Your heart isn’t dead yet
Just give me one final promise
Next time no self-destruction regrets
Life as if you were unjaded
Remember the heartache
Of comparison’s toxin
One last promise
To fine love
Beautiful

No Better

All the bitter memories
Wilt all our beautiful flowers
Until nothing else could you see
As if I dragged you into hell
Sorry I’m no better

I slipped in suddenly
Then was compared to them
Ruining tomorrow’s hazel eyed sundown
My imperfections I became the Devil

I was too far in to see clearly
When all was said and done
All my verbal powers died
I became manipulation
A toxic evil one

I slipped in suddenly
Sweeping you off your feet
In my slip ups compared to them
Ruining tomorrow’s hazel eyed sundown
My imperfections I became the Devil

I’d die now
To know you’re alright
Half way between peace & a sigh
Not afraid to admit love died too early
I’m Satan dying alone at night
Decades of bitter solitude

Lies From a Corporate Safe (Media Spread)

When I stand before the sources of power
They will know the movement against the stigma
Social order status killing off integrity
Conditioned to accept lies

Till my own grave amidst rocky soil
Desperate revelation with a razor
Short timeline puppet given
Relevant surrender
By the weak
Powerless

Whoever the ultimate power is
Karma Shepherd or a Trinity God
They were weak and powerless to save
A soul from the gallows of a terminal needle
Noose affliction hung suicide determination
Media defines the hell of my death
Overcome by silent pictures
Lying corporate riddles

Till my own grave amidst rocky soil
Desperate revelation with a razor
Short timeline puppet given
Relevant surrender
By the weak
Powerless

Pulling my halo down
Broken neck from the fall
Off a bright heaven’s cloud
Curious my soul has no amends
Made peace while passing
Tormented by bloodshed

Knife Pleasures

Grant my knife
Flesh from my knee
Feel alive as I begin to bleed
Gouge out a cross upon the thigh

I bleed out
But I’m not a man
Absorb the trauma within
Pain renders the mind alive
Today I bleed and write
Tomorrow I surrender
Nothing taken back

Convinced the knife
Knew best my mutation
Self-mutilation is my change
Bringing me back to awareness
Therein scripting pages of life
Before the circle is complete
Dying isn’t so vicious
It is my right

I bleed out
But I’m not a man
Absorb the trauma within
Pain renders the mind alive
Today I bleed and write
Tomorrow I surrender
Nothing taken back

Rubble Wronged

Rub me with all your problems
Then don’t forgive my imperfections
Supposed to be like the bark of a tree
Unhindered by every last comparison
An alpha muscular male
Fuck I’m hopeless

Not genuine of humanity
Obscene unpopularity with love
Follow the forgiveness morality
Set the souls of lovers free
Until every last shred of me is finally gone
Hopelessly compared to who I should be
Until all my ink leaked out

I’m no longer myself
A problem only internally
Took up an adored soul mate’s throne
Fucked up my own reputation
Hopelessly attempting love
Constantly compared
I gave up early
Fuck my life
I’m sorry

Satisfied Death

Nothing satisfies me
No longer conform my existence
I will fall back to the realm
From which I came
Darkness

Brought back to life
By a dying dream
Equality universal
Loyalty to this
Then I die

My life is as dried wax
From a dead candlestick
Ink constantly running out
While the system stomps on my hope
Alone I breath in the dust
From where I slept
Upon the floor

Nothing satisfies me
No longer conform my existence
I will fall back to the realm
From which I came
Darkness

Brought back to life
By a dying dream
Equality universal
Loyalty to this
Then I die