Melodic Fire

Savaged by selfish friends
Counter my confidence in my head
No one listened when words surfaced
Gambit friendships of artificial filth

My ego ain't talking
Anorexic 105 pound man
No romance til I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace

Can't give love anymore
Sold out of that selfless act
My truth is sad melodic man on fire
Unacceptance my greatest fear

My ego never talked
Anorexic 105 pound man
No romance til I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace

Only accepted online
Digital relationship acronyms
Metaphoric symbols called avatars
Alliance bonds no seduction
Affiliated with a faction
I marvel at the connection
Nightly addiction to friendship
Acceptance in society is it impossible
Whatever it feels like this world wants me gone
Unacceptable behavior tolerated like bullying
Parents telling children to suck it up
Clearly they neglect everybody
Except the greed within self

Ego dedicated to drowning
X-anorexic 125 pound sick man
No romance until I reach the grave
Set myself on fire to amazing grace
Remember the words I wrote
While no one was listening
Were they ever even said