Before...

Deaf before dawn’s sunrise
Hope I won’t be too afraid to live
Survived all this time as another man
Will I wake up tomorrow a different soul

Be blind before dusk
Hope I won’t be afraid
A lonely desire to survive
Waking to walk a in different shoes

Mind melted at dark
Laying in silence all alone
Would you remember who I was
Would anyone miss me

Nerve endings going numb
Wish my hands hadn’t slipped
Can’t feel the tears roll down
From my red and hollow eyes
Felt my heart break as we let go

Insensitive always
In spite of myself
I still have hope
For everyone
Not myself