Spies at the Heart

The spies reached your heart
My illness is an easy scapegoat
An escape method for freedom
Waylay love for an unworthy one

I blink
As snow falls
My body slowly
Changes positions

Spies reached your heart
My last attempt was put down
My life a single shot in the breeze
An unattainable acceptance misunderstood

I blinked
As black snow fell
My body a dead weight
Changes positions in the ashes

Spies rent us apart
Past trauma and my sickness
So please kill this heart forever
Set ignite the fuel of sorrow for fire

I blinked
As red flames rose and fell
My own funeral pyre in the dark
In the dawn’s light a phoenix reborn
Yet who would ever remember
The villain known as me