24 hours before I died, November 29th 2012
Pretend your consciousness isn't open source,Imitating the sedated who live one foot already appeasing the grave,
Fuck, Damnit and shit, I'm beginning to believe the rarity of signs, No more make believe, I acknowledge the villain inside, I was born crazy... This is my truth confession. Take nothing I've ever written or will say seriously, Even if tears are falling amidst despairing like rain on my combed over half dreaded hair, glasses over context of peripheral subjective equality consciousness lenses, Slick Cool Hand Self denial scene, Always considering the self insane, Never a portrayal of handsome chivalry, I accept that I am one with the void, Abyss inside is my only obsession, Survive to write...Write to die, Empty!
Broken heart from the silent responce to my single digit mass effect scale ignored dream, Benefit of life to hope from words, Soul recluse for this obscene desire!
Broken Love's Breath
Safe & sound behind an invisible barricade of comfort we reside,Hidden from the acid rain & napalm devices that amputate so many lives...!
Dreaming beyond the second shatter apocalypse of the heart's betrayed should be fatal pulse day,Survive to write until I'm utterly spent!
No matter what,No one at my side,I shall write until the criminal inside self wakes for a single violent act,To take my own deplorable anorexic life.
Obscene plague of desire,What if the obsession(s) died,No more money,No more sex or comfort confidence,Don't need the lie of that bullsh*t!
Singularity counter of our culture response,Cutting to terminate a last resort,Mutilation ends this life tonight,Sad consequences of Suicide
Watch me digress,This is all I am & ever want to be,Desire the anorexia,Bad or self defined good,Back away if you don't get my slow suicide!
The positive experience happens more on accident in our society today than on purpose, more overly due to the fact that the recipient is aware and that receives the given subject matter as affirmingly hilarious or positive. The sponsor may never even be cognitive of said experience and said positive light heartedness.
This is the speech of one in their last 24,
In earnest anticipation of,
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