If this is Closure

Disclose that I'm a mess
If this is closure it's a shitty end
Not even a picture to remember you
This is the amalgamation of all my wrongs

In my final act I couldn't speak
I was no longer a lover
Simply the enemy
I recall the pain
Unbearable

Documents released tonight
I show all the signs of an asshole
A fucked up tragedy of a life
Force myself to swallow
For all my wrongs

Now I walk on pretending
That my life could ever again be right
Now I walk on having broken another heart
I am the man I never wanted to be
Embrace the villain not chivalry

In my final act I couldn't speak
I was no longer a lover
Simply the enemy
I recall the pain
Unbearable

No picture to remind me
Of your beautiful sings of life
The impact of words or the lack of
For all my wisdom is the downfall
Who gave up was it you or was it me

I don't care, I'm so so so sorry
Sorry I was weak and not strong
Sorry I seemed a picture of your mom
Sorry I reminded you of his death
Sorry I lacked the resolve of silence
If I could sing, I'd sing this song
The million words I've written
Of the pain I caused you
Since it's been over